Artists: @xeric2k @mitsooya @ketsai
Produced by: me @lb66 @blackheart4ever
Instagram: @prodbytoshi

eric2k, mitsu & ketsai - truth (toshi x lb66 x blackheart)

it's not worth it...

tracklist:
0:00 - fall for you
0:52 - you&me
1:35 - four door ft @facgce
2:13 - feelings ft @ogbrayam
3:18 - lotus ft @ogbrayam
3:56 - whatUmean2me
4:58 - chasing you ft @tommet45
5:50 - outro ft @facgce

summer 22 + tensai brayam tommet

setbacks + jichu

autumn and winter 23 + oneyearolder

dm @yashio20k for purchase

w/ neohn, baz, wasterr, decago, kirian

i felt that i have really grown these past few months with my sound. grateful to be turning a year older surrounded by people who want to see me succeed. cant wait to see what the next year holds. thanks for listening :)

enjoy!

timestamps:
0:00 + @neohnq
1:10 + @bazington
2:10 - solo
3:20 - solo (beat from 'be urself' by owtiss + mei)
4:26 + @1wasterr
5:18 + @decago
6:24 - solo
7:16 +@prodkirian

AW23 #OneYearOlder (neohn, baz, wasterr, decago, kirian)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/7drUPfntUi2Vl566TLtMzu?si=75ac007fe5ca4438

https://genius.com/Kishin-split-lyrics

split - kishin
prod breno

all credits to original artist

split // kishin

featuring @xternalz
prod. @loveismisery x @pw4prez x @makemeapromise

𝔞𝔨𝔞𝔰𝔲𝔨𝔦:
i dont want this 
i cant handle it 
its not the way its meant to be 
and i dont wanna be hurt
tell me why i cant be her

falling apart
i just wanna be in your arms 
i didnt know this would be so hard
i didnt think you'd feel so far
i long for the comfort of your heart

wish i could turn back time
to when everything felt just fine
back when you believed in you and i
when i felt happy u were mine

and i dont wanna be hurt
tell me why i cant be her
this isnt fair for me 
why are u so petty
i dont want this 
i cant handle it 
its not the way its meant to be 
so why did u hurt me 
and left me so empty

𝔵𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔫𝔞𝔩𝔷:
even if you didnt ask i would come after you
i know that we didnt last
but im not ready for something new
you’re someone i put everything into

nowwww
i dont want to waste more time
i cant handle it when you cry
our last moments together were a crime
it was a crime

i can see our memories theyre fading into dust
looking past all the fights and all the mistrust
all this makes me want to die i feel so crushed
i know that this wasnt fair for us

𝔞𝔨𝔞𝔰𝔲𝔨𝔦:
and i dont wanna be hurt
tell me why i cant be her
this isnt fair for me 
why are u so petty
i dont want this 
i cant handle it 
its not the way its meant to be 
so why did u hurt me 
and left me so empty

desire w/xternalz [kyoa x sochi x surgeon]

"patience" produced by @luvsolstice @kashik05 & @kuriyai443 Performed/Written by @counterxo

IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT, YOU HAVE TO BE PERFECT

patience

patience (solstice + kashik + kuriyai)

prod @overoveroverover
master @aestyboy
@noahsuri

ask me when its gonna be over im like any time
blood soaking thru my jeans but i feel fine
touch deprived when im alone im not really fine
baby do u want me too i dont see it in your eyes
baby can u tell me what u see in me
baby can u be the one for me thats all i need
think i need some change in my life its too stagnant
hit me with the curveball i dont wanna see at all
i didnt want it in the first place
though i was never first place i was always last 
tell me would i be last on your list?
honestly i feel like we were made in abyss
i dont think it can be me and you together
i dont think it can be you and me forever
all this weight on my chest feel like a burden
all this pain in my heart feel like im hurting

(all this weight on my chest feel like a burden
all this pain in my heart feel like im hurting)

can we still turn back and rewind
could u still look at me and say that ur mine?

i was never first place (over)

soundcloud.com/xternalz

cover art by me :>
x.com/clay0127

[words]
its time 2 find a new perspective
rearrange what ive neglected
take life in another direction
the feelings strange that ive reflected
on

im seeing all this mirror imaging of myself
and im afraid i dont know how to ask for help
i wanna give you a chance to develop yourselves
but ive been selfish and im sorry for the hand that i dealt
for so long
ive been running from the damage i felt
would go on
and the mental toll itd take on my health
its so wrong
and the only one to blame is myself
im not strong
but that doesnt mean you should have to

[drown with me]
[drown with me]

too frail
feeling helpless
it doesnt matter what you say im never selfless
rewriting history wont tell you what ive dealt with
i dont wanna scare you away with all my health shit
no nightstand, the pills are in the dresser
im always fucking tucking away what makes me lesser
cant stand it, its too much pressure
my peers they got me doin all the things i said id never
now i

Drown With Me [xternalz]

clay