I'll be performing this track at my album launch for Departures, at Rough Trade Liverpool on 14th September! Get tickets here: https://dice.fm/event/929y3o-nthn-album-launch-shimmer-fletcher-james-14th-sep-rough-trade-liverpool-liverpool-tickets

Departures

Got all the bones
Now ill summon insurrection
Lich army with the pharmies at the section
Smokin the pack, im on a massacer worship the gat
Idol the gun and then take em on back - to the heaven that they come from 

Or the hell where the seventh ring is stunt dunce
Dunning kruger like the god who made this universe his dance 
Dancing with fentanyl, im hoping for a stance, like ip man or some kendo got the shi-cho fvck a lance

Im whippin it high in vice city like im fvcking vance 
Ill tell a tall tale ever drama conjured since 
I took her back to the tree where she rinsed and she rinsed
Her naked body for the fruit she impaled through her tints 

Sensory world born, Im breaking through as the lore (law) says 
Vengenful blackened spirit im dodging like im morpheus 
Comet so critical, end times with the warfare 
Can I pull a missile through it, dapper man, im wh0re fair

Bang, boom, ratatatata to your room, breaking all these busters with the bunker buster to the dome
Shells out, im flicking souls right back to their homes
Bang, boom, ratatatata to your room, breaking all these busters with the bunker buster to the dome
Shells out, im flicking souls right back to their homes

URGENT (PROD. WXRST)

https://linktr.ee/Gothboykurt


I'll be back in the morning

Aye



In hell I'll be back in the morning

Feel ugly waking in the morning

She still fuck me leave her moaning 

Doing me living life in the moment

High from the drugs tryna feel something 

Leave her wet I'ma shark in the ocean 

Feeling numb different day but the same shit

Satan by my side feel my death coming

I ain't gonna last, girl I'm gonna crash

I been doing me used to being picked last

Not the old me left the trash in the back

Breaking people off put em' all in a cast

Now they wanna fuck cus they see I got cash

Momma in a loft right next to my dad
 
People think I'm soft they don't know what I had

Been through, alotta shit that I saw too

Staring like you never seen a gold tooth

Drugs in my veins mud on my shoes

Worry bout' yourself don't worry what I do

Bodies in the back could be you too



Led in my head, tryna forget you

Pills in my bed

And I just popped two

Talking to the ghosts inside my room

I'ma die alone but it's all cool



In hell I'll be back in the morning

Feel ugly waking in the morning

She still fuck me leave her moaning 

Doing me living life in the moment

High from the drugs tryna feel something 

Leave her wet I'ma shark in the ocean 

Feeling numb different day but the same shit

Satan by my side feel my death coming



Feeling numb Different day but the same shit

Feeling numb different day gotta face it



I ain't gonna last, girl I'm gonna crash

I been doing me used to being picked last

Not the old me left the trash in the back

Breaking people off put em' all in a cast

Now they wanna fuck cus they see I got cash

Momma in a loft right next to my dad
 
People think I'm soft they don't know what I had

Been through, alotta shit that I saw too

Staring like you never seen a gold tooth

Drugs in my veins mud on my shoes

Worry bout' yourself don't worry what I do

Bodies in the back could be you too



Led in my head, tryna forget you

Pills in my bed

And I just popped two

Talking to the ghosts inside my room

I'ma die alone but it's all cool

Numb

out on all platforms: https://li.sten.to/cutgems

archive: @freddyscougar
prod, mixed, & mastered: @kidmangx

why don’t you tell me what you want, lil shawty
this ain’t fun, lil shawty
i been all around this city, you the one, lil shawty
that’s the answer 
i been stuck in hiding, i been tryna get my bands up
sakamoto how i kill these nigga with my hands up
cut em lancer
body rock like belly dancer
i can’t stand up
spending souls on orange fanta 
get yo advance up
out my mind i’m stuck in banter 
i don’t give a shit bout no one else so come on

and im in shibuya with my niggas fighting curses 
i’m lurkin
and sending niggas back to lobby’s with this 30 round bursting
i know my bitch won’t leave my side if i would ever loose purpose
i need my pockets to flourish
i’ll take them hits then resurface
won’t cop a bitch a new birkin
might cop that whip just for skirting 
the way y’all talk just be irkin
said she was tryna take gherkin 
i make my rounds in my town, know yo boyfriend soul hurtin
and keep shit down

i don’t give a shit bout no one else so come on
bitch, come on
took 2 hits and i’m gone
swear this weed be too strong 
feel that shit in my bones

