made this to vent bout my life. just know ur not alone <3

just a kid with a laptop
like to scream into a mic when the lights off
where did that kid go
cause i’m 18 years and i’ve never felt so alone
in my home

i was 14 with a big dream
with these thoughts in my head and my fingers on a string

what does it mean
to be alive to pass the time
hide my face inside my pillows while i cry to be online 

i was 16 with the love of my life 
but he lives on my phone only talks at night

and i wanted love from someone else
cause i’m young and dumb and i hate myself and it sucks

what does it mean
to be alive to pass the time
hide my face inside my pillows while i cry to be online

to be alive to pass the time
hide my face inside my pillows while i cry to be online

online

beautiful track by https://soundcloud.com/dylanlongworth

dylan longworth - aerofoil (austyn remix)

comprehend

fallsarrival

And I don't wanna talk to you
Like I been through
The same sad story you have
And I don't wanna lie to you
Like I could do this shit you know I cant
And I know my backs been weak for thousands'a weeks
And I know that I'm capped
I know its all been freaks and anxious speak
But I'm on my way back

Don't tell me that its all in weight again
I got too much left in these bloodied hands
I been tryna let the mold grow through to the man
I don't wanna be him but I need it again

Its the only thing that save me
From this shit I aint behavin'
And aint no way its ever gonna take me back
I've been tryna be the one
But I don't want a son
And everything feels like a fact

Let me not go
Let me not slow 
My heart
Let me implode
Let me explode
At the start again
Everything been feelin bit different since I live in a target man
I don't got friends I got complacency and interest on my upper hand
Aiming down again
Hope you got the travel in
Bullet path gone to shit so

Don't tell me that you hate me
Tell me love is all that's fading
I don't got nothing to save it
I did everything
I don't need nothing again
And I just deal my drugs and then
I walked up out it in the street
And I don't wanna know

How the fuck we gonna go back
The roadmaps been burned black
I don't now how I'm gon' pretend
That you could've loved me
Two years left of something
But what the fuck happened

I been losing myself again
I been losing all of my ends
How the fuck could you even pretend

Let me not go
Let me not slow 
My heart
Let me implode
Let me explode
At the start again
Everything been feelin bit different since I live in a target man
I don't got friends I got complacency and interest on my upper hand
Aiming down again
Hope you got the travel in
Bullet path gone to shit so

I Live In a Target [Prod. Saint Mike]

massive thank you to backlight noah for creating this atmosphere with me and narrating the album <3 it's everything i've ever wanted and thank you for being an amazing friend and interviewer :))

enjoy the album

can i ask u some questions?

can i ask u some questions? [intro]

produced by me

lyrics:
yeah ur listening to me right now but are u really hearing it?
i was speaking to the void and unaware that it got serious
oh i could avoid my problems but then i'm not feeling it
if u can't face it head on ur delirious 

oh i can barely look inside the mirror
fuck the angel that said i was in the clear
recently i'm only used to drowning in my tears
life is only complicated when u overcome ur fears

is it wrong if i say that i hope u die?
haven't rlly despised someone in a while
nobody really being nice so why should i smile?
is it wrong if i admit that i never tried?
i was busy picturing u with another guy
why why
i guess i gave up after all
i was sitting round waiting for a call
u don't understand a thing about me it's alright
i'll be waiting up all night

wrong

She just wanna kiss n touch 
she wanna get that physical touch
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/ydkm/kiss-n-touch

wrong

claude

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