i fucking mean it when i say ur on par with some of the best artists in the scene

all @dylazy except for some art help from @reksi420 :3

Can you just swim in water
If you can't swim I'll hold you
but if you don't go to the deep end
I'll never grow up

My madrigal
you're fucking tired of me again
My madrigal
I hope you want me by the end

Hearing 8 different opinions is confusing to me
and I'm supposed to pick up the guns and make them see what I want to
It's hard
and it's a journey that honestly feels like
its way too far from me

never go run it back
feel the ice on my back
cause i want u to be here
right in my arms
right in my arms
right in my

you say you want me that's a lie though
im always calling what a psycho
I wanna feel wanted
but ig im not ur favourite sidekick

Tell me when the time is
Clock goes tick tock
but not for my shit

You're never free
is it that I make to many jokes about the fact that I'm into pee..

(and im not feeling focused)
ADH generation obsessed with sex and accusations

My madrigal
you're fucking tried of me again
My madrigal
I hope you want me by the end

Madrigal

[[i can't be bothered to do something for once]]

~track [5/5]
from the EP in one day stream!
all songs were made in two hours ^-^
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\\ featuring //
+vox from
@saoirsedream
+prod from
@prodbyaustyn
+art by
@henryyoder

\\ lyrics //

[intro] ~ @jauntsen
please leave me out
i can't be bothered to do something for once
it's my bad i know you don't even care
but you should!

[verse] ~ @saoirsedream
don't pick up the clothes on my floor
i've got a system for it all
if you catch the sock on my door 
i'm not fuckin it's just supposed to be there
i get that it doesn't make sense 
sorry my bad i inconvenienced your friends 
dress my best doesn't ever make sense
sorry my bad it's just that lately my meds
don't do much
bad at both ends and it cancels out 
and i'm back to where i started
can't ever stop stop making changes 
routines my clothes 
how i arrange them

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
so i'll just sit down
i got 10 half water bottles in my room
i'm a let down 
haven't dusted in weeks 
maybe today's gonna be the day i wash my sheets 
(ew)
j-j-just kidding imma do it next week! 
i'm just rotting in my bed i hope she text me
i'm so fucking gay 
dirty plates around my room when i cuddle with my plushies
this room wouldn't be dirty if i had some money..
(but you won't get that)

you're unemployed jas! 
i got health conditions opps i guess its my bad ;-;
it's an excuse i like to make whenever i'm sad </3
i'm so small and full of coke just like a dime bag (hehe)
lost my motherfucking charger hope i find that >:(

[hook] ~ @saoirsedream
i get that it doesn't make sense 
sorry my bad i inconvenienced your friends 
dress my best doesn't ever make sense
sorry my bad it's just that lately i'm dead!

my bad +saoirse dream (austyn with a y)

fursuiter: https://twitter.com/KunoAlpenstock
inspired by Alex G

give me ur magic my friend
tragic cost manifesting fallacies for you
is it true

pull me out the pocket at the back of your hand
put me in the front to see how ur world ends
free me from this form so we can stay friends

relax and ill hold you
the tax that youre sold to
is that what you want to be
sad and unspoken

why dont you give me up
impressions pressing me
to corrupt myself for you
and idk how i could be a cynic man
with lessons learnt from bitterness
i think id understand
i want you better than me 

bulletproof views
staying when ur guards up
pain ensues 
cus u think that ur times up

relax and ill hold u
the tax that ur sold to
is that what u want to
be sad and unspoken

the music he plays makes me want to drive off of a bridge, it's just not for me i guess

he's driving but i won't stop messing with the radio

"Light-Emitting Diodes" EP

I'll be okay

@vai5000
track 3/10
https://open.spotify.com/track/5ERKbZ99pYU5HKFJHPiH5R?si=3b494c7f28d54f03
https://youtu.be/QoYO2o2Qc3s

blissom:

im dreaming about rats and bugs
im dreaming about blood and guts
im counting every passing second adding tallies to my arm

the wood decays
the leaves senesce 
the phonelines sway
the bugs fluoresce
i once again
have fell apart
and all thats left
are sticks and rocks

and ill wait my turn until the dust swallows me whole
pretend that its a blanket keeping me from cold
and ill wait my turn until the bugs will call me home
the color starts to fade the moss crawls down my bones

vai5000:

try to keep my head high
wind pushing close my own eyes now
leaves blowing in the breeze I 
can't hold back from what I feel
turn into something new
I watch as the seasons strip away from me just
piece by piece I
decay from the very core I'm made of
don't hold me close - just let me go
Time we spent they don't feel like memories

