prod and mastered by @yashio20k, ily yash
ty @zixdown @twentyfifth @whyhaze and @ilymaiko for hopping on <33

lyrics:
@1akura:
ik I did wrong
I can't get it back
i just wanna fall
I've been feelin sad
I've been like this way to long
my heart is shattered like some glass
everything I did with you is all up in the past
yea, yea im falling slowly
can't even fall asleep
u took it all from me
and it hurts awfully

@zixdown:
u told me u would stay 
can’t bare 2 look away now
it’s every single day
u turn around i’m falling down ://
i keep trying but i can’t reach the top
i get tired of talking cus u jst cut me off..
i can’t face this situation
my hearts racing
i can’t make it, my loves always wasted
u jst fake it tryna make it seem real
& i can’t take this, tell me what’s the point?
i can’t heal

@twentyfifth:
tell me whats the point of it all
if all u do is jus fold
ur afraid of where we can go
i said i kinda feel u but yo
i dont play w my words
so dont expect me 2 lie
and my heart was so cold
they said its never too late to try
thats what i did exactly n gave u my heart
now i hope we can find the peace of us
i cant stand it when u treat me like im nothing
dont wna lose it, everything tht weve been plotting

@whyhaze:
i dont wna lose you
thought that was clear
got u by my side baby wont u come here
for now
got ur hand up on my chest grab it
rip it out
it feels like somethings useless
wanna hear me shout
from pain
crying standin in the rain
i feel insane
jus tell me im okay
even if its not ill stay with you wont matter anyway
ill find an escape
grab my hand lets run away

@ilymaiko:
cut me..n bleed me out x_x (scenegirlclique)
u r all tht i have..dont leave me now
i dont have a system..i jus cry out loud
n im fading out..i cant take it now
leave me u leave me2bleed
i hate it i fall 2 my knees
u take it all from me
u want my life? jus take it pls
im falling slowly
cant even fall asleep
u took it all from me
n it hurts awfully

@1akura:
ik I did wrong
I can't get it back
i just wanna fall
I've been feelin sad
I've been like this way to long
my heart is shattered like some glass
everything I did with you is all up in the past
yea, yea im falling slowly
can't even fall asleep
u took it all from me
and it hurts awfully

falling slowly +zixdown x twentyfifth x whyhaze x luvlullaby (yashio)

@1akura
@prod_dxvi
@pagliuzz

hartfxlt:
letting go of us, girl its weighing me down
you wont hear from me, no you wont hear a sound
thoughts up in my head and theyre way too loud 
push me off the edge so I hope youre happy now
hope you're happy now that you threw it all away, what we had
maybe it was just my damn mistake, its all my bad
maybe its exactly why you shattered
maybe I should realize what matters

akura:
and I see myself when I look right into your eyes 
do you think youd have the strength to ever make me cry?
and when I look around, I see nobody by my side 
you really bring me down, theres nobody here left to help,
im nauseous,  it my blood is smeared all over the walls 
ive lost it, no I dont think I can do this at all
you left me speechless and I dont know what to say 
need you to get away from me before I lose my brain
(and I see myself when I look right into your eyes 
do you think youd have the strength to ever make me cry?
and when I look around, I see nobody by my side 
you really bring me down, theres nobody here left to help)

hartfxlt:
letting go of us, girl its weighing me down
you wont hear from me, no you wont hear a sound
thoughts up in my head and theyre way too loud 
push me off the edge so I hope youre happy now
hope you're happy now that you threw it all away, what we had
maybe it was just my damn mistake, its all my bad
maybe its exactly why you shattered
maybe I should realize what matters

maybe (dxvi x pvgliuzz)

a mental image
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a conclusion <3

lyrics:

dissociation, im disconnected
no sensation, i feel rejected
the situation, never expected
communication, its all neglected

now i dont know what to do
you make it so hard to choose
im tripping over my own shoe
when you talk to me i refuse to respond at all

ill just sit here on my own
(yeah ill never leave this place)
even if i want to go
("who am i even anyway?")
if i cant tell who i am anymore
i dont know how long i can this for

all my memories
are passing before me
its getting hard to see
when my visions so blurry

yeah im feeling insane
yeah im feeling in pain
yeah i feel it in my brain
living in this rain

waiting for all this to end
so done with this reality bend
tell me what i need to comprehend
please catch me before i descend

dissociation, im disconnected
no sensation, i feel rejected
the situation, never expected
communication, its all neglected

-where am i?-
-who am i?-
-you're you-

im staring at a piece of what i used to be
im waiting for something to give me relief
but its not gonna change anything if i cant even think

reach for the sky
-im reaching as high as i can-
"ill be alright"
-when i go back to where i began-
feel like ill die if it dont get time to heal

-is this all even real-

is this all even real
i cant tell
is this all even real

dissociation (me)

sample: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jslXH90KMMo
I, cant let it go
cuz ik Id miss u moree,,
I,,, cant let u know 
everytime I feel ignored :/
give u the most n u just want more//
its never enough! just the same as before.. 
tried picking u up , but im dragging u down 
it all plays out how it sounds </3
u make my head spin, cuz knowing ur intentions,, 
Idk how Im not dead...? 
how am I not 6ft under.....
so used to just pretendin, ur the one ill be dead with
I hope u get the message...

