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@psych angel%
@tgwog ichi=
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saikyo + psych → in my dreams   ﴾tgwog noveks lito﴿

holding on

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holding on [saikyo + tgwog]

Produced by me 
Featuring @nokimarley 
Background Vocals by @7akkiro

noki:
i was serving pints at the corner store
rockin somethin nice that you cant afford
girl saw something you like?
i can show you more
girl you're dripping like ice
i can give you more


erdo:
start from scratch
i just need to catch my breath
i dont really change my way
this is your goal 
but i decided to stay

​noki:
kiss me w yr eyes closed
tell me im an eye sore
looks dont last forever baby
fk i need my eyes for 
let me work my magic
anything can happen
girl i saw you lookin at me
you can quit the actin

erdo:
*chops* yea-yea-yea i need to stay

noki:
we're taking toxins pop shit
feel like ima die
and im so off it aw shit
i feel so alive
and im so nauseous aw shit
i feel like i might
i might just vomit, honest
this that model fucking life

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Thank you @ssoh @vairrin for Helping making this song Go a thousand Times Better :) Very proud of this one i hope you enjoy it :-)))

Produced by : @ssoh
Featuring : @arid
Artwork : @erdo
Lyrics :

erdo :
Losing thoughts of what i could've told you
Felt so trapped i went insane
all i need is self-forgiveness
tired of pushing all the Walls

and i don't wanna be this way too
and i don't wanna be this way Again
and i Don't wanna be this way too
please give me one More chance

you Know i want it better
you know That i won't let it go
i chased this Path forever
i couldnt make it Work

and i don't wanna Be this way too
and i don't wanna be this way again
and i don't Wanna be this way too
please give me one more Chance

arid :
'Cause i Feel it everyday
and i don't wanna run away
yea it always All felt the same
all your words Stuck in my brain
Wastin' every second every Moment here with You
I Don't care, i don't know if it's all even True

my skin Keeps crawling
i keep Falling
i can see it in your eyes
every moment Every memory
its Binded in the lies
you rip my heart Right open
our Pictures i keep coping
i don't know if its Right
i want you by my Side

erdo:
and i don't wanna be this way too
and i don't wanna be this way Again
and i Don't wanna be this way too
please give me one More chance
x2

The ends :P

self-forgiveness (ssoh)

Im Like Yea (1) Prod xyJae

#positive & cxldheart - 2much (prod. negative.creeper)
featuring: @icedmysoul
prod: @negativecreeper

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finally......i did something/
ty 4 listening have a nice day
lyrics 
me:
will i kill the void or will it kill me first
i can not avoid you maybe that's a curse
why am i still breathing i just hate this earth
i just took 2 much now everything is in reverse
lend me your hand 
or i will drown
i am suffocating i am too stressed out
lost my heart 
in your arms
i am suffocating i am 2 stressed out

cxldheart:
talk to me
make me stress out 
im not stopping working till i see the sun
wanna disappear i cant have any fun 
ive been trying hard but i cant find no love
cuz
im doin 2much yeah ive been falling 
yeah im doin 2much yeah ive been crawling 
yeah im doin 2much yeah ive been hurting 
yeah im doin 2much yeah ive been learning

me:
will i kill the void or will it kill me first
i can not avoid you maybe that's a curse
why am i still breathing i just hate this earth
i just took 2 much now everything is in reverse
lend me your hand 
or i will drown
i am suffocating i am too stressed out

cxldheart: 
im doin 2much yeah ive been falling 
yeah im doin 2much yeah ive been crawling 
yeah im doin 2much yeah ive been hurting 
yeah im doin 2much yeah ive been learning

#positive & icedmysoul - 2much (prod. negative.creeper)

MISOGI (jequya, cedric madden Remix) + 448

prod by me<3

i used to be afraid of the blood now i lay here 
with cuts on my arms 
i find it kinda hard to believe that u were there for me 
when i’m left forgotten 

i used to be afraid of the dark now it holds me 
caressing my soul
so into the void i will fall forever deeper until i’m never more 

all u do is
cry, cry, c- c- c- cry
i tried 
but u let me die 
oh why -why?
without wings i cannot fly 
i guess that just makes me another butterfly that
died, died, d- d- d- d- died
i tried 
i gave u my whole life 
ur eyes
like daggers in disguise 
i watch as the tears fall

Ephemeral

prod @rubbishrubbish

i jus dropped a pill in the drink i cant walk right
nodded off to much lost my breath i cant talk right
i cant let go wanna die but im terrified
i love you so much but we cant get the time right

see u tonight  
come close when the moods right
sleep holding u its too nice
scared to fuck it up i wanna do it right

i can never do it right
fuck my life up but it feels nice
orange oc 40 railed two lines
how u gon relapse over two lines

i dont feel so good about goodbyes
seconds i would live in for lifetimes
i dont wanna live by the guidelines
spend my fucking life in the sidelines

waste my time
try to act fine
shawty so fine
always ride with a crime
skye capture all our good times

20 milligrams imma sleep skip a whole day
ketamine in my leg got me flyin no way
i jus showed her my whole stash she like no way
i dont fuck with that sprayed shit i smoke propane

say it straight im not tryna play ur fkin mind games
i wake up take my pills try to have a good day
routine episodes dont waste ur energy
hate how much i love how i feel on amphetamines

its okay sometimes i feel okay
its okay shawty ull be okay
its okay we all gon be okay
when i hold u close i feel okay

we gon be okay
promise me youll stay
something in the way
i cant see my face
i just run away
but this time ill stay
time with you cant waste
i belong in places

different every day
wanna keep you safe
please dont walk away
need to see your face
i wont get in your way
all work and no play
i work just to stay
keep my head in place

Ephemeral

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