Its over

I Love You

feeling so damn cool
but i wish i was cooler
get off this damn computer
do cool ass tricks on scooters

or skate around the street
or surf the waves till my feet
are hurting, or smoke weed

this life i lead
serves not the need
for something more
oooo

i want to be
a better me
i need more

feeling like i should
improve my whole livelihood
buy cool new shit to show off
some cool ass clothes to put on

or find some new music
that i can use to clue in
to all of my cool friends
that i'm cool and amusing

this life i lead
serves not the need
for something more
oooo

i want to be
a better me
i need more

this life

so cool

untitled (im an alien)

made as a part of the basement tapes compilation, artwork by https://soundcloud.com/fooolz 
Lyrics: i was lying on floor of my parents basement
better than just on just lyin on the pavement 
i was so low i was underground 
in my head right where i belong

they said i was fucked in the head
cause sometimes i wish i was dead
well doesnt everyone, i dont know
i just wanna drink and i dont wanna go
when i think, nothing comes to mind 
am i dead?  or running outta time?

angels fill me with mercy
jesus dont desert me 

ouououuuuuououuuuouuoo

jesus dont leave us
jesus take mercy
i was running
i was running from the law
(As Sita endured the trials of fire, may our spirits emerge unscathed from the crucible of challenges, and, like Hanuman, let devotion guide us in leaping across the abyss of adversities with courage and devotion. "As Noah built an ark to navigate the floods of change, may we construct vessels of resilience, braving the storms of life with unwavering faith and the wisdom to weather the tides.”)

running out of time

Cultist Girlfriend

tech club
https://soundcloud.com/pnaxx

You don’t understand
They never fucking understand
And I have no one
I only got my guns
And im driving fast
Drunk from your house again
I know i cant have you
But you’re all i ever wanted

I hate this gay fucking world
I think im gonna get hurt
I never had a chance
I don’t think that its fair

Don't think that it's fair
I want them, they don't even care
My fucking heart has a tear
I'll die in my shitty chair
How can i face it
I can't replace them
I fucking hate it
I'll die in my chair

I hate this gay fucking world
I think im gonna get hurt
I never had a chance
I don’t think that its fair

I think I'm gonna get hurt
Remember when you wore my shirt
I don't think that it's fair
I'll die in my shitty chair
I hate this gay fucking world
I'd b w u I swore
I wanna take you to dance
I never had a chance

i never had a chance (ft 404me)

She waits with wonder and goes within…

She waits with wonder and goes within.
Within, within, within, within, within. 
There it is again. 

Repeat it often.
Repeat it again. 
Within, within, within, within, within.
There it is again.

Five fingers beat chest. 
Her heart, that’s what’s left.
Oh, there it is again.

…She waits with wonder and goes within.

Within

Still Try'na Find My Heart (LARS).mp3

in our big tree... deadcatz

WHATARETHELYRICS

well hey mr dancehall
oh how do you do, well im not great
i could use a bit of your cheering up
well hey mr dancehall
oh how do you do, well im not great
i could see your smile for just a little while

oh it doesn’t get so bad
oh it doesn’t get so bad

i went home and change this part
erased it all n made it a wall
i did it just for my own safety
i never write something that fond again
so i don’t look so stupid 

oh thanks to u its not so lonely
not so dark and very homely
thanks to you mister statie
or did i name you misses stacy
oh now your gone i miss you still
i was fine then but now ill kill
this hole ill make it go on forever 

so do u love me

i am sprayed out on the floor
my heart it ebbs and flows
well maybe be i don’t exist
but i still insist

deadcatz

i wanna believe
all the years of indoctrination
i wanna be
a normie with a vaccination
on my knees before the name of Science

i wanna see
equality and emasculation
i'll feel guilty
for being born a caucasian

tell me dreams to the CIA
cause all the normal people are turning gay
i don't want them to think im dangerous
so i'll buy the things and i won't have kids
and i'll masturbate and i'll stay inside
and i'll watch tv til my suicide
and i'll video game and i'll never pray
and i'll smoke the evil thoughts away
and i'll hate dissent and i'll stay in line
and i'll be complicit in my genocide
and i'll mutilate my dignity
i'll be the last branch in my family tree
i'll be the last branch in my family tree
i'll be the last branch

I Love You

sodaboy64