Its been too long :/ hope youre doing well

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/robstar100
produced by: https://soundcloud.com/irby314

lyrics:

hazenova:
i never understood what it was about me
 that made you wanna run away and doubt me
 black and blue all on my arm
 why u always shouting
 every effort that i make
 u always just denounce me

 all i needed was a little love
 all i needed was a fucking hug x2

 i was just a kid always hiding in my room
 i was just a kid doing everything i could x2

 and i guess it wasnt enough x2

 i dont know whats going on
 i dont feel like moving
 i just wanna runaway x2


robstar:

You can pick apart my imperfections
Ripped to pieces, another wasted night
You're the reason I'm alive
I'm the reason that you lie
Maybe I just got a deathwish
And can't admit that what I do ain't right
Wishin' I was by your side
But your side is kryptonite, yeah

I don't really wanna talk right now
Down a bottle of the jack
Left the tears out back
Ever since, tried to keep my head down, yeah, yeah
Now you see me with my ear to the ground
I've been waitin' for the storm
'Case I'm blowin' off course
And you end up havin' me around, yeah, yeah

And if I said I'm sorry
Would you care at all
And if I said I'm sorry
Is it all my fault

wasnt enough (feat. robstar) (prod. irby)

i don't believe that you heal in time
why not confront it now n make it truly die
before it bottles up and effects your life
but all i can say is
send memes
the sorcerer lost his stone in the rough
and the petals that cover it aren't filled with luck
and my lungs are collapsing
my head's filled with gunk
and i fucking accept it
it's beautiful stuff

it's fine cause i build back come the seasons
it's quite alright a cycle for a heathen

i don't believe that you heal in time
why not confront it now n make it truly die
before it bottles up and effects your life
but all i can say is
send memes
the sorcerer lost his stone in the rough
and the petals that cover it aren't filled with luck
and my lungs are collapsing
my head's filled with gunk
and i fucking accept it
it's beautiful stuff

[evergxrden]

oh its beautiful stuff
i can't get enough
as i grow when the wind isn't rough
have i suffered enough
and i don't think it's much
as like everything burdens my mind
she don't wanna hear what she's done to me
her words crawl in my skin right underneath
i fall onto my knees as she butchers me
her face always peels when she's hungry

aye what did you say
i keep on burning
im under the way
lighting the bridge
as i cover my face
grab all my bags and 
im leaving her place
she wanna cry
she wanna lie
but i send memes
tell me to die
she grab the blade and cut out my tongue
this is her way of saying i'm not enough

[hero]

i don't believe that you heal in time
why not confront it now n make it truly die
before it bottles up and effects your life
but all i can say is
sen̤̣͇͗́d memes
send meme̺̤͙̺̽̾̈͡s
sͪ͐̒͏̻͖̺ë́͗͏̮̖͇̲͇̬nd mĕ͖̤̓̈͒͟mes
ś͑eͥnd̺̬̪͓̕ ͪ͊͏̼̙̬̳̩̬͍͚m̲͈͖̜̭̆̽̍͡eme ̨̳̫̲̳̗̹͍̆s̢̹̗̰̐ͦ
senḓ̶̪͚̻̲̪̖̒͌̚ ̨͇͍̲̞ͨmͪ̂̇̃͏̫͖̟ė̼̯͉̳̮͎̙̤ͤͮ͡
en̸͉͉̭͙ͥd̢͉̫̭͕͖̳̋̊̅̿ͅͅ ͖̤̦̲̀̀̚m̘͇ͭ͡e̴͇̱̭͇̫̤̺ͥ̎̊mͭͬ͐́͏̲̙̜̠̰͓ę͎̹͖̘͚̭͚ͣ͐s̨̝͚͕͗̿̃
e̡̟̙͉̤̖̟̫̊̇̊̏ͅn̮͉̜̥͇͇͗͞d̝̖̓̓͘ ̵̥̟̝͖̰͈̻ͩ͑ͣͨm͈̘̻͉̼ͪ̔̇͢ȩ͉̱ͦ
e̖̤̘͍͙̯ͤ̆͌͡n͕̖͓̼̹̗̗̹̊̆͝d̴̗̜ͦͯ͑ ̜̦̯̼͍̈́ͤ̓́͘m̴͖̙̘̀̄͊ͅe̢̜̝ͬ̊
Ɇ̴̛̬͚̱̔͋̄₦̷̯̥͖̟̦̈́̐̾Đ̸̨̘̳͖͎̹̳̞͎̅͠ ̴̡̫̖̼͉̲̪̖̗͍͋̽͌̓́̂͆̌̚͘₥̵̜̙͉̩͙͛͌́̑̎̆͊͆Ɇ̴͔͇͉̺̹̯̌̆̃͛͜ͅ
-

end me

sɆ̴̛̬͚̱̔͋̄₦̷̯̥͖̟̦̈́̐̾Đ̸̘̅͠ ̴̫͋̽͌̓́̂͆̌̚͘me₥̵̜̙͉̩͙͛͌́̑̎̆͊͆Ɇ̴͔͇͉̺̹̯̌̆̃͛͜ͅs (ft. evergxrden) (emptychest)

lyrics ⬇️

Temple in my body really breaking down
 
Running like a zombie what im chasing out
baby do you copy i been drownin out
got me drinking at my homies house hes sober now

this is something i should stop
new stuff right out the box
i know that there’s consequences to my actions 
but somehow i would never gove up

using your words as a weapon
how could i think you a blessin
Im tryna make it to heaven
you wont be there im guessin :(

if im guessin wrong then ill be grateful 
when heavin calls youll see an angel
restart my life over again
gotta push back
no im not no recycling bin way past that

but i still need some oxygen to keep movin on in this life
if i cant feel the air thats in my lungs then its not right
gotta keep going cuz nothings ever really perfect
and if it is then honestly you really did not deserve it

this is honestly just a statement but i dont
but i dont wanna pave it
i been turning the pages to make it feel like im staying
but i
think i lost me a dime
shoulda never even tried

