I don't care what anyone has to say this is his best song🌸

lyrics:

[Intro]
When the weekend comes
I reveal myself
Say "I made it to the other side"

Many restless times
That I owe my friends
Don't blame me if I leave tonight

[Hook]
'Cause I cant act like it's all ok
All the time
Everyday
Of my life

I-I-I know you wanna see me laughing
Loving
Waiting
Don't wanna die

I cannot lie to you much longer
'Cause I already have for so long

Meet my mirrored image for the first and last time
'Cause we don't tend to get along

[Verse]
Seen all the moments of your past tense
Hate the way I feel when I've seen you grown

Shared a passenger seat for so long
Don't even think I can remember when you told me

You'll go solo now (DND when I call)
We used to talk so much (Now you leave me on my own)
And I hate your face (Like you hate my eyes)
Red to your Blue (I scratch until I'm blind)

[Bridge]
When the weekend comes
I reveal myself
Say "I made it to the other side"

Many restless times
That I owe my friends
Don't blame me if I leave tonight

[Hook]
'Cause I cant act like it's all ok
All the time
Everyday
Of my life

I-I-I know you wanna see me laughing
Loving
Waiting
Don't wanna die

I cannot lie to you much longer
'Cause I already have for so long

Meet my mirrored image for the first and last time
'Cause we don't tend to get along

[Verse]
Fuckboy wanna take my omens
You all wanna say you own it
Never get a grubby finger on it
Never get a single cent from all this

My toys always end up deadly
Shots fired got a 6 round death piece
Only 29.99
Leave at 29 from 99

6 hearses
6 persons
29 left to go
It ain't personal

Sick person
Imperfect
I just wanna get the tick
And burn it

Dead in 5 if I missed the first one
I won't miss again so get to running away
Move at a way quicker pace
Just stay the fuck out my way
If you want to stay alive today

[Bridge]
When the weekend comes
I reveal myself
Say "I made it to the other side"

Many restless times
That I owe my friends
Don't blame me if I leave tonight

[Hook]
'Cause I cant act like it's all ok
All the time
Everyday
Of my life

I-I-I know you wanna see me laughing
Loving
Waiting
Don't wanna die

I cannot lie to you much longer
'Cause I already have for so long

Meet my mirrored image for the first and last time
'Cause we don't tend to get along

[Outro]
'Cause I cant act like it's all ok
All the time
Everyday
Of my life

I know you wanna see me laughing
Loving
Waiting
Don't wanna die

I cannot lie to you much longer
'Cause I already have for so long

Meet my mirrored image for the first and last time
'Cause we don't tend to get along

we don't tend to get along - prod. elxnce

16 corolla prod. by ae beats

hey! i know i said no more songs til 200, but fuck it, yall deserve it

produced by the lovely and amazing @aishill

hope u enjoy :)

LYRICS: 
think i made a few memoirs
paddle with an oar
on a river thats euphrates
then i jump off and i soar
i take a quick look at my compass
then its back to better rowing
cuz i always hated cars
and had no clue where i was going

its a mess when im in defeat, used to not eat, then i would head home and just sleep
i took in a breath and then leaped, tired a week, and always had tricks up my sleeve
i signed a couple papers when i prepared for my payment
cuz you gotta deal with life to truly love it and to face it

i remember back when i would make songs just to make em
and hid my old past to forget my own face
do you remember every time you took a picture of a place?
or all the times that you reflected and forgave all your mistakes

i dont know if you have... and i dont know if you havent
and if you're hesitant, relax, all this things always happen
you just gotta clear your headspace, leadcase, regret ways
and dont forget to love-hate, and drop all of that deadweight,

you're gone...
but dont worry, you're good
and you'll make it through these times just like you always would
and also could
on second thought, dont doubt it
go with flows just like a fountain
hurdle arguments like mountains
no fall backs, and no one's countin' [x2]

and maybe its the sunlight
but nowadays i feel a bit alright
and maybe you dont feel great
but i swear you'll know it when you take a
leap of faith in these words i say
i dont know my place, but still i strive for days
i dont wanna be wrong, and i wanna be fine
and i promise you... itll be alright

sunlight (prod. ais.hill)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/3JTplTrD1gTPE1CCy3Uxqx?si=B3ZOVsUIQwW9Pq7iH1Ve2w

BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/foxgloves-w-bluknight

dedicated to you

produced and composed by @bbluknight & colliding with mars
mixed by colliding with mars & @lilpolearm
mastered by @lilpolearm
additional vocal engineering by @leorinda
lyrics and artwork by colliding with mars

lyrics:

