overreacting

2nite (prod. recyclebin x northeast lights)

I know I might die young 
I’m living in this nightmare 
I might go the wrong way 
U know it’s just like that 
I been feeling down so I pour me a 4
If I die today ain’t nobody know 
Chop a bunch of lines on the iPhone 
Memories fade away where the time go 

Where the time go? 
Getting all this money with my eyes closed 
I’m living life bro 
Getting to this money on my own ya
Buried in a Louis v coffin 
I’m blacked out way too often 
You won’t ever realize 
The pain u caused it got me down 
U left me to die it don’t make sense to me now

I know I might die young 
I’m living in this nightmare 
I might go the wrong way 
U know it’s just like that 
I been feeling down so I pour me a 4
If I die today ain’t nobody know 
Chop a bunch of lines on the iPhone 
Memories fade away where the time go

where’d the time go ? (prod. Luke)

https://soundcloud.com/avxid

time
running out, cus i fuck up each time
taking these pills to feel fine
throwing up when i see what's inside
crawling down into your spine 
crushing my way past the bricks that i hide
reckless 
how could i forgot this
there's an ache in my heart
it's infectious
seems i hurt every soul i touch
breaking down when it all gets too much

will he text back
feeding the anger
regret that
i cant control 50 feelings
lazer holes in the ceiling
but i'm not a nice being
i'm just fine
cant do this lonely shit
all the time
suffocate me with reason
wont make it to the end of the season

i spark it up n i'm flying
i feel i'm closer to dying
honest i'm not even trying
i do not wanna keep fighting
i feel like more of a ghost now
life is too fast need to slow down
i cant think what it takes
i let this take it all away

taking these pills to feel fine
throwing up when i see what's inside
crawling down into your spine 
crushing my way past the bricks that i hide
reckless 
how could i forgot this
there's an ache in my heart
it's infectious
seems i hurt every soul i touch
breaking down when it all gets too much

s0ul (ft. AVXiD) [caves]

lyrics


its a massacre
i feel like a character 
cant separate myself from from the mask 
im the carrier
im unknowing who i keep behind the barrier
is it just another me or is it someone scarier

u dont know me girl
what u talking bout
shit i dont know myself either 
ive been falling down
its a falling out
when i talk it out
im too scared
im too nervous 
what to talk abt

massacre _ intro

Unreleased

killedmyself & jabarionthebeat - nine lives

1st New Track of many!

Been a long time coming, sorry for the wait but we got plenty on the way.

please go check out https://www.youtube.com/@TheUshankaBoyBeats
https://soundcloud.com/max-renela

thanks all.

🕯COAXX🕯


🕯STAGE FRIGHT🕯

Sunset got my feet up on the dashboard.
Last Stop, See the city, from the top floor
All black, we be packing out the dancefloor,
Last shot, Blacked out, this the Encore
6 strings, I be playing for the lights now, 
6 deep, see em crying when my light's out
6 drinks, got me fighting for my life now,
666, got the devil in my sights now,

P town, Old shit city that I ride for,
Rebrand, New hit, nothing that I'd fight for,
New town, stage lights, riding like I'm on tour,
Club life, stage fright, somethig, I would die for...

Yeah I'd die for you,
fade out slow, in the back of my room,
Ain't nobody give a fuck what I do...
Ain't nobody gonna cry for you tonight...

Where's the time gone now,
Where has the time gone, I can't see
Where's the time gone now...
All this time it's leaving me...
🕯

Stage Fright

STAGE FRIGHT - PROD. The Ushanka Boy.

this gonna be on the EP, few delays but hoping to get it posted soon, sorry for so long without uploads. Full EP on streaming when its out :D 

lyrics:

i need help calming down
every movement hurts
got no one to stay around
blood stained on my shirt
you can break me apart beat me down
i dont understand my worth
i need help calming down every movement hurts
i dont got no one talk to im a fucking introvert
i'll just keep my mouth closed before the words begin to blurt
i dont really know what happened cause the memory's a blur
i need help calming down
every movement hurts

i need help calming down
every movement hurts
got no one to stay around
blood stained on my shirt
you can break me apart beat me down
i dont understand my worth
i need help calming down every movement hurts