Temple in my body really breaking down
Running like a zombie what im chasing out
baby do you copy i been drownin out
got me drinking at my homies house hes sober now

anxiety riddles me everyday 
Do you wanna hear what i really think
i feel the purpose of life is pushing ur self to yhe limit with everything 
if ya heard this know what im sayin
no purchase
no more complainin its worthless might aswell burn all the bridges

gotta get life figured out somehow 
no i dont gotta go down that route
maybe i dont like the large crowds
so ill be locked in my house 

these forest walls only uncover options
when my liscense old
I think youll find me out there hostage
ill watvh the river flow
think ill finally find calmness
and when you ask who helped me
ill say god did.

temple garden (cxrter x ryini)

lyrics

hold on, hold on by a thread
with the faintest of whispers you’ll learn to forget
love me, love me again
the world crumbles slowly but you soften the fret

/

minding my step with the way words are falling
crush me, my dreams and the things i love calling
my dearest companions in the darkest of matters
a seek i reward with the absurdist laughter

/

lately i’ve had less lately
more formed to one with the moments more date free
less on the fence i used breathing to save me
i found all of our gifts and the exploits, you might hate me

/

i want peace for us all
i feel when quite and calm
i close eyes and sense the close call
i could lose my breath in your arms

/

help me my dear i am falling to pieces
mend my body i’m ok with creases
i now know the future, just stay for the night
a day can last forever if done just right

/

minding my step with the way words are falling
crush me, my dreams and the things i love calling
my dearest companions in the darkest of matters
a seek i reward with the absurdist laughter

last line of defence

last line of defence (empty roads)

incredible production by @prodbysxda

lyrics

surprising everything inside my fucking chest
she got all it on with her hands wrapped around my neck
not learning any lessons how i'm ignoring these threats
its so fucking ruthless inside this town its almost dead

i'm tryna set sail but I'm long grip and its starting to rust here
I exhale and open arms
but in the mirror I cant tell

don't come close to me
im surrounded by this rat hell
I dont wanna lose u baby girl
its just my heart kills

wish it was an odyssey how it goes dark then it turns light
but i'm out in these crashing waves and i'm holding on for dear life
I'm jus saying got my wrist wet and i'm not talking ice
im losing my grip but im holding my knife

flicking thru the memories and tryna the cause
this is how it turned out i'm not fucking around with god
who tf is u
I tell myself when I am lost
forget about those pretty nights that we had omg

why u always coming late?
but who's that in the parking lot
I just fucked my brain again
coz' I can not control my thoughts
and i'm losing my faith again
baby im, im losing my breath inside this fucking wooden box

late arrival

late arrival (woahsxda)

I'll wait for you - sketch #3

Invisible

stay still

art/mix/master/prod. by me

tonight
when i'm closing my eyes
yeah i can see you when i fall asleep you're mine
i hate the light that's shining through those blinds 

& it's haunting me
the ghost of you i held so tight
& it's hard for me
to think i used to know what you felt like 

i lied again
i said that i would just forget
but this time won't fix
all that i felt for you i just won't quit
when i think back on that night
it's hard to believe that i had you by my side
what did i do wrong this time?
you got me in pieces 
you cut with the words like a knife

I Lied Again (prod. Sleye)

I saw your name when you shone the light 
I saw your name when I counted up the reasons why 
You hate me
And no ones gonna save me

You can pry all you like 
but it’s hard to explain 
I don’t wanna admit that I wanted to stay 
Are you right?
Are you right?
Am I cruel just for the sake of it?

Nothing will kill you like I did 
Stuck in my mind 
Just like you wanted 
crawling under my skin I feel you 


You can pry all you’ll like 
but it’s hard to explain 
I don’t wanna admit that I wanted to stay 
Are you right?
Are you right?
Am I cruel just for the sake of it?

Saw you coming a mile 
And I won’t hit the brakes 
Shoulda run while you could 
I’ll just stand in your way 
Never mind
Never mind 
Do your worst 
I can take it

under my skin (cloudhigh x brody)

featuring: @grayfcx
prod by: the switch

Lyrics:

got the body of a joker
but the heart of a king
hold my feet in the lake hope i sink
got the body of a joker
but the heart of a king
watch the world on the throne imma sit

(steadyhearts)
it's graduation time in the morning
everybody want me now
now i'm touring
touring around the world in my foreign
skrrt skrrt going round in my four rings

four rings 60 in the 30 going until i blackout
everybody want me now but they won't when i pass

i've been working hard day and night
everybody send me texts saying are you alright?
i've been doing just fine
i don't really know why
i find the trust in people i don't like 
i don't know, i don't know why

(grayfox)

(141)i dont know why, kiss me when the times right,
i got two knives, meet me in the moonlight,
suicide pact, see me at the white light, 
hit it right, blood on my glove like its fight night,
yeah and its fright night again, 
halloween season, baby go and call your friends 
four in the cup ima sip it til the end,
and i dont give a fuck baby she my harley quinn,
im a cut throat 

(steadyhearts)
got the body of a joker
but the heart of a king
hold my feet in the lake hope i sink
got the body of a joker
but the heart of a king
watch the world on the throne imma sit

(HA HA HA HA HA)
*tango down*

under my skin (cloudhigh x brody)

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