@1akura -
sick to my stomach when ur calling me
its a struggle everyday i cant fall asleep
tell me - tell me is it gonna end
need u - need u right by my side but ik u cant
but i need u so bad
but ikk that we wont lasttt
js know that i miss u morreee

miss u moreee (decago)

track 3/4

@znth01

(spades)
yea my money different colors like i'm tobu
i told ve don't trip, cause we gonna glo soon
know we gonna make it say i told you
yea i'm making all these hits off a motu
x2

yea i'm with my bro, we like finn and jake
i can't trust no one cause everybody fake
posted up with idol when i'm in LA
harmony division going state to state

don't know what you want, don't know what you want
i know that they hating cause we at the top
i got lots of guap, i got lots of guap
yea they call me coldspades but my flow too hot

(zenith)
we gonna glo soon
we gonna glo soon
i'll say i told you, i'll say i told u, i'll say i told u

me n spades cookin up n sippin soju
first we hit LA then we go global
when you move on they just want the old you
cant just give em what they want and be the old you

playin games with you i feel like BMO
you cant save these hoes dont be the hero
i stay posted up with all my zeros
i shouldnt compare myself to you, im rockin DCs wit the Trues

03 COLORS

ooo yaa prod azkii

@whyhaze @hartfxlt @1akura

[victxrw]

(bye byes are harder than u think
its harder when its just u and me
trying not 2 remember everything
close my eyes ur the thing tht i see)

like baby whatchu say abt me in the dark
is that truly what u think inside ur heart
if i had another chance id press restart
looking for any signs inside of the stars

nd baby i know
maybe this is not for us maybe we should let go
nd baby i know
itll all work out we jus need 2 take it slow

[whyhaze]

take it slow, baby we should let go
but its not over, till its over
i got love scars baby tell me your secret
im writing goodbye letters
im just hoping youll read it

when im away
what do you think of me
girl what do you say?
cause i can say nothing
when i look at your face
i think of what it could been
i wonder what you truly think
i hope that you feel the same

[victxrw]

like baby whatchu say abt me in the dark
is that truly what u think inside ur heart
if i had another chance id press restart
looking for any signs inside of the stars

nd baby i know
maybe this is not for us maybe we should let go
nd baby i know
itll all work out we jus need 2 take it slow

goodbyeNotes (hartfxlt + akura) ft. whyhaze

prod @decago n @yashio20k

thank u @hartfxlt for the ft

@haunted_sad

i tried 4 u ig it didnt matter too
yeah im sad im holed up in my fkn room
im having nightmares i cnt even sleep at night
i let my heart baby fkn evry night

yeah i thought baby that u were jus my remedy
i believed all the lies u fed me.
yeah i jus rly tried to show up 4 u
i know im the bad guy think i hate me 2 :)) 
yeah ur the one that me fkn hate myself
all these thoughts bby they're jus getting too damn loud
u cnt erase u cnt take back what u fucking did
so ill take the knife and think that ill end my life
inhaling toxins jus tryna forget u
im falling asleep bby with my fkn eyes open
i was a fool to ever call u my fucking home.
yeah ur the one that fkn betrayed me

@hartfxlt


@haunted_sad
u were the one tht damn betrayed me
u cant take back all the words u said 2 me..
U WERE THE ANGEL BABY FROM MY NIGHTMARES

i cant go back baby i cant restart
i-i got all these scars displayed on my arm
all this damage tht u did to my heart
u pushed me astray u pushed me jus so far
at least i knew baby that we'd never last together
going back in time iwishinvrmether
yeah i jus get away i stay up evrynight
u left me bleeding red bby i jus see no end in sight

ibetrayedmyself4u w/hartfxlt (decago + yashio)

@1akura @rewind214
and all these pictures tell some stories
im always in my head dont know why i worry
maybe its for the best that we both dont know
empty promises gives scars, wont show

when i cant hold back i let all tears out
alone, i cant be without u here now
no communication its unclear how
u hate me so much its all that i hear now

back then we used to be so happy
and now u dont wanna be around me
its sad to see how much has changed now
its sad to see u far away now
its all too late now
i drove u away
and now im falling straight down
i wish i could say that im sorry
ur love is departing
ur leaving me lonely
pls dont forget me

and all these pictures tell some stories
im always in my head dont know why i worry
maybe its for the best that we both dont know
empty promises gives scars, wont show

when i cant hold back i let all tears out
alone, i cant be without u here now
no communication its unclear how
u hate me so much its all that i hear now

03 COLORS

coldspades

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