Suisside - First Sight

prod. by @puhf

telling you things that is hard to say
i am focused on things i appreciate
do not follow me down i am on my way
i want to be with you all the day

telling you things that is hard to say
i am focused on things i appreciate
do not follow me down i am on my way
i want to be with you all the day

i have been waiting for so long untill you here
the only thing i need is a night with you my dear
my dear
my dear
my dear

we are on the way to our destinies
we are on the way to our destinies
destinies
destinies

telling you things that is hard to say
i am focused on things i appreciate
do not follow me down i am on my way
i want to be with you all the day

telling you things that is hard to say
i am focused on things i appreciate
do not follow me down i am on my way
i want to be with you all the day

on the way to our destinies

telling you things that is hard to say
i am focused on things i appreciate
do not follow me down i am on my way
i want to be with you all the day

telling you things that is hard to say
i am focused on things i appreciate
do not follow me down i am on my way
i want to be with you all the day

things that is hard to say (prod. puhf)

sadboy prod. MUPP

IDLEGLANCE EXCLUSIVE (FAN MASH-UP)
Watch the AMV on YouTube: https://youtu.be/IQvANwO2yGk
Mash-Up by IDLEGANG: @rivilin

@lil_peep
@teamsesh
@g59
@pouya-kevin

Lyrics:

YOU KNOW IT'S F*CKED
WHEN THE PAIN FEEL NICE
CHEAP LIQUOR ON ICE
YEAH, NICE
I'M TRYNA GET YOU OUT MY HEAD TONIGHT
I'M TRYNA GET YOU OUT MY F*CKING LIFE
F*CKING LIFE
THEN WE F*CKED
THEN SHE SUCKED ME OFF TWICE
THEN I LEFT THAT B*TCH ALONE
LIKE I WAS RIGHT
F*CKING RIGHT, WRONG
IN YOUR THONG
SMOKIN' STRONG
OUTTA BONG
WHAT THE F*CK?
AND I'M TRYNA MAKE THIS SONG

YOUNG WHITE PRICK
I GET A KICK OUT HITTIN' LICKS
WATCH HOW I KICK OUT YO' B*TCH
JUST SO I COULD CUT MY WRIST
B*TCH, I'M TATTED OUT MY SHIRT
SO I CAN'T WORK
I MAKE IT FLIP
POUR MY 40 IN THE DIRT
THEN LIGHT MY DUTCH AND TAKE A SIP

I HEAR VOICES IN MY HEAD
THEY TELLIN' ME TO CALL IT QUITS
I FOUND SOME XANAX IN MY BED
I TOOK THAT SH*T
WENT BACK TO SLEEP
THEY GON' MISS ME WHEN I'M DEAD
I LAY MY HEAD AND REST IN PEACE
I'M PRAYIN' TO THE SKY
I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY
AYY

ASH
ON THE FLOOR
I'M CASHED
SO YOU KNOW
DON'T EXPECT ME TO MOVE
NO
DON'T EXPECT ME TO CHOOSE
DOPIN'
ON THE ROAD
I'M COPING
WITH THE THOUGHTS
YOU KNOW THAT ALL MY BLINDS CLOSED
YOU KNOW I NEVER LEAVE HOME

DID YOU EVER THINK THAT?
MAYBE
I WOULD EVER MAKE THAT?
CRAZY
NO ONE EVER KNEW ME
HONEST
NOW THEY ALL ON ME
STOP IT
SITTIN' ON MY PROFITS
APPLAUSE IS A PROMISE
YOUNG SCUMBAG
NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT COLLEGE
NO I'M NOT CLEAN, B*TCH
NO I'M NOT NICE
JUST 'CAUSE YOU MAKING MUSIC TOO DON'T MEAN WE ALRIGHT

YOUNG WHITE PRICK
I GET A KICK OUT HITTIN' LICKS
WATCH HOW I KICK OUT YO' B*TCH
JUST SO I COULD CUT MY WRIST
B*TCH, I'M TATTED OUT MY SHIRT
SO I CAN'T WORK
I MAKE IT FLIP
POUR MY 40 IN THE DIRT
THEN LIGHT MY DUTCH AND TAKE A SIP

