what’s this subtle shift in change?
why can’t i feel the fucking same?
why does it hurt when u say my name?
why do u talk to me like that?
yea i hate it

im always in ur arms but i'll never stay
always told her "promise im one call away"
and lay here forced to stay awake
its like six days later im wide awake
i hate when im feeling low
look high like telescope
ur only mental trope
the one u need the most

always around but I’m never there
u took notice to the the things we share
u said u like the feeling of pain
what’s this subtle shift in change?
why can’t i feel the fucking same?
why does it hurt when u say my name?
why do u talk to me like that?
yea i hate it
hate it

don't want me back?
u left this heart stuck in a stall
i hear that beep when i call
u told me leave u alone
why does it hurt when we talk

always around but I’m never there
u took notice to the the things we share
u said u like the feeling of pain
what’s this subtle shift in change?
why can’t i feel the fucking same?
why does it hurt when u say my name?
why do u talk to me like that?
yea i hate it
hate it

forgetting u is breathing water ft. 80cry (e3q x gl0)

🕷⋆⁺₊⋆♱♡♱⋆⁺₊⋆🕷

an eternally damned soul endlessly walks the valley 
in which they killed their lover, tormented by guilt and denial 

🕷⋆⁺₊⋆♱♡♱⋆⁺₊⋆🕷

>lyrix<

dark red stain, let it wash away
i dont want to feel this way
ill rest my hands to lay
please let them take your place

here i walk, through the valley in the rain
feel your weight in my knees each step i take
am i lost? does it matter anyway?
here i wait; i dont get much sleep these days

valley, valley, what do you know?
valley where did she go?

will you wait for me?
will you wait for me?

haunted valley [dgtl]

last night I passed out on the table
I forgot how I got there
im jus a dead bitch walking
im jus a dead bitch walking
im just a dead end prospect
I know that u hate what I see
what a shame it doesn't matter 2 me
im just a dead end prospect
last night I passed out on the table
I forgot how I got there
im jus a dead bitch walking
im jus a dead bitch walking

just a dead bitch walking
thats what i get for trusting
fade out of the moment
bloodsoaked and broken
cant act like i wanted
blood on ur carpet 
pills till im nauseous 
words in the mirror
dont matter when ur here
i struggle to find where
i let myself die 
and i close my eyes 
thinking itll be fine 
think im losing my mind
think im losing my mind...

dead bitch walking w/ sif [4evr]

im the glass you shattered
i been waiting so long now you got me excluded
i been working so hard now my name not included
now im not in the mention
and i wont even mention
got cut out of that section

dont wanna try anymore
the way i feel its a void
now id rather avoid
im not talking with people cause im not enough noise
i had no choice i had to lend you my voice
heart barely beating i dont care bout my own
and i hate how they copy i been here on my own
hid in the shadows cause my heart is still torn
words picture painting cause i never feel home

now i isolate dont wanna get hurt
already got hurt
too many times
already been there
its no surprise
im in the rat race, in for the price
had enough speaking, too many lies
too many times, too many lies
now i isolate dont wanna get hurt
already got hurt
too many times

im the glass you shattered
i been waiting so long now you got me excluded
i been working so hard now my name not included
now im not in the mention
and i wont even mention
got cut out of that section
i been waiting so long now you got me excluded
i been working so hard now my name not included
now im not in the mention
and i wont even mention
got cut out of that section

isolate2 (yui;seven ne1ro)

gl0wrm - cannibal love song

you will hurt me (money kidd + owleeng + whiteskinny)

gl0wrm - nvr again + caterpillr (til nord)

ft @kojowav @820 @shinju

inssekt:
i been so lost again
i cannot get out of bed
remember wat u told me i dont think i could forget
i didnt mean 2 shout. girl i hope ur not upset
but im all up in her mouth and ik that she obsessed
i got too many reasons that i shouldnt call u back
but i got a reason why i should b sad
i took ur heart and yk that thats bad
dont trust me with ur heart cus yk it wont last

kojo:
i do my worst 
cuz ion wanna fall in love 
now im the first 
but my love for you fell apart 
i got no choice and i can barely breathe 
i fall asleep to the sound of my misery 
i can show you real love with the signs from my heart that you never seen 
you’re the lost page in the book of my life now i feel like me

nosgov:
...soon

lost w/ kojo + nosgov (shinju)

prod
https://www.instagram.com/attackishere/

feat
https://www.instagram.com/zzzgem/
https://soundcloud.com/b07gem

chaos  ++  b07gem ~ ((Attackishere))

ion wanna try feels like I'm always fighting
burning inside me
wish my wrists were bleeding
wish my wrists were bleeding

im always failing
im always running
can't hide it
shit gets scary

so fuck it all
cnt fight it

confide in it
confide in it

whts the difference anyway?
can't make this shit up
can't make my mind up

ion wanna try feels like I'm always fighting
burning inside me
wish my wrists were bleeding
wish my wrists were bleeding
ion wanna try feels like I'm always fighting
burning inside me
wish my wrists were bleeding
wish my wrists were bleeding

/endlesshorror.wav [rezlaine]

prod by me<3

yeah
uh huh 
like a parasite
way you’re in my life
the way you’re in my life
(cloudii) 

like a parasite 
way you’re in my life
in a veil of darkness
how can i survive?
have i been possessed? 
will it be alright? 
the only thing i know is that i don’t know 

like a parasite 
way you’re in my life
in a veil of darkness
how can i survive?
have i been possessed? 
will it be alright? 
the only thing i know is that i don’t know 

yeah i don’t gotta say it but i’ll say it 
yeah i’ve seen the darkness and there’s really no escaping
yeah one false move and your soul is for the taking 
yeah but i don’t really know which path that i’ve been taken 
ah
consumed by rot i’ve taken damage a lot 
 i’ve been 
pursuing reasons not to just give up on all that i am 
give me a reason why my soul is always grieving again? 
the only thing i know is that i don’t know 

i don’t know 
yeah i don’t know 
give me a reason because i don’t know 
i don’t know 
yeah i don’t know 
woah 

i was too possessive i became possessed 
choke my heart with your necklace 
tear me apart until there’s nothing left
uh huh
(cloudii)

like a parasite 
way you’re in my life
in a veil of darkness
how can i survive?
have i been possessed? 
will it be alright? 
the only thing i know is that i don’t know 

like a parasite 
way you’re in my life
in a veil of darkness
how can i survive?
have i been possessed? 
will it be alright? 
the only thing i know is that i don’t know 

yeah 
woah 
uh huh 
uh huh 
the only thing i know is that i don’t know 

yeah 
woah 
will i choose to be part of the dark 
or be light from within it? 
yeah

parasite

cloudii

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