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@ol3zha
@anigiri

please just tell me that i’m worth it
i know that i’m far from perfect
if you want it you deserve it
so just tell me that its worth it

i dont wanna fake it, i dont think i’ll make it
i dont like the spotlight, dont wanna be famous
one day i’ll just fade away, gone like a facelift
tell me whats just on your mind, you don’t have to save it

you don’t have to save it
you don’t have to save it
you don’t have to save it
you don’t have to save it

i can feel the damage
i cant even stand it
i just wanna vanish
all this pain that i cant manage

my friends they all hate me
nobody can save me
go ahead and blame me
i know that you hate me

girl i thought you told me you would stay away
cried too many times so i cant feel the pain
why’d you have to leave is this the only way
kiss me one more time so i can’t feel the pain

spotify

save it (shigitori & anigiri)

ROLLIN GIRL (swag)

NUMBER (N)INE w/ SYRIS (taylor morgan + 8fold)

DAS MY FAVV (javier + swag)

FUTURE TONE (javier + swag)

PLAY 4 KEEPZ (javier + swag)

@owtiss, @domerrz <3
prod @bazington, @1wasterr

@owtiss
tell me if it's a lie
or if it's rlly love
i see it in ur eyes
i never was enough
whatever this was
it wasn't meant to be
i see u in my dreams
but i can't fall asleep ;/

i feel so helpless
(i cant fall asleep)
i wanna be selfish
(i cant fall asleep)
cuz i've never felt this
(i cant fall asleep)
i don't wanna feel this
(i cant fall asleep) 
^x2

i can't fall asleep

@domerrz
Is this all pretend
this life's not what it seems
and every night I close my eyes I see you in my dreams
hmph
you're always make believe 
I know we couldn't be
but its so hard to tell you what I want and what I mean
my hearts tearing at the seams

so tell me if its worth it 
lately I'm feeling worthless
I'll find the strength to pretend 
and act like I'm not the burden
so I call out to you 
and I know its not working
yea your words cut me deep 
I cant explain but I'm hurting

hurting again
guess its not working
am i not worth it

i can't fall asleep ;/ w/ dom (baz, wasterr)

@whyhaze prod. @y4ndere (on all plats pls stream)


happynewyears <33 very special song 
abt how she doesnt support me no matter how many times i ask

 thnks4thelove 

@zixdown
u can see me at the frontline 
im havin fun, missing all the funtimes
i got no1 & u told me u would be there
but now you're gone..
i cant do nun bout it,
but write a song

yea im lost i told u 2wice im wrong,
until im gone ill move on
dnt wanna wait its 2long
right from wrongs
i write my right from wrongs
& i cnt say to much
im a missing person, im gone

"ill illtry but i dnt think tht ima be there"
die, ill die cus i dnt evr wanna beware
lie&lie, ive heard it many times, ive been there
fun times, cheer 4me on the frontline <33

new time arrived, i lose my sight
cant feelmyface when i see ur eyes<3
cutting ties, cut myself w knives
ur on my mind, funtimes rewind ):

nvr see u at the frontline [nah] /: 
i wish to see u at the frontline [yea]
im with my bros that my bloodlines <#3 #00decayed

u waste time some1 else at the frontline
on the frontline, on the frontline
i try my best then not see u at the frontline
all the funtimes on the frontline
when ur not there breaks my heart everytime </3

fun times, online

@whyhaze
i left, i fooled u twice im back
u say im wrong for that
but yet u stabbed my back and it hurts
i made one mistake
and now u wish me the worst 
left me in the diiirt
i never look back ig im starting over
n girl u got me feeling dead 
like wet leaves in october
popped a pill n now my throat burns
my body’s falling over
i see the end 
i see the final line it’s getting closer
to uss
i feel the love in the air
the rush.. im scared but not when im with u

frontline w/ whyhaze [prod. yandere]

@srrygate @whyhaze @kidarjuna @zixdown @zakaryamesrar

(srrygate)
You were the one 
Oh my god but you took from me 
Steal what you want 
You can run you can’t hide from me 
I been sippin' on some dro
I been feelin slow 
I just popped a pill now took it to my dome 
She said that she love me 
I don’t think that I condone 
And I just popped a pilly 
I’m not feeling anymore 
And she all in her feelings
She not feeling anymore 
And you should catch up 
You're on one and I popped four 
I’m sipping ketchup I just poured another four
I think I messed up 
Now I’m knocking at your door 
When life kicks you 
You should stay down on the floor 
You thought you loved me 
I can’t take it anymore

(whyhaze)
You got me going off the rails and I do it too much
I get some of your love then I can't get enough 
Addicted
I’ll fuck it up, predict it
I don't know what I'm thinking I’ve been off like 2 prescriptions 
I’ve been off it something in my brain sparks off when we’re talking 
I think that I'm insane I still hear your name calling 
For me
Don't know if its true love
Or if its the pills I'm snorting 
I feel horrid
I cant take it anymore, I feel it in my core
You say that you love me I think that you're just bored
I think that you don't care
I think that it’ll be just like last time
Something to pass time