why don’t you tell me what you want, lil shawty
this ain’t fun, lil shawty
i been all around this city, you the one, lil shawty
that’s the answer 
i been stuck in hiding, i been tryna get my bands up
sakamoto how i kill these nigga with my hands up
cut em lancer
body rock like belly dancer
i can’t stand up
spending souls on orange fanta 
get yo advance up
out my mind i’m stuck in banter 
i don’t give a shit bout no one else so come on

bitch, come on
took 2 hits and i’m gone
swear this weed be too strong 
feel that shit in my bones
said she like my cologne 
this burberry sit long
i just be on my own
i be stoned by my lone

cut gems [prod. kid mango]

prod. sixthells

Feeding my demons away from the light
Don't want nobody to see who I am
Why would I stop after giving my life
I'd rather be dead than be blending in
Walking around like a motherfucking devil
I got no soul like a revenant
I wanna fly but I'll never land
All of these nightmares they never end

I'm losing my patience, I'm losing my vision, I'm losing my mind
Drifting away from the living, away from the vivid
I'm reaching the stars in the sky
Live in shadows, away from the fame
Don't need your love, no no, we not the same
Forever underground, I'll never change
Forever underground, I'll never change

Feeding my demons away from the light
Don't want nobody to see who I am
Why would I stop after giving my life
I'd rather be dead than be blending in
Walking around like a motherfucking devil
I got no soul like a revenant
I wanna fly but I'll never land
All of these nightmares they never end

feeding my demons

vocals by jozie, sasha and me
produced/mixed/mastered by me
cover art by jozie and me

@joziehaze
@lilsashadying

lyrics:

i’ve been down that road before and swore that i wouldn’t go back
this path appears in horror stories and i should’ve known that
i broke the glass in a thunderstorm, in the pouring rain
i tried to ignore the pain, but there were tears i couldn’t hold back
i’ve been down that road before and swore that i wouldn’t go back
this path appears in horror stories and i should’ve known that
i broke the glass in a thunderstorm, in the pouring rain
i tried to ignore the pain, but there were tears i couldn’t hold back

checked my options, weighed 'em all, uh
i dont wanna stay involved, 'cause
all these voices playin’ god,
sorry gotta bend it back and break it off, uh
no pink and no lavender hues
just black that's what i'm havin’ to do
no sunsets, i am not the one yet
i been in remission, i don't wanna be an addict for you
i don't wanna talk, i'm a dead girl walking
off of the wall, it's f the world often enough
it's a problem to solve in a rush
they expect me to not give a fuck
life is a bitch and it's a hot fuck, no love
if you been where i been, i know, i don't judge
but get off those pills, let the pipe hit the ground
only shot we got with life to like this shit now

bitch i'm kickin' shit, feel like it's judo mane
zip up a bag, part it five ways like bruno mane
smoke up a blunt
thinkin' 'bout life got me feelin' sum things i ain't felt in some months
day turnin' night 'n i'm stuck in this phase 
but still gotta hunt, i got paper to chase
and these n*ggas got anna send shots to they face
lil bruh had no ammo there's tears in his face, damn 
s a s h a bitch i'm so high god praised my name
thirteen we strapped, blacked out insane 
wit' dcr you know that's gang, aye
smoke a junt
got so damn faded i vomit lunch 
i slice up my wrist 'n then cover up 
momma ask me what happened can't tell her nun
one more bad habit i conjured up

i’ve been down that road before and swore that i wouldn’t go back
this path appears in horror stories and i should’ve known that
i broke the glass in a thunderstorm, in the pouring rain
i tried to ignore the pain, but there were tears i couldn’t hold back

don't look at me, a quiet room works like a painkiller
love is like a medicine but only 'cause it tastes bitter
being stared at feels just like being skinned alive
tell me how to tolerate the pain of a million knives
i want to go back, all i really hear in the night
is the buzzing of the fluorescent lights
that keep the darkness out of my comfort zone
they're the only pillars that keep me alive

blacklight_whitenoise

Spotify

blacklight_whitenoise w/jozie haze, sasha's dying

lyrics:

LET THE BONES ROLL TAKE ANOTHER HIT
HOT SPOT CHOPPIN OFF YO MUTHAFUCKIN HEAD 
KNUCKLES TO THE STERNUM GOT YO SOUL UP IN A GRIP
HOPE HE MAKE IT BACK HE OWE ME FORTY IMA FLIP

