Bye Bye Sometimes

girlycraycray

but baby tell me now
that ur heart's not beating quickly
tell me now
that u make my spine all prickly
i dont know
if ur luv will ever kiss me
please give me a 2nd chance

cuz i can make ur heart beat heart beat
taking my pills & i cant sleep
i gave u my heart because ur something 2 me
heart beat heart beat 
guts in the back of the car seat
couldnt even stop u i got something u need

(hatsune miku)
ドキドキ寝ない薬飲み
君が大事から心を
ドキ出る僕の血がおいしい
君が僕の体が欲しい

ドキドキ寝ない薬飲み
君が大事から心を (i know that im not enough)
ドキ出る僕の血がおいしい (i know that im not enough)
君が僕の体が欲しい (i know that im not enough, 4 u)

it's a smash hit, NIGHTCORE MUSIC

i'll make ur heart beat 
i'll make ur heart keep beating
i'll make ur heart bleed
i'll make ur heart keep bleeding

i'll make ur heart beat 
& Stop

i'll make ur heart keep beating
i'll make ur heart bleed
i'll make ur heart keep bleeding

i'll make ur heart beat 
& Stop

cuz i can make ur heart beat heart beat
taking my pills & i cant sleep
i gave u my heart because ur something 2 me
heart beat heart beat 
guts in the back of the car seat
couldnt even stop u i got something u need
but baby tell me now
that ur heart's not beating quickly
tell me now
that u make my spine all prickly
i dont know
if ur luv will ever kiss me
please give me a 2nd chance

cuz i can make ur heart beat heart beat
taking my pills & i cant sleep
i gave u my heart because ur something 2 me
heart beat heart beat 
guts in the back of the car seat
couldnt even stop u i got something u need

...

please give me a 2nd chance

cuz i can make ur heart beat heart beat
spin 2 the back and follow my lead
i gave u my heart because ur something 2 me
heart beat heart beat 
a shot 2 the heart would heal me
couldnt even stop u i got something u need

i make u shy
i think it's more reason 2 love you
lead me astray
girl i'll do anything u want to
i can't decide
ur like an angel from above
so i think my heart is beating again

ドキドキ寝ない薬飲み
君が大事から心を
ドキ出る僕の血がおいしい
君が僕の体が欲しい

ـ♡ﮩ٨ـ heartbeat ♪₊˚

hihi , what do you think of this? this song is about a past relationship i had where i felt like that person was probably lying about saying the breakup was not about me. sometimes i do twist the truth in my head to comfort myself, and putting it all into lyrics makes me look insane... i like the bouncy and fun feeling of the song! hope you enjoy :3


lyrics: 
You can't just up and make us friends
I pressed flowers but you played pretend
I didn't know I'd never see you again
You only texted once, you wanted this to end

You say it's over, I think it's a break
But three days later you were on a date
I guess I'm over it, what can I say
You know it's just a shame

Will you think of me sometimes, hold me inside your mind?
Or put me into the background, and leave me far behind?
There's a hundred thousand girls in here to make the same mistakes with, dear
I know it for sure now, you never will be mine

It wasn't clear if it was cuz of me
Although you told me why explicitly
I wish you told me that you just felt bad and you were busy finding other girls to see
I hate it when I dream of you
Don't want to miss what wasn't true
Do you even care you made me blue?
You turn me red with rage (Your lie lacks point of view)

It comes so naturally to you
To break relationships in two
Who are you talking to?
I don't know, do you?

(Woah)
It's been so long since we went our our separate ways
But you can't stop me from thinking bout your face
And what things would look like if you would have stayed
Do you think the same
(Will you)

NeverwillBmine

a song i wrote in my bedroom upset about ai music and proving that even if i can't get things perfect it will always be HUMAN ☆ and all MINE!!!! 
i tried to overcome my perfectionism by leaving in loads of mistakes and just living with it, as i'm learning to love the fact that those mistakes are what define your style :D

cover art by the infinitely talented @/purinplushie (check her out on twitter!!) 

lyrics:
People say you've got potential
But I think it will always be an imitation
You can never get like me
Cuz something I have you don't is imagination (oh!)

