(lyrics)

@snip4rs
now she told me that she never wouldve left me
i was shocked when she denied js to text me
all these dumb fuckn lies, is it to upset me?
i wish yall the worst, was it js to hurt me? :/

@zixdown
u were my only purpose
dnt hurt ur self, im not worth it
girl u make me nervous, ik im not perfect
i cant lie i been learnin, but lately im still hurtn
maybe we can work it? lately ive felt worthless

@zixdown
lately i feel worthlesss, i cant find a purpose
u can tell me was it worth it? all the upsetting for nothing..
i cant lie u make me feel like im nothinggg
me & my bros gonna make it no bluffinggggg

@whyhaze
its been a long ride see u on the other side
had u for a long time, sometimes we have to say goodbye
just know that im proud and always here for u to reach out
i'll be there without a doubt 
im glad ur finally found, maybe we'll meet up in the clouds
maybe it'll be before that
im grateful i'll never forget
hope i never caused u torment 
i found my peace it dont get boring
i did it for u, u dont have no clue
on how much u did for me swear i'll always love u <3

upset me w/ zixdown + whyhaze (negative.creeper)

old song ... (rare..)

Im so scared of it, but it already happened 
i’m so sick of this, think i’ll never be happy 

I’m so stuck and i feel so helpless 
all these drugs but i still feel empty 
I jus wanna shine like my hello kitty necklace 
yea maybe i lied i jus wanna lie in heaven 

im so scared of it, but it already happened 
I’m so sick of this, I think i’ll never be happy 

and im tweaking off the adderall 
they jealous of my swag, understandable 
i don’t check the tags when i’m at the mall 
jus hoping when i die that they’ll dance still 

take a look inside my mind it’s a landfill 
if i take this Percocet will i get cancelled?
in the after life i hit my dance tho 
smoke a blunt b4 i dip? okay then, let’s roll 

im so scared of it 
but it already happened 
i’m so sick of this 
think i’ll never be happy

It already Happened (prod. me)

Prod @m2monroe and @jichuuu 
TYSM FOR LISTENING :D
//
Lyrics:

I cant ever look, back, not now
After all you took
yeah you ran right out
I don’t want to talk
You leave me in doubt 
Yeah you left me in shock
Couldn’t figure you out
Couldn’t figure you out

Nothing’s left in my head
I cant find a way to look ahead
I cant keep living on this way
Chasing the past when it runs way

Stop looking back there’s nothing left
No taking back the heart in my chest
Just want to move on and fix this mess
What we’ve been through we can’t forget

This just doesn’t seem right
And I cant just move on
Everything feels so wrong
Now you left and you’re gone
I’m stuck here chasing the past
I didn’t know it wouldn’t last

Don’t run, don’t run away from me
So done, so done I can’t even breathe
Never could feel the same
No chance at looking behind
Guess it’s a side twist of fate
We were intertwined

I cant look back now
After all you took
yeah you ran right out
I don’t want to talk
You leave me in doubt 
Yeah you left me in shock
Couldn’t figure you out
Couldn’t figure you out

Nothing’s left in my head
I cant find a way to look ahead
I cant keep living on this way
Chasing the past when it runs way

Stop looking back there’s nothing left
No taking back the heart in my chest
Just want to move on and fix this mess
What we’ve been through we can’t forget

Nothing’s left in my head
I cant find a way to look ahead
I cant keep living on this way
Chasing the past when it runs away

chasing the past

chasing the past (jichu + monroe)

ALL PLATFORMS

round & round (prod. selflesshomage)

twenny tuesday week 5!!! produced by the best @erdo
cover by me 
mix by me 


lyrics 

i ran them rackz, cuz i had 2 
im high, my eyes feel like natu
she look surprised at my tattoo o_O

dont talk, i kno it, i got u
i ran them rackz, cuz i had 2 
im high, my eyes feel like natu
she look surprised at my tattoo o_O
(x2)

im smokin up, im smokin up
i roll a blunt, ill hit u up
all these ppl in my life they be fuckin dumb
i be tokin all night, yea, fuck me up

it dont matter, aint nobody vibe  2 my songs
they be acting hella shy, u a fuckin clone
i dont rly fuckin mind, cuz im not alone
yeah i gotchu by my side, in my cubby zone

dont talk, i kno it, i got u
i ran them rackz, cuz i had 2 
im high, my eyes feel like natu
she look surprised at my tattoo o_O
(x2)

