hey guys should i finish this

it’s been a minute hoe im off the roxy
love me for my lenin’s but she dk nun bout
oh no bby girl get tf from round me
she confused “what’s on my wrist” 
yea she know this a big watch
i js swerved a big lot
baby this a real sign 
is u tryna have the time of yo life
nigga whippin shit if u not uan one mines

my young nigga whippin
i js poured a 4 im on a mission
uan fw me boy u trippin

baby girl js listen girl get closer
baby girl js listen girl get closer
i been tryna fix it ds over 
dat hoe fck my whole mood like y i call her

i tried to dap shawty up y she start screamin bro

it only gets better

ur like a vamp!

i cant find you
all of this is your choice
all of this can come fourth

all of this is your choice

thanks for 600 :D

[Verse 1]
You’ll tell me that you’re sorry
Didn’t show up to my party
I know something about you
But then just say you doubt me

I stare up at the cieling
While you go disappearing
Said you’re caught in your feelings
It's time I stop believing

[Pre-Chorus]
Now my phone’s just full of ghosts
Screenshots, lies, and “maybe” posts
Every night I rot alone
While you pretend you’re made of gold

[Chorus]
You don’t care, just say you do
Then vanish like you always do
Every text a loaded gun
Every hug came you gave came with a run

Your ashes on my shoes
Your love was just a bruise
Wish I knew it from the start
You were only playing parts

[Verse 2]
You said I was too depressing
Guess that truth is just upsetting
Told me I should take it lightly
Then ignored me daily, nightly

[Outro]
Every lie you said still lingers
Like your name in my fingers
I've got scars that spell it out
Every “love you” filled up with doubt

You’ll tell me that you’re sorry
Didn’t show up to my party
I know something about you
But then just say you doubt me

party girl

all songs and most beats by @alphieafterlife on ig

tracklist
1 polly
2 the same food
3 rennys guitar but my lyfe suckz
4 leave everyone behind demo
5 mr smith cover gamble
6 punchy and alphie proud
7 20 dollar bill
8 coincedence :(
9 puppet aka lucy showed me things
10 so blue mr giannascoli
11 mr giannascoli poeple
12 naked driver
13 eat your goldfish baby
14 flip my coins 4 u :3
15 march
16 calm1
17 what u saying demo
18 train demo
19 pile up demo 
20 kick the baby out its crib
21 do you still kick the dog
22 lying on your grave dmeo
23 sandy!!!
24 wheni looked her in the eyes i looked right at the devil
25 starve untill i see my ribs ;_;
26 through the glass of the train ( i rteally like this one but i think i might record it with no drums cuz i dont like the drums)
27 i dont wanna like i want to dieee
28 counting sheep wiv u <3
29 punchy and alphie fuck u easta bunnayyyy
30 i didnt understand full vocal cover
31 i wanna be her soooo baddddd >,<
32 nothing going on
33 looking 4 sum1 neww

alphie afterlife unreleased songs to cry to

song about my existential dread feat @guitarbf :)
https://open.spotify.com/album/4oFVAAlxd96bYFCwJwknUA?si=tXJRHKwtT1i6jWL5r8qg_g

ttm w/ guitarbf

fully self produced, out on all streaming services. hope you enjoy :)

better grades

im hard to notice so wsp
girl im way too cautious to show u love
n ion want u girl i need u
done w ur love its so see thru

ian tryna run anymore
bet im finna lie dont want ur love anymore
im tryna
make sum that nobody can break
never ever runnin ian runnin away

thinkin bout u girl i been goin insane but i cant lose my cool lil baby 
i am a ok

fym
ridin round w jay
ridin round w t 
thats the team
u cant never lose if u here w me fym

im hard to notice so wsp
girl im way too cautious to show u love
n ion want u girl i need u
done w ur love its so see thru

neko kun ugly

i love you guys, calorie on all plats.
estella and cry till i die