lyrics <33

auxina:
Letting burdens get the best of things
(not your fault!) x2
Feels like love is falling out of reach 
(not your fault!) x2 
Its getting harder to trust
Don’t wanna call any bluffs
We’ve been through it enough
Doesn’t seem we’ve hit any luck
But I don’t wanna close any doors  
Leaving a crack so the light can pour 
Let it come from the source... 
Don’t know how much I can endure 

Taking pictures at the theater
Perfect cinema 
Its not good enough
If we are in love
What’s in the underbrush?
Youre irregular
These secrets piling up 
locket box covered in dust
I should’ve known this was the end!
You said you hated all my friends
But I thought you were special 
Gassed up like its petrol 
Damage to my mental 
Cut things off you said that’s overkill
Monster like this clover field
Let my demons to go make a deal
I'm at peace in Elysium fields 

(Diego verse coming soon)

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new songs every 2 weeks now i hope u enjoy <3 all plats soon

lyrics
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i thought we were forever
i lost all my temper
now ure talking crazy
acting like i understand u 
no i cannot repair that
used me as ur weapon
now im way to lazy
to try n fix the things we had done
in here i fall
its all my fault
i cant move on
i tried to run
no its way to far
u left a mark
on me these scars
from all ur love

temper

temper w/ lavendr (sqwensy)

#doeboyz x #spazzteam
artwork by skoonkly
lyrics soon
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merch

excited >_< +nosgov (sochi & rippo)

iris

y tf would u ask me dat
Subutex will help relax 
u opp n das a fact
out my face ima blow u back

i cant see u thru it 
my dreams are not lucid 
a pattern i been knew it 
im sadder i cant move it 
dont care how i been thru it 

ill do it again 
next time ill use my handz
ill forget when i take my xanzzzzzzzzzzzz
this drank got me actin like dis
u drop dead when i blow my kiss 
cant trust family or my friends 
when will it fucking end

subutex prod me

so i slip away
ive been crying all alone inside my bed today 
might take a little while to see a better day
but i dont care enough
i dont care enough
i been tryna figure out why nothing stays the same
i dont understand the reason you wont go away
i dont care enough

but as i look your way
you wont stay the same
guess i am to blame
look me in the eye again
is this what you want from me
i dont really care enough
(i dont really care enough)

i think ill die today
ive been crying all alone inside my bed today 
might take a little while to see a better day
but i dont care enough
i dont care enough
i been tryna figure out why nothing stays the same
i dont understand the reason you wont go away
i dont care enough

havent been so well
yeah im lying but you tell me to just go to hell
youre not around when i wanna call your name
guess i am to blame
look me in the eye again
is this what you want from me
i dont really care enough
(i dont really care enough)

i am to blame

three thousand

disappear [prod. devnzr]

prod @3t4aaann

mix by me + master by @etaiso

lyrics:

you just gotta keep fighting till you make it
i got what you need baby come and take it
i know this love’s complicated
but life’s too short for hesitation

i could be all that you want
i think you’re all that i need
wrapped in the threads of your love
caught in the web that you weave

for me
to lie on baby
you drive me crazy
don’t leave
just breath
i’ll be your safety
if you’ll just take me

you just gotta keep fighting till you make it
i got what you need baby come and take it
i know this love’s complicated
but life’s too short for hesitation
you wanna bag bitch you gotta go and chase it
this life won’t ever give you shit you gotta take it
i know my momma worries bout me and i hate it
i hope one day i can tell her that i made it

Ringu

threadbare

threadbare (3T4)

prod by @corpsekittyy

lyrics:
i might be a long lost soul until my grave
like what a shame this life’s a waste
somebody please take my place
all that’s left of my heart is a space
idk if imma be okay
i fear it’s always been this way
this life wasn’t made for me
no..

i could never back down u wouldn’t get it
nightmares taunt my soul ever night and day
all alone in my cold room dying 
behind black out blinds where i hide away
i wish that i could at least be crying
that’s why tears fall from the mask i’ve made
no i’m never okay i was lying
lying.. lying..

Nightmares (corpsekitty)

cloudii