i'll join you someday, if someday ever comes

to my grave (repitched)

this song means a lot to me thank you for listening
ill get better at music i promise
꧁ ꧂

i couldn't find myself
and life is around the corner
i could probably melt
and now that i am older

i see all my friends hated me
lived a lie just for my fantasy
oblivious in all these situations
but i think i can fix them
i think i can fix them

clovers on my face
im flying so i can't even feel them
you’re my everything
but flowers only bloom every season
i cant feel my breathin
feels like my life does have some meaning
my heart feels empty
but i cant fight with my reason
fight with my reason
(x2)

is it all my fault
i just cant evolve
all these cracks in my vault and
i dont understand at all how

im breaking so easily
my mind is confused
my soul has died lethally
but that isnt news
my temples abused
the angels are teasing me
and they all accuse
that what im saying isnt true

clovers
clovers
its not over til i say its over
gotta pressure on
cant give it the shoulder
clovers
clovers
i gotta overcome this boulder
im not getting in the eye of the holder
this worlds getting colder
but im still wrapped in my clovers
wrapped in my clovers

i thought they were my friends
but they told me to my own face that they werent
i thought that I could trust her
but she threw it all away in the dirt
feeling all these emotions
the anguish
the pain
the atonement
all of my fear
and my hatred
are bolded
my body its coded
but i cant let it control me

false promises were made about me
and my hands were scarred from the thorns
placed around me from all my fears
i can see through my eyes
but my eyelids still act as a blockade around my sea of tears
is this the first act or the finale
for my new life to have past all these years
as my old reality is crushed
i try to look to the future as my mind begins to clear

clovers

Watch the music video at youtu.be/2REABpIQ0wI
https://evangeline.info
🔄

Performed by Evangeline and Self Discovery
Produced by Evangeline and Self Discovery
Written by Evangeline, Self Discovery and vai

contains sample from soundcloud.com/vai22/theaters

2/█

Cinemas (ft. Self Discovery)

Census Designated but it's just my voice

my heart's in the digital
and it keeps on beating for you
what should i do
with this electricity?
i don't have a clue, i don't, i don't have a clue
i wanna be with you, wanna be with you

my heart's in the digital, it beats for, beats for you

put my face against your screen for real
for real this time
that's all i ask
put my face against your screen for real
for real this time
just be mine, that's all i ask

my heart's in the digital, it beats for, beats for you

my heart's in the digital
and it keeps on beating for you
what should i do
with this electricity?
i don't have a clue, i don't, i don't have a clue
i wanna be with you, wanna be with you

what should i do

https://mega.nz/file/R2NRDRRJ#ZuL_jPebKZCabITibs8qg_7clnKJun2FBdVBMfbAJh8

made in 8 hours on a sunday after a very bad week.
this project is in 7/4 (mb gang)

-lyrics-
**n33t and hidden contact talking**
**me recording myself in my dorm**

went far to see the sun rise
i saw her climb into the sky
if things go wrong its alright
i know it gets better with time

do you know what its like
to be cast aside (i know)
wanted to say so much more
im out to give the warmth

what can i do if its me
if things go wrong its alright
i know it gets better with time

what if its me

with @9nasu
i used the fly in the wind
i used to sing with all of my friends
but suddenly i descend

you don't wanna see this
when i don't feel like breathing
and when i close my eyes
i can barely catch sleep
i can barely feel

i won't waste your time
i won't be online
i’m trying to make it right
i'll still be home

i know it will be just fine
know i can't go, no i can't forget you
i know it will be just fine
know i can't go, no i can't just run away

i used the fly in the wind
i used to sing with all of my friends

i'll make it alright
find me home, i know it will be just fine
know i can't go, no i can't forget you
i know it will be just fine
know i can't go

when i don't feel like breathing
and when i close my eyes
i can barely catch sleep
i can barely feel

i won't waste your time
i won't be online
i’m trying to make it right
i'll still be on

i'll still be alright
i know it will be just fine
know i can't go, no i can't forget you
i know it will be just fine
no i can't go

mourning dove with nasu

winter

originally by yo la tengo
#homevideo thank u amaii!!!!!!

Sugarcube

Pigeon on the street
You give me bread to eat
Fettering fling
I’ll stomach anything

Rain on the ground
The worms are coming out
Windshield wiper wing
Now I see everything

“I’ll slow it down”
And I’ll break these cuffs
My calcimine
I’m finally unstuck

Rain on the ground
The words are coming out
And the quietest parts
I’ll learn to say ‘em loud

“I’m with you now”
And that is enough
My dotted line (won’t you) 
Stay for a while

winter

Clovehitch