Natu 𓂀 (erdo)★★

*gld i los da ppl i did -/ ｡ ｡ ｡ ｡ ｡ ｡

@sshinju
@recyclexbin

ʰᵒˡᵈ ᵐʸ ᵗᵒⁿᵍᵘᵉ ⁱ ʷⁿᵗ ˢᵃʸ ᵃ ʷʳᵈ
ʸᵃ ⁱ ᶜᵘᵗ ᵘ ᵒᶠᶠ ʸᵃ ⁱ ᵏⁿᵒ ᵘ ʰᵉᵃʳᵈ
ʸᵃ ⁱ ᵗʳʸ ᵗᵒ ᵇ ᵍʳᵒʷⁿ ᵇᵘᵗ ⁱᵗ ˢᵗⁱˡˡ ʰᵘʳᵗ..
ᵇʳᵉᵃᵏⁿ ʰᵉᵃʳᵗᶻ ᵗᵉᵃʳˢ ᵒⁿ ᵘʳ ˢʰⁱʳᵗ...
ᵗᵃˡᵏⁱⁿ ᵈⁱˢ ⁿ ᵈᵃᵗ ˡⁱᵉᵏ ˡⁱᵉᵏ ʰᵉ ᵍᵒᵗ ᵃ ᶜᵉʳᵗ
ⁿᵃᵐᵉ ᵃˡʷʸᶻ ᵒⁿ ᵐʸ ᵖʰᵒⁿᵉ ᵖᵒᵖᵖⁱⁿ ᵘᵖ ᵃˡʳᵗᶻ
ᶠᵉˡˡ ʳⁱᵍʰᵗ ᵒⁿ ᵐᵃ ᶠᵃᶜᵉ ʰᵃᵈ ᵗᵒ ᵉᵃᵗ ˢᵘᵐ ᵈⁱʳᵗ
ˡᵒᵒᵏ ⁿᵒʷ ⁱᵐ ᵘᵖ ⁿ ⁱ ᵇᵉᵗ ᵈᵃᵗ ʰᵘʳᵗᶻ ! ! 

ʸᵃ ⁱ ᵏⁿᵒ ᵘ ʷᵃⁿⁿᵃ ˢᵉᵉ ᵐᵉ ᵈᵉᵈ...
ᵖᵘᵗ ⁴⁰ ᵇᵘˡˡᵉᵗᶻ ⁱⁿ ᵐᵃ ʰᵉᵃᵈ  
ⁱ ᵐⁱˢˢ ˢᵉᵉⁱⁿ ᵘ ⁱⁿ ᵇᵉᵈ...
ˢᵃʸ ˢʰᵉ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ᵐᵉ ⁿᵒʷ ᵐʸ ᶠᵃᶜᵉ ʳᵉᵈᵈᵈᵈ
ᵇᵘⁱˡᵈ ᵐᵉ ᵘᵖ ʲᵘˢ ᵗᵒ ᵗᵉᵃʳ ᵐᵉ ᵈʷⁿ.
ᵖˡᵃʸ ᵐᵉ ˡⁱᵉᵏ ᵃ ᶠᵒᵒˡ ʸᵃ ⁱ ʷᵃˢ ᵃ ᶜˡʷⁿ.
ᵇʳᵒᵏᵉ ᵐʸ ʰᵉᵃʳᵗ ᵇᵘᵗ ⁱ ʰᵃᵗᵉ ᵗᵒ ˢᵉᵉ ᵘ ᶠʳʷⁿ.
ⁱ ʷᵃˢ ˡᵒˢᵗ ᵇᵘᵗ ⁿᵒʷ ⁱᵐ ᶠᵒᵘⁿᵈ.

ˢᵗᵃⁿᵈⁱⁿᵍ ᵘⁿᵈᵉʳ ᵈᵃ ᵗᵃˡˡ ᵒᵃᵏ ᵗʳᵉᵉ 
ᵍᵒᵗ ᵐʸ ᵏⁿⁱᵗ ˢʷᵉᵃᵗᵉʳ ʸᵃ ⁱᵐ ᶜᵒᶻʸ
ʷᵃᵗᶜʰ ᵗʰᵉ ᶜʰᵉʳʳʸ ᵇˡᵒˢˢᵒᵐˢ ᶠᵃˡˡ ʷⁱᵗ ᵐᵉ

ʷⁱᵗ ᵐᵉ....

dirt ｡ ｡ ｡ 🌱 〔p. shinju + recyclebin〕

made by @jono_clyde and @emotegi

who's the enemy coming close to my home
getting harder to breathe when I'm going my own
now I'm sinkin' in my feet
crawling up in my bones
it's the heat the itch it's something unforgivable
show me the knife and I'll give you the hatchet
don't you wanna see given how bad we've had it
it's giving way on me but I don't like the answers
can you hear it sing let's beat the bastard

neighbors stare at me cuz I don't speak the language
all I wanna do is make everyone happy
the anguish the pain hits everything that I ain't wish
burdened on a bunch a stupid kids that are blameless
itchin' like an addict paranoided black static
who's that creepin 'round town I think I've had it
baseball bat shit crazy apologetics
who's that creepin 'round the bones in

idunno the extended lyrics plus i cant clean this shit :p

emotegi - something unforgivable (full - live ver.)

lyrics:

Can’t hear myself anymore
Destruction starts at the core 
There’s a god in my heart
w a angelic sword
You broke through my wards 
Supposedly 
Too much pressure to be perfect
I might retreat [x2]

~
I can’t deny
the other me 
Tethering 
Lecturing
To keep in line 
But I won’t die
Without a fight
~

Why are you troubling me  
Spirit just leave me be
My eyes are prone to bleed
The sky is red to me  
~
A withering holy tree
A promise you’ll never keep
~
Phantom lights
You fantasize 
You know I’m dead inside
I’m half alive 
Try to change the scene 
I need a kingdom key
I need surgery
To feel complete  

Can’t hear myself anymore
Destruction starts at the core 
There’s a god in my heart
w a angelic sword
You broke through my wards 
Supposedly 
Too much pressure to be perfect
I might retreat

It already Happened (prod. me)

Cloudlobby