Getting Pumped!

Verse 1

I wake up tired from sleeping
Like rest never really comes
My head’s loud before the daylight
Like the war’s already won

Thoughts collide at a hundred miles
Can’t slow down, can’t focus in
My mind won’t shut the fuck up
And it’s only 6 a.m.

Pre-Chorus (build)

I’m not broken enough to scream
Not strong enough to feel okay
Overloaded, overwhelmed
Frozen by the smallest thing

Chorus (big, aggressive clean)

Depression doesn’t scream my name
It whispers and it stays
Anxiety lives in my chest
And it never goes away

I don’t want to disappear
I just want my head to slow
I’m fighting wars inside my mind
That nobody else will know

Verse 2 (tighter, heavier)

My ADHD won’t let me rest
I start ten things, finish none
I hate myself for falling behind
Like I already lost the run

I lose my words mid-sentence
Forget what I was trying to say
They call it lazy, call it wasted
But they don’t see the fight I face

Pre-Chorus 2 (short, tense)

My heart beats like a warning sign
Like something bad is next
I replay every moment
Until I’m buried in my head

Chorus (repeat, heavier guitars)

Depression doesn’t scream my name
It waits until I’m weak
Anxiety keeps telling me
I’m too much just to breathe

I don’t want to fade away
I just want to feel okay
I’m holding onto anything
That gets me through the day

BREAKDOWN (HALF-TIME / SCREAMED)

(This is where it SLAMS)

My brain won’t shut off
My chest won’t slow down
I’m medicated just to function
Just to stay around

Some days it helps
Some days it doesn’t
I hate that I need it
But I hate quitting more

I don’t want to die
I just want relief
I don’t want to disappear
I just want some fucking peace

Final Chorus (anthem + rage)

Depression doesn’t own my soul
Even when it feels like home
Anxiety can shake my body
But it doesn’t get control

I don’t need to be fixed tonight
I just need to stay alive
If I’m still breathing, I’m still here
And that means I still fight

Outro (spoken / screamed, drop instruments)

My mind is loud
But I’m still here

Heavy Every Morning

Damage Control

Extreme surf rock with my modified 1985 Kramer. Hope you like and thanks for listening! ;-)

GEAR:
- 1985 Kramer Focus 3000 with Floyd Rose and JB Humbucker
- Cry Baby Wah-Wah
- Ibanez Mikro Short-Scale Bass
- Apogee Jam 96k
- Apple GarageBand

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Shut Up & Play

Wah-Wah Watusi

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Written for Game of Thrones
*from the perspective of King Joffrey Baratheon

I am afraid your father has misbehaved 
He made a grave mistake and begged me for my pardon 
Look at his face, bug-eyed, atop the stake! 
Look how his ashes fertilize my royal garden! 

Pretty girl, I'm bad in my bones but 
What does it matter when I'm here on this throne? 

All of my slaves are slaving away today 
They're building me castles 'cross the land 
Where I can house my hands and 
All of my soldiers die for their true king 
Truly, there's no more wars to win but 
Peace is awfully boring 

Pretty girl, I'm bad in my soul but 
What does it matter when I'm in full control? 

You will be my wife and my queen! 
You and me will do whatever we please! 
Torture and death to anyone left who disagrees! 

Sansa, my dear, give me a son tonight 
Raise him to be a powerful king just like his father 
I have grown sore of sitting at this height 
Though it's a thrill to kill, I'd much rather not bother 

Pretty girl, I've got good in my heart but 
What does it matter when I'm playing this part?
...

Written & Produced by Stallion Dunquis
harpsichord: Zachary Seman
© all rights reserved

New Morning

Stallion Dunquis - Sansa My Dear

MIGHTY FALL (el altar del dinero)

driving down the mountain, just to watch them crawl
mr. know-it-all, raised on backdoor’d nepotism, but dropped the ball
speeding through the city, just to catch that thrill
of the sucker's kill, he was superman-ambition, with no real skills 

-C H O R U S -

…and the Mighty Fall, 10,000 clowns and all
if you’re blind to your addictions, she’ll be that intervention now
it’s a Mighty Fall, one percent and all
if you need the inspiration, she’s a walking revelation now

-V E R S E-

flashing on the TV, with a smirking grin
mr. Walking Sin, he was tight-rope-contradictions
…and dead within
living in a bubble, is the modern way, oh but so cliché
to have all the education, but zero grace

-C H O R U S -

…and the Mighty Fall, jack-off saints and all
If you’re lacking the conviction, she’ll be a benediction now
and the Mighty Fall, trust fund perks and all
if you’re missing the compassion, she’ll tase your heart to action now

-B R I D G E –

billions and trillions and zillions of dollars, the altar of money, is it worth all the bother?
it owns you and tones you, you soon will be facing, a bottomless hunger that's certainly waiting for you…

-C H O R U S -

…and the Mighty Fall, country clubs and all
if you need a new sensation, she’s a walking revelation now
…and the Mighty Fall, wipe the prints and call
no one cares about distinctions when facing their extinction now

Mighty Fall (el altar del dinero)

A song about a sore loser

LYRICS:

Rained, four years
Shamed, the crowd cheers
Lied your way down
Hide, your time’s out

If you dare come back home again
You’ll see us sky high on the wind

Throw your toys out the pram and you stamp your feet
Phone the boys in the club, they don’t wanna meet
All the words and the rage, they don't mean the same as they did yesterday cos it’s all in the game
Pride comes before a fall
And you thought you had it all

Reigned for years
Shamed, the crowd cheers
Lied your way down
Hide, your time’s out

Orange Baby

Leap of Faith

Refresh of the track in search of some melodies

Dimension X Version 2

Not Again (Official)

Taste For Blood

Close Enemy is the name of the project created by musicians Deco Santos (vocals) and Junior "Barba" (guitar), in September 2019. Later, other members joined the band. They are: Rafa Tolotti (bass) and Pedro Lenin (drums).
     The choice of band name was not random. "Close Enemy" represents something in common among the band members: the fight against drug addiction. The lyrics, accompanied by groove metal rifffs and melodies, with clear references from bands such as Nirvana, Korn, Coal Chamber, Slipknot, Deftones, Static-X and Love and Death, tell the drama of those who suffered the consequences of drug abuse and fought daily battles to remain sober.
     It is worth checking and reflecting on the message conveyed by the band.
If you have never taken drugs and are curious, CE is for you. And if you surrendered to your drug addiction and don't believe you can change that, CE is for you too!

     Close Enemy é o nome do projeto criado pelos músicos Deco Santos (vocais) e Junior "Barba" (guitarra), em setembro de 2019. Mais tarde, outros membros se juntaram à dupla. São eles: Rafa Tolotti (baixo) e Pedro Lenin (bateria).
     A escolha do nome da banda não foi aleatória. Close Enemy (inimigo próximo) representa algo em comum entre os membros da banda: a luta contra o vício em drogas. As letras, acompanhadas de riffs e melodias de groove metal, com referências claras de bandas como Nirvana, Korn, Slipknot e Love and Death, contam o drama daqueles que sofreram as conseqüências do abuso de drogas e travaram batalhas diárias para permanecerem sóbrios.
     Vale a pena conferir e refletir sobre a mensagem transmitida pela banda.
     Se você nunca usou drogas e está curioso, a CE é para você. E se você se rendeu ao seu vício em drogas e não acredita que pode mudar isso, a CE também é para você!

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