People say this is my future
But I think that perfection means you've got no style
Yeah I know I'm rough around the edges
At least this shit is mine

I will never be perfect but I'll always be real
My room is a mess and I hate how I feel
You can laugh at the girl who tries too hard
But that's how I feel and I will always be real
Real 
(La la la la)
There's a billion things wrong and I don't care
At least you know that it's real

What do you know about frustration
Everything runs through my soul
Every word has a different meaning
Nerves are wires that give control

I wish I was more efficient
Wanna be something divine
Yeah I know I'm rough around the edges
At least this shit is mine

I will never be perfect but I'll always be real
My room is a mess and I hate how I feel
You can laugh at the girl who tries too hard
But that's how I feel and I will always be real
Real 
(La la la la)
There's a billion things wrong and I don't care
At least you know that it's real

beReal

WOOO FULL SONG!!!! the sample is the suzumiya haruhi ending song and the first line is inspired with the scenario in last valentines by pink pantheress :3

i wrote this feeling a bit lonely and attention seeking - maybe moreso when i was younger, i would fantasise doing something insane to get a crush's attention - i think some of that emotion was brought through when i was writing! especially 'i cant even say how i feel for you' because for years i would try and do subtle things to be noticed, but confessing my feelings were off the table!!!

lyrics:
I crashed my car cuz I wanted you to feel bad for me
But you just walked away
How can I know if you love me if you’re always running
I can’t even say how I feel for you
My minds playing tricks in the bathroom
I’m cutting my hair til you like me
Don't think about anything but me

You’re so cool
I really wanna know you were you popular at school
Just show me what to do
You’re so cold
The moral implications aren’t important you’re someone
Who’ll make me feel so special

Just show me you care, care
You care
If i died would you even be there, there
Would you care

You shot my heart with cupids arrow
What should i say to you tomorrow
If i cry will you even care
Would you notice that i was there

This fantasy is so appealing
I’ll never tell you how im feeling
if i did you would run away
i would never know whats in your brain

Care, care, you care
If i died would you even be there, there
Would you care

I crashed my car cuz I wanted you to feel bad for me
But you just walked away
How can I know if you love me if you’re always running
I can’t even say how I feel for you
My minds playing tricks in the bathroom
I’m cutting my hair til you like me
Don't think about anything but me

You’re so cool
I'll follow you around i'll be the perfect girl for you
Just show me what to do
You’re so cold
Don't look at other girls they're not important you’re someone
Who’ll make me feel so special

Just show me you care, care
You care
If i died would you even be there, there
Would you care


Care

⚜ luxury (sparkle 4 me) ˚｡⋆

crescent

club classic

blue screen of death - this is a song that i really love and wrote about my relationship with the internet and my pc right now and how that relationship can sometimes consume my external life. i wrote it so the lyrics can also be read as a failing relationship with another person!! hope you interpret it in your own way as i've left it a little open ended :)) enjoy!


lyrics:

I noticed something in you died
When you booted up the wrong hard drive
I think you got your wires crossed
Or maybe the dust had settled inside
I think I was wrong to cause us to fight
You wanted your way and yeah I wanted mine
I took you for granted, I pushed you aside
And now we're both blue tonight
Both blue tonight

I regret being honest 'cause I got what I wanted
I ignored all your warnings, but I'm lonely without you
Tried to switch on the power, all commanding towards you
But I turned you off, now I lost your number
Somehow we got disconnected
You looked down and I thought that I could fix it
But you're broken
Tried to switch on the power, but you just shut down
Now we're both blue tonight
Both blue tonight

Blue, blue, oh
Blue, blue

There's something missing in the files could you listen
In your dimension I'm demanding your attention
Attention attention, why won't you give me attention
You're always so unresponsive, I want to find a replacement
Now what should I do, I can't work with you
There's something important but you don't have a clue
You threw it away, I wish that you knew
That you're making me blue
You're making me blue

Care

Clark Rainbow