Produced by. CXRPSE
Artwork by. Gavisaurio

Spotify

Death Before Dishonor [prod. CXRPSE]

ART BY SUICIDALGALLERY
https://www.instagram.com/suicidalgallery/

LYRICS:

it's like I got a fever trapped in this nightmare it's not fair
it's not fair it's not fair it's not fair no
these hospital walls get pretty lonely when you’re not there
let you go, let you go

I fucking threw myself off this bridge while you looking like you care
don’t care don't care don’t care no
the only friend I got right now is the emptiness in despair
watch me fall watch fall watch me just go

will this cold feeling ever really leave me
it's like this knife in my back crawling up my fucking neck
I saw my best friend right there in a second disappear
the blood from my wounds covers my shirt I can't bare

So lay me in the river and will never look back
it’s this feeling in my gut, weighs me down take another Prozac
just to stop the tide of depression 
don’t let it swell inside or you'll lose yourself tonight

try to flick the lights on the breaker, 
but it snaps as the light inside is overloaded with blight
so you take me to the woodwork, and we’ll never look back
try to build my limbs up one by one again

but it doesn't seem to hold, no the frame cracks
no amount of fucking help can hold all this misery
so we chuck me to the side of the road
im just left here to watch everyone grow without me

Sunbathe

what i see when i'm walking alone at night

Song coming to all platforms oct 13!

Lyrics 

Hook - 

I need to isolate
All the reckless thoughts 
Fill up time and space 
Fuck a second thought
I need my fucking space, 
Known introvert 
fuck what you think and feel, 

Verse 1

Like can he resuscitate, ain’t this shit kinda late, 
Questions be crazy like how this shit percolate, 
Watch how they moving cause niggas be circus acts,
Move like I’m sasuke, ain’t really no looking back, 

Served them ties, got red eyes they ain’t clearing up, 
Clear eyes ain’t working, they tweaking itachi that, 
Peace be my motive, don’t care who come crawling back, 
Ana my waist, I won’t waste, I can’t live with that, 

Bullets be trace, like I paid but ain’t paid for that, 

Light kinda different can’t be with the cappery 
Deku the motion don’t care who a friend of me, 
Always in motion, don’t care bout dependency, 
Slick back the narrative, these bitchs can’t play with me, 
Shit getting scary this shit on a different theme, 

Shit hitting different when niggas ain’t got the reach,

Always be funny like, like damn this shit kinda steep, 
Fix’s these impressions man  all that shit kinda weak,
Thought it was finish, but fuck I changed the league, 

Ain’t worried, no mask, uncle ugly I got the steeze, 
J’s on my feet cause them vans got bloody mane, 
And the message the same, cause I ain’t with designer brands,
But I’m from the city, black tee and fresh pair, 
Don’t care bout no image ain’t never been fresh prince, 

Hook - 

I need to isolate
All the reckless thoughts 
Fill up time and space 
Fuck a second thought
I need my fucking space, 
Known introvert 
fuck what you think and feel, 

Verse 2

Ain’t looking for hand outs, 
So bridges be burning, 
I Feel like I’m Phelps so that shit ain’t concern, 
Been woke like pootie, been up in the silence, 
Ain’t looking for groups man this shit revis island , 

I got shit on lock, I ain’t fucking wit pal shit, 
Dont move for the free, fuck a favor I’m god bitch, 

These humans be garbage, can’t trust’em yagami, 
The iso be litty, take notes they be dying,
Been Moving so different cause niggas be lying, 

Who got the time to be playing that’s childish,
 take back my reigns I’m the king I been wyling,

Fuck all these lames sound the same am I lying, 

But I can’t be cloned, ain’t no way to deny it, 
Shit kinda lazy, but still on my guy shit, 
wasting no breath, if it’s problems don’t cry bitch, 
I’m cutting up ties like I’m Edward, can’t hide it, 


Ain’t looking for friends, I need ends that shit timeless, 

deities motion, ain’t worried bout time shit, 
Time on my clock, you would think I should died quick, 
But stay with the motion no motion shit foreign,