LET THE BONES ROLL TAKE ANOTHER HIT
HOT SPOT CHOPPIN OFF YO MUTHAFUCKIN HEAD 
KNUCKLES TO THE STERNUM GOT YO SOUL UP IN A GRIP
HOPE HE MAKE IT BACK HE OWE ME FORTY IMA FLIP


IM IN THE PIT WITH A SWITCH BLADE HANGIN ON MY HIP
NULL AND VOID MY REDEMPTION IMA FIX IT WITH A SCRIPT
HELL BOUND BUT I LOVE IT FUCK ABOUT IT MAKING SENSE
I CAN SHOW YOU WHAT ITS WORTH BUT YOULL BE PAYING WITH YOUR WRIST

I DONT COMPLY TO TAKIN HELP
MY SOUL IS SCREAMIN BREAK IT DOWN
I CANT GO BACK FROM WHATS UNVEILED
I LOCK THIS PAIN INSIDE A CELL

STILL INSANE ABOUT HOW I FELT
GOT THESE GRIM DAYS THAT I SELL
FROM THE HEAVENS UP AND DOWN HELL
ITS ALL THE SAME FROM WHERE I FELL

SO WHATCHU WANT?
I CAN GET IT
IN A BAG OR AN ENVELOPE
OUT THE DOOR
MOVIN LOW
BOUT TO GO OUT AND COP A FOLD
IN THAT HONDA
BITCH IM SOLID 
I GOT GOOD AT DUCKIN PROBLEMS
FUCK THE POLICE 
KEEP IT ROCKIN 
AINT GOT TIME FOR ALL OF THAT DRAMA

WE SMOKIN WET FET CREAM AND NICOTINE
GOT MY BODY SO UNHOLY WITH THESE DRUGS UP IN MY GENES
AINT NO ROOM FOR ANY COFFIN NARCAN STACKED UP IN THE BEAMS
ALL THIS SHIT DONE GOT ME FILTHY THAS FOR CERTAIN YES INDEED
WE PROCEED TO

LET THE BONES ROLL TAKE ANOTHER HIT
HOT SPOT CHOPPIN OFF YO MUTHAFUCKIN HEAD 
KNUCKLES TO THE STERNUM GOT YO SOUL UP IN A GRIP
HOPE HE MAKE IT BACK HE OWE ME FORTY IMA FLIP

LET THE BONES ROLL TAKE ANOTHER HIT
HOT SPOT CHOPPIN OFF YO MUTHAFUCKIN HEAD 
KNUCKLES TO THE STERNUM GOT YO SOUL UP IN A GRIP
HOPE HE MAKE IT BACK HE OWE ME FORTY IMA FLIP
(Stuttered)

HOTSPOT

HOTSPOT (prod. CURTES)

Missing (feat. Kerem Goral)

Contact

Duty Free (feat. M477X)

Continental

Out of Reach

Boarding Call

GHOSTWAY

A bold reminder that not everyone’s meant to lead — and not everyone’s built to follow. It's a lyrical mirror held up to the games people play, where loyalty is tested, masks fall away, and only the real ones stand tall. With sharp wordplay and a cinematic feel, this track dives into themes of trust, betrayal, and staying true to your position in a world full of actors. It’s not just a song — it’s a statement: know your place, hold it down, and never fold.

Play Your Role?

so many people think
 im worthless 
so funny i do it on purpose 
i be fucked up 
backroads swerving 
in the furnace 
ashes burning
so many people think
 im worthless 
so funny i do it on purpose 
i be fucked up 
backroads swerving 
in the furnace 
ashes burning
everywhere im hearing sermons
i dont deserve this
youre  under surface
every morning i wake up burning 
vampire servant
mage like im merlin

god of the sea  
praise damn poisdon
my life sophia  light yes she guides it
i be manic off da drugs 
 michael myers
praise the moon and goddamn waters
i feel  departed from the father
black saturn mind truth being 
honest !
roll me in a blunt in a carpet
i feel  departed from the father !

distorted lights 
tears on the concrete 
astral images future visions
i see
gone forever in abyss  too deep
these drugs im taking getting  way too weak

so many people think
 im worthless 
so funny i do it on purpose 
i be fucked up 
backroads swerving 
mandñ lol in the furnace 
ashes burning
so many people think
 im worthless 
so funny i do it on purpose 
i be fucked up 
backroads swerving 
in the furnace 
ashes burning

HOLYVEXY - Furnace [PROD. HOLYVEXY]

happy halloween.
music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o37n0kX2bOY

Missing (feat. Kerem Goral)

NTHN

Recent comments

smaio

vyghx789

NTHN

Related tracks