prod https://soundcloud.com/amertm
feat https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey
cover @slothboipapi

Lyrics

Haven't left my room in 3 days
This pain its got me
Procrastinating, like

Sloth really crying to sleep
Cuz loneliness peaks
And I'm a fucking loser

Drown in pain
Hate my days
I'm finna break

Locked inside by choice of mine
Disintegrate

Mental state decay by day
I am afraid

Of thoughts of mine they wondering
I'm finna break

I drink daily
To forget the pain
I want love, not trust issues from past mistakes

I feel hazy
I ain't want this day
Stuck in cycles of trauma I can't escape

Watch me and the bottle slip backwards away from here
Watch me and the bottle slip backwards away from here

Watch me and the smoke hang around the ceiling like a wraith of my fears
A wraith of my fears

I'm going on my way
But I'm here in the same place

I be going on my way
But I'm here in the same place

I'm going on my way
But I'm here in the same place

I be going on my way
But I'm here in the same place

Haven't left my room in 3 days
This pain its got me
Procrastinating, like

Sloth really crying to sleep
Cuz loneliness peaks
And I'm a fucking loser

I drink daily (Dark my eyes)
To forget the pain (As I see the light)
I want love, not trust issues from past mistakes

I feel hazy (Name my fate)
I ain't want this day (As I hate my days)
Stuck in cycles of trauma I can't escape

Trapped

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Trapped w/ SEPHA. (Amertume)

prod. SaveMeSyler
SUPPORT ALETHIAE!! https://soundcloud.com/alethiae

lyrics

[phantom roses]
in the castle
of burning ember
she is fire
she's warm and pure
oh take her hand
please hold her close
she's burning slowly
in the burning ember

[alethiae]
will you remember me? far away in sleep
I hope we will meet one day
I got a glimpse of a star that reflected all my scars
never thought that I could look into your memory like that
like that

in the astral realm you came to me
and I almost fell
as I woke up from my sleep

oh do you know if we're supposed to be
the soul, split in two

I've always been here with you

come from a different level that
I am not familiar with
I will wait as long as divinely directed

Absolution of Parallel Flames (ft. Alethiae) [prod. SaveMeSyler]

prod https://soundcloud.com/yungvenxm

lyrics

Mental state fucked
Know I feel so alone
Every fucking day
In the same damn hole

Ima boy so no one give a fuck bitch
Burning my skin while I'm screaming for help shit

Every 40 seconds there a suicide
Double XP for the men in your life

Fuck all the homicide, bitch we do double lives
Every fucking attempt, I regret, happy I'm alive

Unstable
Mind got me disabled
Manic got me breeding all this panic got me dangerous

I'm threat to my life when I'm fucked up
Decisions I be making got me blind to myself yuh

I ain't wanna die, why the fuck I'm closing eyes
When I driving, count to ten, while I'm fucking high

This some real shit
Baby I ain't fuck around
Mentally unstable so I'm chillin till I'm breaking down

Ex bitch done raped me
Other done scraped me
Wish I broke teeth off that bitch I ain't playing

Abuse me in front of my face cuz I take it
Bitch you a sociopath in the making

Fuck on my day
Bitch you a lame
Blind to abuse while avoiding your gaze

I seen the devil in front of my face
She gave me a kiss and then lied on my grave

Cut me up bitch I know you like that
Keep lying to my face know you like that
Just fuck me up bitch, I know love me like this
You ain't love when I'm happy so you smite that

Struggling out of bed
Everyday

Shit I aint gotta say
So you say

Bitch you got malice, and problems with homies
That been here for me at my lowest they know me

Mental state fucked
Know I feel so alone
Every fucking day
In the same damn hole

Ima boy so no one give a fuck bitch
Burning my skin while I'm screaming for help shit

Every 40 seconds there a suicide
Double XP for the men in your life

Fuck all the homicide, bitch we do double lives
Every fucking attempt, I regret, happy I'm alive

BOYS CRY TOO

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BOYS CRY TOO (VENXM)

I Wish I Could Be Alive

Last one for about two weeks. Going to come back with a bang. Hope you guys enjoy this finale for now

Rest in peace @Noeblee, this song is dedicated to you

Lyrics 

Jealous demon on the heap of the money
Imp like the way I do 'em 'cause I keep 'em sunny-side-up
Tied up, lies shut, nylon slut - she's a nympho keep it simple I got her knees' high up
Put your debt down -- I trap up all of the people from the stead town
Homestead fucking burnin' call me vermin dead clown
Cat caught 'em on the head low - I need to steady aim for head blown 

BAP BAP BAP 
Guts are all over, the show is now over, I'm taking your clovers
Stuffing you colder, with pieces of metal and good luck imbued to these rovers
Looking for golden - submit it revolver 
I got Midas touch I'm older than you 
from early told years, yeah I mold ya
Scriptz
You're mine be my bish im a little bit ticked but I'm writing in a whip
Riding in a whip, writing with a whip-lash
Im another litter man wit lips
Dancing on corpses and shit, I'm flash I admit 
I'm fast and I'm fit
Kinda wide with that imported body kit
Yeah