Emotional niggas be gangsta, shit boring, 
Shit kinda weird, and I  just don’t condone it 
Forgetting some names, cause some shit be so phony,
Can’t live pass no bullshit I rather be loner, 
I need isolate,

Hooks

I need to isolate
All the reckless thoughts 
Fill up time and space 
Fuck a second thought
I need my fucking space, 
Known introvert 
fuck what you think and feel,

Ineedtoisolate

Lyrics: 
I got a devil on my shoulder telling me that I ain't shit
My angel left me Broken cause she knew that I ain't him
But I'm a fucking soldier cause I fight until I win
This battles fucking over I'm devoured by my sins 

And I don't want you to know
I'm devoured by the cold
I'm loosing all my hope
The wind won't take me home 

And I know that you don't feel so lost
And I know that you cant get more low 

Standing in the rain I scream into the sky
I'm not fucking worthless i don't wanna die
drown in all my sorrow look for somewhere to hide
Noone gonna save me not even the divine 

Streets on parallel worlds
But i know them
My demons are scared in my own head
But i know them 

I got a devil on my shoulder telling me that I ain't shit
My angel left me Broken cause she knew that I ain't him
But I'm a fucking soldier cause I fight until I win
This battles fucking over I'm devoured by my sins 

Standing in the rain I scream into the sky
I'm not fucking worthless i don't wanna die
drown in all my sorrow look for somewhere to hide
Noone gonna save me not even the divine

worthless (Feat. XBSCVRITY)

Lyrics:

Yeah, it's days like these, I'm moving with no contemplation
It's days like these, probably welcome the confrontation
It's days like these
It's days like these

Yeah, it's days like these, that I can never get away from
It's days like these, I know I'll never escape from
It's days like these
It's days like these

Trying to make the most of the life I was given
Trying to do the best with this life while I'm living
Good days, bad days, hard to tell the difference
How'd I get here, was it even my decision?
Feeling like I'm cruising but I'm fighting for control
Cause I don't wanna lose it all and crash like before
Can't go back to before, when I couldn't find a purpose
I know I seem alright but it's only on the surface

Yeah, it's days like these, I'm moving with no contemplation
It's days like these, probably welcome the confrontation
It's days like these
It's days like these

Yeah, it's days like these, that I can never get away from
It's days like these, I know I'll never escape from
It's days like these
It's days like these

But I hate when it's controlling me
And when it takes a hold of me
Although I seem okay the feeling's probably hanging over me
I said it all before, I'm not new to this
It's been years now, I'm far too used to this
Cause I've been holding out for change but I fear it's neverending
Been this way for years, still, I can't comprehend it
Wanna make the most of my time, so I spend it
Trying not to show it but today I'm not pretending

Cause it's days like these, I'm moving with no contemplation
It's days like these, probably welcome the confrontation
It's days like these
It's days like these

Yeah it's days like these, that I can never get away from
It's days like these, I know I'll never escape from
It's days like these
It's days like these

2024 eighteenSAINT / Clouded North

Days Like These

anxn - PARTY ft revengesoulja [kayz exclusive]

MOMA

Guap #glorylife

(lyrics bitch)
i cannot fail 
getting checks up through mail
trapping making fucking sales
my heart cold just like some hail
im the king all fucking hail
nah the king of fucking hell
nother line be getting railed
ti'll my skin turn fucking pale
someone walking in my shadow think i got a fucking tail
when im off some drugs it make me paranoid as hell
ti'll i take a fucking downer then i fill reach my chill
man i tried out being sober and it never ended well

addicted and indenial 
rappers copy bitch they love my shit gonna take my style
being doing this for awhile
and when im facing death im facing death with a fucking smile
people fucking stupid got the brain of a fucking child
smoking so much weed theres fucking blood coming out my mouth
i see that fucking shit and then i go smoke a black and mild
i didn't beat my damn depression demons are coming out 
young Chris Brown beat the pussy look at me now 
hoe

Days Like These

NTHN