|||this album represents the cookies self-destruction manic episodes that had to go through and still going through like a tv show even with the irrelevant episodes the struggle keeps turning into a turmoil cycle wondering when will the cable be disconnected from the tv to end all of this??? as the cycle continues, more shows and episodes will keep on airing until comfort is found...will you stay throughout the series?|||                            ╲╲╭━━━━╮
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TV COOKIE MANIA PT. 1

/lowkey they should put edibles on poptarts/

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fucked up with my own mistakes
and you can't relate
my mom killed me
and i couldn't escape
now my dad fucking me mentally
how should i fucking relax?
take a pill to erase another draft?

in this life
i should call it the waste game
all these humans that i meet
they don't give me hickeys
they give bruises
why am i so fucking stupid?
(why am i so stupid?)
(why am i so stupid?)


now im talking with the devil again
i just made a big cut in my skin again
if i die would youu be my last one dance
(last moment)
(last dance)

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YOU CAN'T RELATE/IM SORRY (prod. septfree)

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♡ nuggetxxx  *.。 ♡
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slit my wrist for u
but u dont care
now im worthless
am i not worth it? 

why do i keep putting up to u?
why do i keep on lovin u?
its really draining
more medicine please 

i had enough of u
i had enough of u 

i'll do it again
where have u been?
i dont even care
dont u come back 

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i whip my fucking blade
and slit my fucking tongue
if thats what u want me to do 

u dont give a shit of whatever i do
cuz thats what u always put me thru 

rapist thats what u are
rapist thats what u are
rapist thats what u are
rapist thats what u are 

its all in my head
its all in my head
its all in my head
its all in my head

yes everything is my fault. (prod. HeLL$HoT & MAYHEM)

ʕ •ᴥ•ʔゝ☆

.pie.

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no matter what you say
it's all good and it's all good
too many pills so i feel no pain
in my godamm brain

last time i need you
last time i want you
when i look at your eyes girl
i see what ive been through


its not worth coming back 
fuck the panic attacks
everything is going pitch black
everytime i die
i always come back

maybe i should feel dead for a few months
i felt to much and i might had enough
i wanna pause everything
im not that tough
am i really gonna overdose again?
with all these thoughts in my brain?

fuck my brain again
cut my vein again
fuck my brain again
cut my vein again

i'll be on the train tracks
for something to put me back where i belong
i hate it here
hey god can you put me where i truly belong?
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for once. (prod. CapsCtrl & utrab)

moths are pretty-×
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poison in my veins
put blood on ur mouth
got pills and my blade 
murder the fucker no doubt

my mama raised no soldier
getting colder
no shoulder
i told her
i choke her
i keep fucking it up

getting older
no compusure
no closure
its over
now im drugging it up
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pain
oh
pain
please
leave my fucking brain

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u already know
when im too high
i dont wanna live anymore
soo please give up

STARDRUNK (prod. mayhem archives & kosei)

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my heart 
can't be 
in disguise
demons 
don't want 
you

i 
can't 
lie
it's 
the 
liquor 
that came by

i love you 
can you suffice?
day and night
im burning
my soul no longer hurting
demons 
attached 
with the 
heart i despise
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[im a carrot]
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DAEMON ATTACHED (prod. PartyAtTheMoonTower)

[just a dum dum cookie cooking cookie music not baking bacon [._.] × > nugget stars for u~♡×]
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× /|||~°~  our veins cannot connect if we continue being razor blades towards each other ~\ |||/ ×


for once. (prod. CapsCtrl & utrab)

clomii [>×_×]>