Jealous demon on the heap of the money
Imp like the way I do 'em 'cause I keep 'em sunny-side-up
Tied up, lies shut, nylon slut - she's a nympho keep it simple I got her knees' high up
Put your debt down -- I trap up all of the people from the stead town
Homestead fucking burnin' call me vermin dead clown
Cat caught 'em on the head low - I need to steady aim for head blown 

Callous, I'm making malice - whippin' up that Telus
Communicating with ya on another chalice 
I drink yo' blood for necessary Alice, I'm waking her
In another land in palace I'm-a line the sand and relish
In the evil, call me shiva, im the dying people 
Ripped up from their fleshly emotes, I'm gon' stain them streak-off
Can I come back, combat them with diamonds and jade from my teeth hole 
I'll peer you at the peep hole, scoped up and im lethal
Taking a shot, making that rifle go pop, im making them mop up their blood
Walkin with essence of dark, Im faking a lot
Making my day djinn do talk - she's caping me moff
Lump is in Saturn and throat - 'nected to stars, embodying stark
Ironing men who are bored
Yeah Scriptz

DEAD CLOWN EMPIRE (PROD. NEKK)

ART BY SUICIDALGALLERY
https://www.instagram.com/suicidalgallery/

LYRICS:

jealousy got me messed up
fade out with a cloak made of pain
brittle bones start to snap I watch you come back 
the mental illness covers my eyes black

empathy isn't needed
this world that I create is my own little hell
watch your family just concede when they ask you to leave
yeah the cracks in my skin start to fray

it's like my bodies stuck in static, all my emotions going manic 
as the floor just starts to crumble and im falling, falling down
I harbor guilt from the resentment, maybe love was never mentioned
mind is filled with ignorance as the devil starts to consume

aspirations with the drugs take some more it's not enough
id rather feel something empty than deal with all the pain
a cloud it forms around my head depression says he's now my friend
im always empty all alone, I guess ill face this on my own

it’s what I see in my dreams, is this real watcha mean
contradicting on every word that I try to say
I try to be only me, it's all the hate yeah it seethes
there’s complications yeah every time that I try to stay

im on my knees now crawling pushing down, try to leave
this hallucination is clouding up your mental state
feel the flame at my feet watch the sky swallow me
their’s hesitation on all the words that I try to say


PARADOXX:

On all the words i try to say 
But i can't get them out of me

It's a double edged sword 
every time i speak i get blood on my palms 

I try to stay calm and collected but everything's breaking down on me 
I'm selective of the words that i speak but it's counquering me 
I get trapped in my mind all the time 

I feel my body rotting away from inside out 
But i can't be bothered to scream , I'm too weak to make a sound

And all this angst , all this doubt is eating me up alive
But i let it happen so who can i blame , I'll seek myself out

Hard Ft. Paradoxx

Shaking

Departures

Missing (feat. Kerem Goral)

(prod.utxxh)
.
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Blue bills 
Blue hundreds 
Blu bye 
Cute girl
Wanna get to know me 
I'm just the new guy
I don't pass my blunt I get to high 
I talk way to much shit but still the cool guy 
I'm Vamp in love wit the moon Light
I'm a tap no I Smack when It feel tight
Make her eyes roll back I know it feel right 
Looking for nice person hard to be polite
Tell me she got a crush is it me u like
Blue dress on her know that she the best 1 of
I don't play when I say I'm feeling you girl 
U gone suck up all my time I be with u girl

gone look me in my eyes ask me do I want to die 
Make me loyal to her I don't want to lose me life 
I love it when she mad 
Calm her down wit a pat 
Pretty girls got the biggest 4 head 
I play on easy I know she going 
Blew me
Get it deep in her neck 
I don't need no honey just to feen for the sex

Blue

Departing... (Part 2) - OG Version

Multilinear track 6/24 - There is No Opponent (Prod. BaltoGucci)

Lyrics:

I don’t need to fight that, fight you, fight me
Fight back, don’t ever need to do that
You make me myself and I’ll be that forever
It’s not up to me whether or not you accept it

Don’t take it for granted
It’s long until the end…

Why am I so sad?
I never should have touched you
I risked the only thing that I valued
Wish I could rub a stone and just disappear

I don’t need to
Fight that, fight you
Fight me, fight back
Don’t ever need to do that (I don’t need to)
Fight that, fight you
Fight me, fight back
Don’t ever need to do that (I don’t need to)
Fight that, fight you
Fight me, fight back
Don’t ever need to do that
You make me myself and I’ll be that forever.

x

There is No Opponent (Prod. BaltoGucci)

CLOUDED NORTH ☁️
UK Cloud/Emo Rap Artist & Producer

Missing (feat. Kerem Goral)

NTHN