new one to cleanse

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you could see me if you wanted to
musta cracked my skull when i fell for u
may he stab my heart if these words arent true
god strike me down if its all a ruse

oh and one last thing

walk around with my eyes on the ground and my head in my ass cuz i cant get it out
you look at me like im just some kinda fool but thats all i can really be for you
been like this for like 13 years i spent most of my life swallowed up by my fears
and ill be like this for most of the day ill be out in the cold till my palms turn gray
hey hey hey what more can i say
hey you looked so beautiful already

get me out of this place
im so excited to be anything

lovefool demo

theres just no point at all
theres no one else at all

lets sit and watch the world burn together

you're forgetting

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i say usually the same things but this time i just dont know
i fucking hate dogs wanna kick them all on the side of the road
why do they bark at me like im the one that left them in the cold
i didnt fucking do anything not anything dont act like you dont know
fuck shoegaze i really wanna cum on you
i would like really eat it up if you spat in my food
i fucking love your hair its all i really like about you
well i also love your skin and i would probably die inside you
i dont wanna write any words at all but i kinda love that its all my fault
i really get off on evil shit but youre so pretty like a girl
you make me wish i were a girl you make me wish i were a girl
and if were one id be you

my stupid fucking brains on the ceiling for you

No Way w/ Ueno54

agony

prod sprintsaver
i just got a migrane 🤕

Dont Leave Me In The Dirt

sorry for not quitting cigarettes today mom

i never saw you crying
it was just your mascara running down your face
i thought it was so ugly any fucking ways
i know that i get scary and you dont feel the same
i put way too much pressure on you and your little brain
i wanna set a fire and dance all on your grave
i knew you for ten seconds when your eyes were filled with rain
you told me its jusr water and not to be that way
then you fucking died the very next day

mascara

everything went south for me
had to throw it all out for me
i guess i miss the way you needed me
i miss the way you treated me
you treat me right
make me feel good through the day and night
always make me wanna come stay the night
make things right
make it right with you
but then you had to go and say
you had to throw it all away
you had to make me wait
i hate to make you say
so clean up the mess you made
so go take it out to waste
dont try to take me out to play
im tired of you acting fake
so i miss you everyday
and i miss you texting me
if im asking please dont answer me
please dont question me again
but i want everything
im not stopping until i get a win
stop acting like i dont exist
acting like im a fucking creeeeep
im a weeeiiirdoooo
what the hell am i doing heeerreee
i dont belooong heeerreeee
nooooo

it only gets better

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