I see you there, come close to me (don't come to me, Don't get close to me)
A spiders web spun to catch your dreams (I'll crush your dreams)
I'll make you cry, I'll make you scream (scream)
cuz In the end, It's all for me (give everything to me)

girl If you had a single clue
you wouldn't run deep into the woods
you're dressed in red, i'm big bad wolf
come a little closer, I can see you

I see you there, come close to me (don't come to me, Don't get close to me)
A spiders web spun to catch your dreams (I'll crush your dreams)
I'm make you cry, I'll make you scream (scream)
cuz In the end, It's all for me (give everything to me)

DON'T COME CLOSER

Don't Come Closer (prod. nexeration)

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

yeah make way for the coward like what did you expect
yeah you didn’t think about it much but now your sons a wreck
doesn’t know how to cope or be social, 
feel like he’s the only one who feels this way no he cant maintain

a regular routine or fucking diet
cus he doesn’t know how to be alive most days he feels like he died
in that car crash a few years ago
he swears he saw the fucking light at the end of the tunnel

but he’s still on two feet, still barely coping
yeah he stays high so he doesn’t deal with his mind
cus it’s always the negative thoughts that take over each other
yeah until the tension just breaks snap yeah we just relapse back

to a childhood where we were neglected
by a family who couldn’t understand what it’s like to be different
from everyone else it’s like you’re all just NPCs
Yeah living check to check just to have nothing to show

yeah it’s fucking sad that we have to live this way
always tryna feed our family who’s hungry but they don’t understand the pain
that you go through day to day, live a nine to five, 
just the same routine from 30 till your fucking 89

I don’t  know why you fucking live like this
what happened to your fucking dreams would you blame it on your son
and would you leave all of us behind just to restart
maybe you fucking would but that’s life you don’t get a second shot

so this kids a bit older he’s almost 25 
doesn’t know what he wants but he’s got his fucking music
to live by new friends no lies, 
Every day we get a little better more plays no we never settle

for what we couldn’t have back when we grew up
yeah we all got our own problems and memories no one perfect
so we just fade, just fade out have a few more drugs
Yeah this isn’t what life is fucking all about

I Beg Your Pardon

Dead Eyes (Prod. unknwnshi)

IVE SEEN THE DEVIL HE'S IN YOU AND ME

Notre Dame (feat. $LOTHBOI)

2025 was the worst year of my life

Leave Me

“How Hard I Try” is one of the realest tracks I’ve ever written.

This song dives deep into everything I carried growing up — the chaos at home, the anger I didn’t understand, the depression I hid behind a tough shell, and the battles I fought long before I ever stepped onto a battlefield overseas.

It’s the story of a kid trying to survive his own mind…
a soldier trying to survive a war…
and a man trying to survive his past.

Every verse is a reflection — looking in the mirror and seeing all the versions of myself staring back. The teenager who felt lost. The soldier who felt numb. The man who’s still learning how to let go, love himself, and move forward without the weight breaking him.

If you’ve ever struggled to keep your head up…
If you’ve ever felt like pain was chasing you…
If you’ve ever tried to let the past go and it just wouldn’t budge…
this track is for you.

Thank you for listening — this one came straight from the heart.

Drop a comment and let me know what line hit you the hardest.
Your support means more than you know. 🙏🔥

How Hard I Try

Taken from the upcoming album Ratrose
-OUT 21ST OF FEB-


I was in that hospital bed,
A few messages left on my phone
I never got what you sent
I just saw that you had to go

Its not like that I never really cared
Man, shit changed, I had to repair
My fatigue and my broken bones
I’m missing you daily, everyone’s gone

I was that little bird on your shoulder
I was there just to watch you get older
Things didn’t work out for you friend
I guess ill see you in 

the end of this, again, again
it’s just my friends, I’m losing them,
the end of this, again, again
cus you know I’m blessed with it.

neuroscience

written/performed/produced by SEPHA. 
cover art by Mauvaisair (ig - @mxvsvxr)
ty @istasha for helping mix/master <3
xx
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STREAM // DOWNLOAD

the distance of us

Producer: https://soundcloud.com/sethbest-sb
Lyrics & Vocals: https://soundcloud.com/yamissin & https://soundcloud.com/sshvdow
Mixing & Mastering: hyu
Sample by: https://soundcloud.com/yamissin


the thoughts in your mind
the feeling of death
it's coming and closing

the knife in your back
i'll severe your head
cause you are not chosen

don't think that i'm forced
I do what I want
you'll end in that moment

I feel like i'm dead
I just want my bed
I think I am broken


All night
fuck life
feel like i'm dead in the night time

shot in the head
but i'm alright

saw as he bled in the sunlight
god wants him dead from the spotlight
he'll write his song in the midnight
he did it all for the limelight
uh
he did it all for the limelight


I sold my soul to feel alright
i'm so alone

I sold my soul for the limelight
I can't let go


TELL ME
WHY I FUCKING HATE IT IN THE NIGHT TIME
I JUST WANNA FEEL GOOD SO I'M ALRIGHT


your falling
i'm falling
and i'm toxic
no loving
i'm loving
yet no crying
i'm crying

[SSHVDOW]

Stream🖤

i hate myself more than anyone else ft. SSHVDOW (Prod By. Kurokami)

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IVE SEEN THE DEVIL HE'S IN YOU AND ME

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