@heylog
produced by @herskylin

(vil)
i stay in the moment i’m lost in
time fractures and i’m exhausted
serpent biting all on the cartridge
perfecting everything in my way
and it sucks to suck
in your world
i mean nothing to you, you say it sucks to be you
(cut me loose)

cut me loose from the ties i’m
holding on despite the
ruckus you’ve caused
i should abandon you but what would that fix
…nothing at all
this confrontation is just breaking us apart
i cant even find the start
and so i

break down (x4)
can’t find a way, need an escape
i’m left for dead blood spewin out
my pores are closing
i’m decomposing
show me what it’s like to be controlling

(heylog)
my life's so concerning
wait too long i need to hurry
my stomach's churning
decide if i need to worry
what am i here for
what is my goal
oh my god i'm so worn from climbing out this hole
abuse my body oh it's hurting
i'm so lost think that i'm worthless
pretty sure i don't have a purpose
make mistakes constantly learning
what not to do next time
too lazy to reply
but i don't even try
desert phone, it's so dry

(vil)
i’m bleeding out from my wrist
and i’m choked up, let me say my final wish
you act like what we had never existed
so i’m blaming you until death

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serpent +heylog (skylin ✧)

Lyrics:

eyes gazing up at the moon
iv'e been sitting still from dawn til noon
chasing these stars that i call my Dreams 
I'll be gone from here soon


i swear to god that i fueled my heart 
with my feelings and my dreams that i never got back 
and these pills that am taking are rewriting my thoughts 
iv'e been smelling hate in the air from the start 
with my faced palms iv'e been praying hard to my God 
they'll be testing my faith just to see when i break 


and am colder treat me like a whore now
you got lot's to say but am running out of time
and when i stay with em what will i gain from that
amma hold on tight cus am starting my life
it's another rain fall in my cold dead nights
with the pain in my scars when you leave my side


snort your nose take a pose when you're hiding all alone
when you're sitting by yourself and you're trying something new
they'll be hating what you do cus it sounds brand new
ain't no respect for the pressure you go through
and it's hard to take when they keep ignoring you
spent the night awake just to see this through


and am colder treat me like a whore now
you got lot's to say but am running out of time
and when i stay with em what will i gain from that
amma hold on tight cus am starting my life
it's another rain fall in my cold dead nights
with the pain in my scars when you leave my side


six feet under writing my well
when the fog clears out I'll be throwing my pills
when am coming back from the wreckage that you caused
I'll live my life like i never been lost
(if you see me around i hope you don't do the things that i did 
to lose my friends)

Punk City 101

Rainfall (Prod. IOF)

produced by sleepwater
piano by melon musik

wait for me in my next life
i swear that ill be fine
got three new chains on my neck fye
tell me im divine
got a deer trapped in the headlights
in a road full of pine
its coming near, following through me
i dont really mind if i die
through the window my neck and spine
i watched my body die
on the ground theres blood on the floor
never leave my side
tendants broken to the core
pendants my neck when im sore
penance she let her mourn
permanance purgatory
in doors

It's october, branches casting 
dont let go were everlasting
antidote w car fumes rising
way too close my hairs nearly frying
check his pulse a boy here is dying  
dont convulse a tear, see him trying
release from every joy now im crying
convinced u not to steer, into the dying

chemicals in my heart i feel so gloomy
with you youll tear me apart
im scared youd lose me

me
her

mourn

produced by heylog

lyrics:
don't u ever talk about me or ur gonna get yourself hurt
i wake up and i'm winning, how does second feel when i'm first
my life might be lame but at least that i'm not lamer
i gotta get goin and i hope to see u never

i'm getting closer and closer
and closer
it's over
cause ima steer off if i keep losing composure
YOU'RE GETTING CLOSER AND CLOSER
AND CLOSER
IT'S OVER IT'S OVER
if u ever talk about me boy ur gonna get ur ego hurt
how does second feel when i'm consistently just placing first
maybe you'll reflect from your mistakes just how i have learned
we are not the same cause u are opposite of down to earth

i have fun, i don't need a beer
u talk and it goes out my ear
my hair smells like tobacco smoke
puff cigars, the bands maduro
she's wasted while i'm cookin heat
(damn son)
i can't talk i'm making a beat
can't text, i'm sweating down my chin
pump iron, bumping 2hollis

now don't you ever talk about me or ur gonna get urself hurt
wake up and i'm winning, how does second feel when i'm first
my life might be lame but at least that i'm not lamer
i gotta get going and i hope to see u never

maduro

shelter

cover of 'poland' by lil yachty produced by f1lthy
re-produced by logan

poland cover (lil yachty)

produced by sleepwater leftquiet and melonmusik

lyrics:

leave it down in my heart now
seeing stars in your eyes now
im alive but i cant tell
my life is fading out
stay here in my arms fly away
i look at you in my head to keep away
tomorrow dont come so i say today
i need you and i love you
ima relive it again
again again again
again again again

i slammed their door im scared of it all
ran past a brick wall and threw my phone
it felt alien that place you call home
i was never welcome there
inside the ufo
feels like you had afair
places i wouldent not dare
take me away from earth
life was never fair
questioning my worth
as i run down the stairs
her mother walks past me
and says im not having this
and says im not having this
and says im not having this

