came back to this song, wanted to tell you how beautiful it is. much love 

produced by @polar333 x @remghost

lyrics:
i just cut my leg in the shower 
no one here to help me after hours
u got plenty bitches on ur side, mine badder
didn't see ur intentions yeah i couldn't see the patterns
switch up on me every day ur causing a disaster
i thought we were moving forward now it's different it's all backwards
i just been on some shit that u would never know
why u all so scared of me? ur standing on ur toes

it's not my fault i keep on falling apart
and if u tell me it's all better i might give myself a chance to restart
i just keep on spilling black blood
drank too much i'm throwing up my guts
i miss getting fucked up having fun
back when we were kids up on the run
way before i ever thought about facing a gun

i just cut my leg in the shower 
no one here to help me after hours
u got plenty bitches on ur side, mine badder
didn't see ur intentions yeah i couldn't see the patterns
switch up on me every day ur causing a disaster
i thought we were moving forward now it's different it's all backwards
i just been on some shit that u would never know
why u all so scared of me? ur standing on ur toes

disaster (polar x remghost)

made this to vent bout my life. just know ur not alone <3

just a kid with a laptop
like to scream into a mic when the lights off
where did that kid go
cause i’m 18 years and i’ve never felt so alone
in my home

i was 14 with a big dream
with these thoughts in my head and my fingers on a string

what does it mean
to be alive to pass the time
hide my face inside my pillows while i cry to be online 

i was 16 with the love of my life 
but he lives on my phone only talks at night

and i wanted love from someone else
cause i’m young and dumb and i hate myself and it sucks

what does it mean
to be alive to pass the time
hide my face inside my pillows while i cry to be online

to be alive to pass the time
hide my face inside my pillows while i cry to be online

online

produced by @threedimensionsapart

lyrics:
i never wanted to waste ur time
gave u everything like it was never even mine
i don’t wanna look into a screen any longer
that boy looked at me the wrong way he got slaughtered 
ain’t nobody taking my offer and now all my scars hurt more than they did before
i don’t know what i’m waiting for (x2)

i don’t wanna talk
i’m dying i swear to god
ever since i met u we been on and off
ever since i met u i forgot how to stand tall
i think that i’ve had enough
i’m fucking tired of love
how come i’m still not tough
like what the fuck

enough (tda)

i wasnt lying when i called it love 
fucked up scent of liquor on ur tounge 
and i could sense that the start was the end 
i didnt really wanna fall in love again 
(in love again)
(fall in love again)
(in love again)
(fall in love again)
(in love again)
(fall in love again)
(in love again)
(fall in love again)

cuz ts feels like a waste of time
i i jus wish that i could read what was on ur mind
god im sick of all the games
god im done with the lies
wanna see u take ur last breath
god i wanna see u die

and im jus tryna figure ts out
i never fit in anyway 
no i dont fit in with the crowd 
i wanna take this fuckin blade straight to ur mouth
cut ur stomach open watchin all ur guts fall out

convoluted thoughts they all want u dead
and i could tell that the start of us was the end
i should’ve listened to my ex
i should’ve listened to my friends
now ur gone and im close to reachin the end

cuz ts feels like a waste of time
i i jus wish that i could read what was on ur mind
god im sick of all the games
god im sick of the lies
wanna see u take ur last breath
god i wanna see u die

and im jus tryna figure ts out
i never fit in anyway 
no i dont fit in with the crowd 
i wanna take this fuckin blade straight to ur mouth
cut ur stomach open watchin all ur guts fall out

guts

cry ft. k0a

[VA-T] - beenfuckedup - (ghostsocial, siilent & swazy*) [reesoo x michaelwarren]

And I don't wanna talk to you
Like I been through
The same sad story you have
And I don't wanna lie to you
Like I could do this shit you know I cant
And I know my backs been weak for thousands'a weeks
And I know that I'm capped
I know its all been freaks and anxious speak
But I'm on my way back

Don't tell me that its all in weight again
I got too much left in these bloodied hands
I been tryna let the mold grow through to the man
I don't wanna be him but I need it again

