OFFICIAL LIMITED EDITION MERCH: https://everpress.com/thats-not-in-my-nature

Acoustic version: https://soundcloud.com/cloudsampling/nature-acoustic-version

Lyrics:

Here I go again
Every now and then I need a way to decompress
Desensitised, every time I feel a little less
Searching for a new sensation so I do it in excess
Guess I never learned my lesson, it's hard to admit 
Old coping mechanisms I'm trying to resist
Weighing heavy on my conscience I should probably quit
But right now it's the only thing that's taking me away from it

Fix me for today
I'll pay for it tomorrow 
Consequences of my actions are a bitter pill to swallow 
With a half empty glass, knock it back until I'm hollow
Probably best you don't follow

Running from my problems, I never needed a
chaser
Wake up in the afternoon and wonder where the day went
I'm not doing well and you can tell from my behaviour
I know that I should ask for help but that's not in my nature, nature
That's not in my nature
Nature
That's not in my nature
Nature
That's not in my nature
Nature
That's not in my nature

Over and over again
Can't break the habit, no matter the damage I know that I'll only regret
Goes hand in hand with helping me manage the memories I wanna forget
Never gets easier, seems like the further I come, the harder it gets
Always appealing when I'm at my lowest, I know that it does me no good
Mistaking the feeling for something that's real, never stop when I know that I should
Cause I never learn, I'm far too concerned with escaping until I feel numb
I know in the morning I'm gonna be wishing to take it all back if I could

Fix me for today
I'll pay for it tomorrow 
Consequences of my actions are a bitter pill to swallow 
With a half empty glass, knock it back, until I'm hollow
Probably best you don't follow

Running from my problems I never needed a
chaser
Wake up in the afternoon and wonder where the day went
I'm not doing well and you can tell from my behaviour
I know that I should ask for help but that's not in my nature
Nature
That's not in my nature
Nature
That's not in my nature
Nature
That's not in my nature
Nature
That's not in my nature

Nature

https://open.spotify.com/artist/71A0E09JYgxA61JymIODQN?si=P1om5DAcQG2jzbo49CL5gQ

Rap & Trap & Alternative
-  pas de sucre, que du sens -

Rap & Trap
- No sugar, just meaning -

CLOUDED NORTH ☁️
UK Cloud/Emo Rap Artist & Producer

Hi, I'm Zaxt create music in my free time, it's like a hobby for me.

Nature

NTHN