don't look at me

(i think it kinda goes something like
ichi ni san yon go roku nana hachi
kyuu juu juuichi
juuni juusan juuyon juugo
one two ready? go!)

i haven't slept eight hours in
like nine or ten or eleven months
it's easy to fall down
the whole way

a hoax, a hack, a star, a champ
a fake, a fraud, a king, a god
i choke on words
they haven't said it's okay

an inconvenient time for
you held your skull against mine
too soon too late, i had died
with our fingers intertwined

an all familiar thought has come
planted there by somebody from
a time before the concept of the lack

paintings
of the same things
made before we
had ever been

watch the leaves
are you bleeding?
don't you touch me
fucking freak

how lucky they are to have so many options
amongst all of the heads that they have talked with
overthink all of the words i have been saying
oh my god what if they hate me
they definitely hate me

i don't believe in superstitions or whatever
but it's fun to pretend whenever we get together
that there's energy in crystals and meaning in the numbers
because i know that these things bring you a great comfort

beyond practical and pragmatism
i am dedicated to an idealistic caricature
of a body sculpted from stone and born from heaven
scornful, contempt, and so irreverent

october usagi

MOLLY ROCK (Gjallarhornit cover)

Slowbrain

F.U.C.K (Bloodhound Gang)

skill issue

hate me (might delete soon)

Champion

i felt compelled to make a song about snailman and shoehorned in wholesome themes worthy of reddit gold
...

Double kick and bass intro

1, 2, oh shit

Are the meds playing tricks again
Is that slime going up the stairs
His eyes look straight through my head
Oh god I think I'm dead

Shit

Snail man is real
He kicked my ass and took the kids

Oh

I lay on the fuckin ground
Beat and bruised all around
Snail man throws me in his van
Probably to fuck his fellow man

Damn

Snail man is real
He kicked my ass and took the kids

Solo

We show up at the double A
Everyone is there, even my kids
Snail man was there for me that day
I wised up and threw out my booze

Snail man is real
He got me sober and on my feet

Snailman Is Real

2 tracks from griefmode
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