THIS IS THE SHIT!!!!!!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

(well, december is really getting colder isn't it?)

ur gonna b the death of me
give me space oh i cant breathe
negative temperature got cold feet
cant get out of my room i think ill freeze

dont wanna go out 
dont wanna see 
all of those ppl 
how they stare at me 
i don't need ur help
i don't need ur simpathy  
how am i alive when life's trying to kill
where's the motivation i'm not feelin it
so many problems shit i think i'll sink
they ask why i hurt myself and if it's cause i like it 
i simply do it so i can feel something
the numbness in my body is takin over
im afraid i'll stay this way as i grow older 
i wish i could start over december is really getting colder

decembr. (ʎpoqou)

mad at you (prod. autrioly)

https://soundcloud.com/avxid

time
running out, cus i fuck up each time
taking these pills to feel fine
throwing up when i see what's inside
crawling down into your spine 
crushing my way past the bricks that i hide
reckless 
how could i forgot this
there's an ache in my heart
it's infectious
seems i hurt every soul i touch
breaking down when it all gets too much

will he text back
feeding the anger
regret that
i cant control 50 feelings
lazer holes in the ceiling
but i'm not a nice being
i'm just fine
cant do this lonely shit
all the time
suffocate me with reason
wont make it to the end of the season

i spark it up n i'm flying
i feel i'm closer to dying
honest i'm not even trying
i do not wanna keep fighting
i feel like more of a ghost now
life is too fast need to slow down
i cant think what it takes
i let this take it all away

taking these pills to feel fine
throwing up when i see what's inside
crawling down into your spine 
crushing my way past the bricks that i hide
reckless 
how could i forgot this
there's an ache in my heart
it's infectious
seems i hurt every soul i touch
breaking down when it all gets too much

s0ul (ft. AVXiD) [caves]

lyrics


its a massacre
i feel like a character 
cant separate myself from from the mask 
im the carrier
im unknowing who i keep behind the barrier
is it just another me or is it someone scarier

u dont know me girl
what u talking bout
shit i dont know myself either 
ive been falling down
its a falling out
when i talk it out
im too scared
im too nervous 
what to talk abt

massacre _ intro

Unreleased

killedmyself & jabarionthebeat - nine lives

This is a culmination of songs I've made over the past few months. Many talented artists and producers are featured on here. I loved making this whole project and genuinely am so proud of this. I hope everyone enjoys this project!!

The Best Thing (prod. The Sound Clown)

"Let me loose" produced by ilyl1ght
w/ @ilyl1ght

Ky:
Fighting my way right back to you
I dont know why, you're like half a view
Pushing like on my songs, like what happened to you
I dont know why you started that fight, But I had to choose

Fighting my way right back to you
I dont know why, you're like half a view
Why you hitting my phone, like you didnt lose
I've been hitting up different women, like you let me loose

Filling up my lighter with a butane can
You keep bringing up my name like a wutang fan
Imma haunt your ass at night like the boogeyman
having your ass on chatter bait like a fisherman

Just cause we ended off right
Doesnt mean you get to put me on limelight
Then try to pick a fight with the wrong guy
Then hit me up 2 at night
Telling me you had no ride home 
Cuz you acted like a fucking hoe

Fighting my way right back to you
I dont know why, you're like half a view
Pushing like on my songs, like what happened to you
I dont know why you started that fight, But I had to choose

Fighting my way right back to you
I dont know why, you're like half a view
Why you hitting my phone, like you didnt lose
I've been hitting up different women, like you let me loose

ilyl1ght:
ohh oh 
tell me what's wrong with you
oh I'm so done with you 
i was there for you at your lowest point 
dont blame it on me no it wasn't my choice 

tell another lie and ill be nauseous
i cant stand your face oh ill be honest 
i dont have the answers why you askin me?
i am not your friend open your eyes and see.

Ky:
Fighting my way right back to you
I dont know why, you're like half a view
Pushing like on my songs, like what happened to you
I dont know why you started that fight, But I had to choose

Fighting my way right back to you
I dont know why, you're like half a view
Why you hitting my phone, like you didnt lose
I've been hitting up different women, like you let me loose

let me loose ft. ilyl1ght

if u could hear me out
then u may feel a little different
lookin 4 the right sound
but it all seems very dissonant
im head first inside the ground
cant seem 2 dig my way out
everytime i reach up
somethings pulling me down

beggin 4 a bed 2 sleep
teach me how 2 stay on my feet
weed smoke in my ripped jeans
cold hands, nothing to eat
xanax and burnt cds
help me when im in need
on my knees, cracked concrete
dead inside but my heart still beats

prod. me

slipstream (lyrics in desc.)

agni kai (mvmbo)

old flow sped

Produced by @taxpurposes 

Lyrics: 
Lay me face down put me in the 
basement 
Take me out when you doubt that I'm waiten
Know you pout and you wanna trade places 
Babygirl don't think that I could ever really fake this 
Use me for the moments that your life feel like a nightmare 
Been moven fast but I think I'm stoppen right here 
Late night walls talk  not as much as these sheets 
Taste my lips a lot before she go to sleep
Repeat in the morning alright 
Fill all these cracks in our fault lines 
I don't shake anymore when can't find a meaning 
I believe when you say that you don't plan on leaving 
I wanna see your skin in august 
I bet that you still keep the picture in your locket
I'll let her check me when I'm outa pocket 
You couldn't do a thing to make me ever not want it 
Ima go and say it I still feel same
4 years watch four more out the windowpane 
Then 50 after long as we're together 
Take this always for worse or better
Lay me face down put me in the 
basement 
Take me out when you doubt that I'm waiten
Know you pout and you wanna trade places 
Think we fall apart when can't share the same spaces 
Lay me face down put me in the 
basement 
Take me out when you doubt that I'm waiten
Know you pout and you wanna trade places 
You know what I'm about when I say let's 
Make this forever 
Late night walls talk  not as much as these sheets 
Taste my lips a lot before she go to sleep
Late night walls talk  not as much as these sheets 
Taste my lips a lot before she go to sleep
Lay me face down put me in the 
basement 
Take me out when you doubt that I'm waiten
Know you pout and you wanna trade places 
Babygirl don't think that I could ever really fake this 
Lay me face down put me in the 
basement 
Take me out when you doubt that I'm waiten
Know you pout and you wanna trade places 
Think we fall apart when can't share the same spaces 
Ima go and say it I still feel same
4 years watch four more out the windowpane 
Then 50 after long as we're together 
Take this always for worse or better

s0ul (ft. AVXiD) [caves]

notcursed

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