Its the only thing that save me
From this shit I aint behavin'
And aint no way its ever gonna take me back
I've been tryna be the one
But I don't want a son
And everything feels like a fact

Let me not go
Let me not slow 
My heart
Let me implode
Let me explode
At the start again
Everything been feelin bit different since I live in a target man
I don't got friends I got complacency and interest on my upper hand
Aiming down again
Hope you got the travel in
Bullet path gone to shit so

Don't tell me that you hate me
Tell me love is all that's fading
I don't got nothing to save it
I did everything
I don't need nothing again
And I just deal my drugs and then
I walked up out it in the street
And I don't wanna know

How the fuck we gonna go back
The roadmaps been burned black
I don't now how I'm gon' pretend
That you could've loved me
Two years left of something
But what the fuck happened

I been losing myself again
I been losing all of my ends
How the fuck could you even pretend

Let me not go
Let me not slow 
My heart
Let me implode
Let me explode
At the start again
Everything been feelin bit different since I live in a target man
I don't got friends I got complacency and interest on my upper hand
Aiming down again
Hope you got the travel in
Bullet path gone to shit so

I Live In a Target [Prod. Saint Mike]

i heard that nigga talkin told him get his bucks up
i heard that bitch talkin told her shut the fuck up
u wanted lust anyway u didnt want love
u couldve had me in the end but girl you fucked up

and i wont let u do it again ur pushing me in
i turn around a gun to my head 
ur sayin this is the end 
well bitch shoot dont fuckin miss
without you dont wanna live 
im fucked up from what u did
the gun jammed? bitch try again
i try the hardest i can that dosent matter to you
and there’s no excuse for what you put me through 
destroy myself for you you left me battered and bruised 
im at my lowest point got nothing else to lose 

and dont try and take back what you did
and dont talk i cant call you my friend 
you said youd be by my side till the end
i guess hell is where i see you again

and i wont let u do it again ur pu-
i turn around a gun to my head 
ur sayin this is the end 
told that bitch dont fuckin miss
without you dont wanna live 
im fucked up from what u did
the gun jammed? bitch try again
i try the hardest i can that dosent matter to you
and there’s no excuse for what you put me through 
destroy myself for you you left me battered and bruised 
im at my lowest point got nothing else to lose

the end prod dercept + daks9k

this is halloween

produced by @p-guda

soundcloud only <3

lyrics:
wore off
i don't wanna breathe no more
tore off
every feature u adore
so what am i left with?
a body i cant look at anymore
u will not find me where i been residing
at this point they all gon think im in hiding
always unstable but im never minding

i keep my door locked and my notebook blank
want no tension and no restrains
not sure when i turned to fresh air to feel alive
it's hard to breathe in with ur mouth when ur tongue stays tied
treated like i don't know what i'm talking about i fucking doubt it
oh u really thought u figured me out?
now i'm surrounded by the ones i love so how come it don't feel like they love me
love isn't more than a ceiling above me
i am not keeping a record but i've been ahead of the game for a minute
seep in the gutter i'm pulling u under i said would stop but i didn't
nowhere left to live u can take me out
will u make songs about me even when i'm not around?
all the stars look at me asking why i'm never keeping count

keeping count (guda)

I feel like falling apart

When you’re gone
Will I cry to be 
Someone inside this awful dream
Nightmares keep creeping from far

When you’re gone
Will I try to be 
The one still in reality
The one not falling apart

It’s time to stop staying this vague
I have to say you made a lot mistakes
I can not walk up to your grave
Cause you’re the biggest fear that I have to face 

You’re not yet gone but left somehow
Sometimes I wish that you’re above the clouds
Now I’m sitting here thinking about
All those words that never left your mouth

When you’re gone
Will I cry to be 
Someone inside this awful dream
Nightmares keep creeping from far

When you’re gone
Will I try to be 
The one still in reality
The one not falling apart

You’re still a missing piece inside my heart
Thinking back it didn’t start that dark
You were there for me and yes you were warm
What else could I ask for, that’s all I want

You’re still a missing piece inside my heart
Thinking back it didn’t start that dark
But you made the choice to fall apart
And this is why I can not

cry ft. k0a

claude

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