suck me up in the ufo and tell me you wanna go with me
you can feel my cuticles ur face has took a hold of me
pressure on my arm babe you damaged my artery
i might be unusual atleast i got everypart of me

feels like you had afair
places i wouldn't not dare
take me away from earth
life was never fair
questioning my worth
as i run down the stairs
her mother walks past me
and says im not having this
feels like you had afair
places i wouldent not dare
take me away from earth
life was never fair
questioning my worth
as i run down the stairs
her mother walks past me
and says im not having this

am i the anomly
or am i common
im not an enemy
im too broken
im too broken
why cant you just come here
why cant you just come here
why cant you just come here
why cant you just come here
why cant you just come here

come here, i love you

lyrics:

She said u aint the old you
But even with new me
Ill still be holding you down. 
They just see my image girl
But U know the real me
For that I hold u down

Baby I rolled up 2 inside of this blunt
Im inside space like Elon musk
Red eyes low gave away that much
Bottles and bogies gon be my crutch
Sipping that muddy its green
in the studio but not on me
Writing these words down seeing the beam
That fire been cleaned like listerean 
Even though I drink to diet
My Baby girl I still provide
I promise u ill have u set for always
No matter my faulty course in life
I swear im always by ur side 
In life and death ill guide u always

She said u aint the old you
But even with new me
Ill still be holding you down. 
They just see my image girl
But U know the real me
For that I hold u down

Based
Smoking this wood to face
Ash it out on this bape
I been too real for fakes
I swear I cannot fuck with these fakes
That bitch tryna fuck at my show
I got a love back home that I miss
Only one that can tell me no
And i will respect that shit
Real
I was on 298 plus 2 im trill
Whipping this phantom round curbs im tryna turn to a ghost as well
Like look at my budding health
Im blowing blunts its not no pen
I been on 10 since 10 oh yea

She said u aint the old you
But even with new me
Ill still be holding you down. 
They just see my image girl
But U know the real me
For that I hold u down

hold U dwn (jabarionthebeat x whoiznate)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
we went through a lot of ups and downs
yet you still stayed close to my side
we often dug straight to the ground
you don't know what i look like now
just a number in my phone
i'll love you the most
march is a horrible month
why's it always cold
spent the end to cry
i miss you every night
don't call me when you see this
i'll hit decline
i don't look the same
as i used to
is this a bad thing
log, i don't know you
i don't look the same
like before
and i don't recognize myself
anymore

2 weeks 'till i go home
can't wait to see you, oh
october is when you go
now things are coming to
an end

she'll only love me if i just love myself
but baby with you i felt things i don't feel
i couldn't imagine to feel someone else
the thought of it always gets me overwhelmed
i hate separating from people i love
but i go forever without anyone
i will go for days and not say any words
you won't hear from me cause i sit back and lurk
closing the drapes to block out any light
the things that i do i would never advise
it's so bad for me and hm, i wonder why
growing more acne and i'm not surprised
don't look at me, please don't look at my face
the way that you stare makes me humiliate
i swear i get uglier
i don't look the same
you won't recognize me by how much i've changed
changed

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lyrics:

Green leaves In twilight
Reflect off the moon Into sunshine
The streams bleed Thru the belt line
Which I drink As a white wine
Ill lead Grip his hand and take my mine
The pine trees guide us thru the grape vine
Here time spent well is when I waste mine
As plates shift and replace the state lines

Nose bleeds plague us in the day time
Use vague speech to navigate the landmines
Our teeth retract as we can feel their blood dry
Our hearts succumb to curse as all the love dies
Baby id have told you sooner if u wanna know
But I dont trust myself enough to visit u at home
I feed forever on the corpses of the lesser known
Id have burned myself alive before I let u go
I had to let u free to find ur passage on ur own
I bite into her brothers neck it gives like styrofoam
I feed forever on the corpses which u give the go
I dream forever of a life in which ill never know

Green leaves In twilight
Reflect off the moon Into sunshine
The streams bleed Thru the belt line
Which I drink As a white wine
Ill lead Grip his hand and take my mine
The pine trees guide us thru the grape vine
Here time spent well is when I waste mine
As plates shift and replace the state lines

nest of the night owl (nico north)

"RESURRECTION" [ALBUM] - 10/22/16

lyrics :

fuck a fucking placement I don't need you motherfuckers

i'mma get it on my own before I get on your production

cause you fucking pieces of shit don't show no motherfucking love to me

I see right thru your guise you try and hide but you can't run from me



you see me standing here but you won't come inside

you see me and you fear the thoughts inside of your own fucking mind




balance me between the beams

my life is slipping thru the seams

alive but don't know what it means

my mind has stopped producing dreams

production speeds across the seas

American soldiers on the streets

and I cannot help but to see

a land the opposite of free



you see me standing here but you won't come inside

you see me and you fear the thoughts inside of your own fucking mind

you see me standing clear bitch i'mma let you die

you'll never fucking hear from me until the depths consume your life.

resurrection

killstation - exxidae (prod. killstation)

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