(arjuna)
Punched me in my gut, I took it to the core
I thought I wanted more but now I’m crying in Dior
Floorboard to the face, stuff my organs in a case
I bet my heart’s misplaced so can you cop one at the store
Too much chemicals in my cup now I see tie-dye, think im stuck
I need a rabbit’s foot for luck
’01 year of snakes around me, I think that im fucked
Copped a flight on Sunday but I learned its overbooks 
What the fuck is up with that
Blessings on you sleeve
Let me kiss it please
Bandaid with my teeth
I love when you bleed
Acid rain I sneeze
I love the way you see me with your golden green

srrygate x whyhaze x arjuna // CONDONE (zixdown x zak)

all decayed @222quiet prod @ouniiixd n @pw4prez 

@zixdown

i know i fucked up
n it’s my fault
i’ve been giving up,
on waiting for ur call
wake up jst to talk to u
n tell u good morning
but i can’t get a txt bck
i’m not important

girl yk it hurts 🤕
left me on the street
i wish tht u knew,
the pain u caused to me,,
ive been so dam lost 😞
ivbeen so confused /:
remember all our talks..,
can’t function the same ,,
without you

go on n push me aside
tell me u hate me
tell me u want me
u drive me crazy 😵‍💫
iv been off 2much drugs
it makes me lazy
i said "im fine now"
i’m just pretending

take these drugs
i take way more drugs
i’m losing ya
i can’t feel ur touch
“how do u feel?”
no i can’t feel nthn, /x
i kno it’s dumb <.<
but i’m going numb’

bridge

@222quiet

when you say that u want me
i cant breathe
i cant breathe
dont say you're not enough
cause i cant leave
i cant leave
like wet leaves i decay,
if i cant have you around me all day
tell me you're gonna stay,
im going numb overthinking all day

going numb, with my gang going dumb
why'd u say you're not enough,
when you're everything i want ya
i can never front i never take it back,
everything i am yea you made me that

and i wanna know yea where you are yea in your heart
and everything i do is to keep us from apart
i dont wanna give up wanna go back to the start
i just wanna be right next to you under the stars

numb w/ 222quiet [prod. ouni + sochi]

.ur my drug

prod. @decago

lyrics:
everytime i call its a bad time
everytime i fall in love i have to hide
i play pretend its a bad lie
but a smile doesnt show whats inside
i wanna hold you close but ur too high
i could never be ur drug im waste of time 
only cigarettes and regrets on your mind
could i ever have a place in your life

to take away ur stress
you deny all the blame
ig its all my fault
i let you down again
all the memories we made 
i watch them fade away
that spark in your eyes
is gone without a trace

i see your face
my heart just raced
living life without you
i cannot take
could you please come back
i hate this space 
too many feelings i cant fight
im not alright

hold you close (decago)

feels so good to be back i missed this
prod me and @makemeapromise featuring @remiliaxd

me :

oh, i know im not like before
words can’t reach me anymore
and I’m tired of feeling like a corpse
like a corpse

i just need space
and i cant relate
is this all for them or me?
i cant tell anymore

i cant do it
lets just drop this
i cant stop this
everything is calling
calling me now
and I don’t know how
i can stop my path
from going south

@remiliaxd :

i can't hear you calling
why can't i stop myself from falling down
idk what's left tonight
beware my love, don't hold me tight

let it go
so alone
lost control
but i don't know where to go
oh, but i don't know where to go
gotta find another light, gotta find you love

me :

oh, i know im not like before
words can’t reach me anymore
and I’m tired of feeling like a corpse
like a corpse

i just need space
and i cant relate
is this all for them or me?
i cant tell anymore

i cant do it
lets just drop this
i cant stop this
everything is calling
calling me now
and I don’t know how
i can stop my path
from going south

spiraling + remilia (me + surgeon)

w/ @rit_hk prod @benjithemachine @m2monroe

mix+master @m2monroe <3

i cant go on

i cant go on w/ rit (monroe + benjithemachine)

finally had a little bit of time to finish something

prod: https://soundcloud.com/alltainted & me - thanks david love u <3

lyrics:

i tried to forget about the past, it haunts my mind
familiar faces fade, but hers i can't leave behind 
i tried to talk to her although she's far away
hoping she can't hear the words i didn't say
i carry her inside so no one else can see
a piece of her, forever lives inside of me

i talk to her when no ones there
i pretend she's beathing the same air
its a lie i tell myself
to feel like im not someone else

i tried too hard, I lost sight of what’s in front of me
put my emotions on the line for everyone to see
the walls I built around my heart are cracking quietly
the broken mirror shows a stranger staring back at me

i have my moments, they don't happen all the time
but when i do, I feel the hole she left inside
sometimes I hear her voice, it echoes in my head
a silent whisper as i'm laying in my bed

i smile through the pain, pretending i’m okay  
but grief still finds a way to paint everything grey
i reach into the past, but it slowly slips away
the never ending ache, it lingers everyday 

nothing will ever be the same
the house is quiet, i take the blame
i see her coat still by the door
like she might walk through once more

if i fall again will you pull me through  
i'm not asking much i just need the truth  
i've been cutting off the parts that i outgrew  
trying to make room for something new

moments (+222222)

featured - @noahsuri / @jvne-300 / @aestyboy 

Stream:
https://open.spotify.com/track/5xcksZrUfZ641C0quEv7Gj?si=e8c2ee3f4841462d

Lyrics:
(##BONERGANG)

(why can't we be together)
(i got you on my mind right now)
(so please answer my call)
(breaking my heart)

girl~
tell me
why can't we be together
(why can't we be together girl)
i got you on my mind right now~
so please answer my call~
tell me why i'm so sad girl~
i can't do this shit any longer
i won't do this shit any longer
don't wanna live on~
so please understand
it's breaking my heart~

breaking my heart~
please just come back
please save my soul baby
i just don't know baby
why can't we be together~
why can't we be at home~

please safe my soul~
i just don't know~
cause why can't you be with me
i want your company
(wooah)~
(breaking my heart)

breaking my heart~
please just come back
please save my soul baby
i just don't know baby
why can't we be together~
why can't we be at home~

tell me why i'm so sad girl~
i can't do this shit any longer
i won't do this shit any longer
don't wanna live on~
so please understand
it's breaking my heart~

distance - slowed + reverb

Street Phantom ( Brazilian Phonk )

Archive of my own music and of esoteric artists.
My instagram: icshadowfigures

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