I HEAR VOICES IN MY HEAD
THEY TELLIN' ME TO CALL IT QUITS
I FOUND SOME XANAX IN MY BED
I TOOK THAT SHIT
WENT BACK TO SLEEP
THEY GON' MISS ME WHEN I'M DEAD
I LAY MY HEAD AND REST IN PEACE
I'M PRAYIN' TO THE SKY
I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY
AYY

BREAK THE LAW, SAY "F*CK A PIG"
ALWAYS ON THAT DEVIL SH*T
KILLERS FROM THE NORTHSIDE
ROLLING IN THE 7TH, B*TCH
BUCK 'EM DOWN AND BUST 'EM
BAPTIZED IN THAT TUSS
HALF CUT
GETTING MASKED UP
COMING TO RUSH 'EM
PASSING JUDGEMENT ON A B*TCH-A
THROW 'EM IN THE RIVER
$UICIDAL KILLER
BETTER KNOWN AS $LICK THE RIPPER

STONED TO THE BONE
ME AND OOZING GOT THE THRONE
ALL ALONE WITH THE TONE
LET THE BULLETS TAKE ME HOME
YEAH

TEARS, BLOOD, SWEAT
FOR MY SET
WHEN I POP UP IN MY CITY
EVERYBODY SHOW RESPECT
I'M A FLAWDA BOI
FEEL LIKE KODAK BLACK
GOTTA HOLD THE MAC
I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU
THAT YOUR HO GON' THROW IT BACK
COME THROUGH TO MY CUL-DE-SAC
DON'T BRING NO FELLOWS THROUGH
GIRL, JUST ME AND YOU
GET DOWN ON YOUR KNEES
AND I'MMA SHOW YOU WHAT THIS NINA DO
PO-POPPIN' THAT MAC-11
AND SEND YOUR BODY TO HEAVEN
GOT
BALD HEAD
BIG MONEY
THAT'S NEVER ENDING
YUH

WHERE IS MY MIND (SPED UP)

LiL PEEP x PIXIES x BONES x $UICIDEBOY$ x POUYA - WHERE IS MY MIND [SPED UP + REVERB]

I do whatever ! want (sped up)

Lyrics:

I don't have to remember cause it's still my everyday
Living with the same problems that I thought would fade away
Self destruction on my mind
Self esteem is hard to find
Self reflection seems to be my only way of getting by
I ain't even chasing highs, keep my expectations low
As my mind, trying to fight the feelings as they come and go
See the signs of decline but I never let them show
Cause now it's all that I know
It's all that I know

Tell me what my future holds
If this is becoming all that I know
Help me not to lose my hope
Cause this is becoming all that I know

Seems to be my affliction has become my addiction
Been a while since I gave in but my time is still wasted
Contemplating if it really ever solved anything
Or if I was just distracted by the pain that it brings
Ain't ashamed to admit that it remains how I think
But even if I had the choice I wouldn't change anything
I'm still the same as I was, only difference is
I'm in control
Cause now it's all that I know
It's all that I know

Tell me what my future holds
If this is becoming all that I know
Help me not to lose my hope
Cause this is becoming all that I know

2024 eighteenSAINT / Clouded North

All That I Know (Alt Version)

All That I Know - Alt Version

prod. Three AM Fuxk

Lyrics:

Trust me you don't wanna know
What is in my fucking mind
Wish I could just walk and go
Tired of this fucking life

It's just me and just my thoughts
All alone, I'm stuck inside
I am tired, lost all hope
I could never win this fight

You still see me as a ghost
You don't care if I should die
Find me hanging by the rope
I'm not sure you'd even cry

Take a look at songs I wrote
Only this I left behind
These are my suicide notes
Bitch I will not say goodbye

You know that it's fucked
When demons that are living in your head
Make you believe
That you don't wanna fight no more

And only way to get some rest is
When you have a gun aimed at your head 
Bitch I'll haunt you when I'm dead
You will feel they way I felt

All my love was pure
But you could not see what I meant
I kept on trying, kept on crying
You just could not look behind these

Pessimistic thoughts, and all those tears
I swear to god my only fear
Is seeing you with someone else
But I can't even love myself

I will haunt you
Maybe you will feel too
What I felt when I was missing you
Wishing I was kissing you

All That I Know - Alt Version

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