Take my arms and just slowly dance
The night won't go if you're here so
just make time slow tears fall no more
sit by me
hold tightly 
You know it's okay to cry - sometimes you just might
Tears from all the things I hoped
Everything just always goes wrong
You don't need to say goodbye - I'll be there in your head
My wood decays but my heart wont

blissom:

the wood decays
the leaves senesce 
the phonelines sway
the bugs fluoresce
i once again
have fell apart
and all thats left
are sticks and rocks

the wind is whi
ping past my face
the tide is ri
sing to my waist
im left without
a single sound
to keep me an
chored to the ground

sticks and rocks +vai5000

Fallen angel demo +50c

track 5/10
https://open.spotify.com/track/0HhUtxxRGtT69s5LPmGDqo?si=42530b0c48d64a72
https://youtu.be/gXJdu-fGXRo

sometimes i wish i was meaningful
cuz being empty is tiring even if a little and
its all good lacking motivation
till something comes and leaves u crying cuz

all the words that leave my mouth are broken endlessly
circling the past and present never giving peace
and every day is what u set out for it to be
dont leave me wanting more
just let me fucking sleep

i fell asleep through the noise
and
as i was drifting off i realized
maybe i was listening too loud
so i took one earbud out
but it didnt make a difference to the sound

dont forget me, i played my part
broken rotten, stupid art
and i know that you like to see me
plastered all over your tv
dont forget me, i played my part
broken rotten, stupid art
look what i made, is it pretty
would you put it on your tv

dont forget me, i played my part
eyes wide open, nails are scarred
broken rotten, stupid art
follow gently through the heart
and i know that you like to see me
as an artist drowned in meaning
plastered all over your tv
fake the message and the feeling
dont forget me, i played my part
eyes wide open, nails are scarred
broken rotten, stupid art
follow gently through the heart
look what i made, is it pretty
is it honest, can you see me
would you put it on your tv
do you think it has a meaning
dont forget me, i played my part
eyes wide open, nails are scarred
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art

stupid art

(p. vai5000 + blissom)  - spotify as soon as it  processes :)
lyric MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sdv6ZHdIVRY

lyrics
[vai5000]
are you safe inside my heart
do you still know who you are
cause you've broken through my walls
and you tell me it's all -
do you care for what I said
breathing words right down my neck
telling me what I regret
telling me that you still -

put my heart under a lock (holding me pressed to your body feel your)
in a fortress made of rock (warmth your heat and its broken me do you)
and I know that things get hard (see my face do you hear my name cause its)
but at least I'm safe here (not the same when you carve me to dust)

[blissom]
its alright
if you dont hear me
i dont mind
being left to the breeze
but if youd like
ill ignore my better judgement

im not crying till its over
im not leaving my desk till its said and done
if you dont hear me ill be louder
take a breath you wont find any cleaner air

[vai5000]
put my heart under a lock (hold my arms inside my fortress)
in a fortress made of rock  (I will be safe i'm still okay)
and I know that things get hard (tell me words they piece my home but)
but at least I'm safe here (i won't let you win i'll defend)
put my heart under a lock
in a fortress made of rock 
cause I know things will get hard
but at least I'm safe here
here - here - here

lyric MV

fortress

system BIOS /?

ⓘ As of 27 March 2023, it will no longer be possible to make purchases on Nintendo eShop for Wii U and Nintendo 3DS.

I'll be okay

claired

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