[verse]
all these songs are a mystery to me 
I’m just tryna let it be 
I’m just tryna let it be, yeah
when she said I don’t have the energy 
I’m just tryna let her be
and let nothing come between us


[pre-chorus]
she said 
that she hurts herself and she wanna be somebody else
she said 
that she hates herself and she wants to be somebody else


[chorus]
should’ve said I don’t have the time 
out of sight and I’m out of mind
come around during wintertime 
doo doo doo haha i said doo doo


should’ve said I don’t have the time 
out of sight and I’m out of mind
come around during wintertime
doo doo haha i said doo doo lmao so wacky

[verse]

[bridge]
baby it’s cold outside
you can’t say that I didn’t try
you make me feel so odd
like foxgloves in the wintertime

[chorus]

Foxgloves (w/ bluknight)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/6mCDsp6lPkqEmzqunZAcmd?si=GHxG6-cSRzKDv7iE7cyyAg

BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/how-to-stop-feeling-inadequate

dedicated to you

produced and composed by colliding with mars 
mixed and mastered by lil polearm and colliding with mars 
additional vocal engineering by leorinda 
artwork and lyrics by colliding with mars

lyrics:
[hook 1] 
how to stop feeling inadequate: 
step one; reach out, and let me into your heart 

how to stop feeling inadequate: 
step two; break down, it’s okay when you fall apart 

[verse] 
well it’s bout time 
you treat talking to others like it’s a war crime 
if you need somebody well I’m coming round the curbside 
you’re always super kind 
but you’re barely getting by 
I can see it in your eyes 
when you say you wanna die 

think you’re not enough for others but it’s not true 
there are people that do love you and won’t blame you 
yeah you’re barely getting by 
but I need you in my life 
cause you’re everything to me 
and I tell you all the time 

[bridge] 
I wanna tell you something before it’s too late 
(oh, oh, oh) 
you are so loved 

[hook 2] 
how to stop feeling inadequate: 
step three’s easy; give yourself time to rest 

how to stop feeling inadequate: 
step four is a chore, but; tell yourself you are great 

[verse] 

[bridge] 

[hook 3]

how to stop feeling inadequate

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/0MSjpt2F9WiVikGuIY5Q8Q?si=1YsH0KaORb61yu1TMqzb6w

BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/weak-aversion-to-frost-w-bluknight

dedicated to you

composed and produced by colliding with mars & @bbluknight
mixed & mastered by @lilpolearm
additional vocal engineering by @leorinda
artwork by colliding with mars
lyrics & vocals by colliding with mars 
additional vocals by @ocoenia

lyrics:
Don’t hold your tongue baby say what you wanna say
Don’t wanna make you wait 
Don’t let it fade away
Don’t hold it back baby tell me how you wanna play
She sent me naked pictures from her neck down to her waist, oh
I need you now more than I ever did before
And your embrace
Takes me away
When we connect I feel as though I’m at home
I feel secure

When you call my name 
But your body language says what’s in your eyes
And you feel so warm when you don’t let go 
I don’t wanna say goodbye 
When you’re sat in the driveway 
Come on, tell me that you’re ok

When you’re sat in the driveway 
Come on, tell me that you’re ok
And the tears keep streaming down
And you can’t quite shake it now

Knock on my skull
Thinking of—
Racking my brain 
Wanting you safe
Don’t hold your tongue baby say what you wanna say
I feel secure 
I feel maintained

When you call my name 
But your body language says what’s in your eyes
And you feel so warm when you don’t let go 
I don’t wanna say goodbye 
When you’re sat in the driveway 
Come on, tell me that you’re ok

When you’re sat in the driveway 
Come on, tell me that you’re ok
And the tears keep streaming down
And you can’t quite shake it now

weak aversion to frost (w/ bluknight)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/7wPaF7s1HxSoT5cWrs0RAq?si=LFS52w0rR1u1t0gpA2MLtw

BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/the-cutest-girl-in-hell-w-bluknight

dedicated to you

composed and produced by colliding with mars and bluknight 
mixed and mastered by lil polearm 
additional vocal engineering by leorinda 
lyrics by colliding with mars 
cover art by colliding with mars and adrelix

lyrics:
[Verse 1] 

If you’re gonna go and waste my time 
Go all the way 
Go all the way 
If you’re gonna go and waste your life 
Go all the way 
Go all the way 

You are not okay 
I feel your steadfast in your sway 
If I’m to take away the pain 
Would you still see the light of day? 
And you know 

[Pre-chorus] 
Diligence is best when served if 
With a cold fist and a gaze of death 

[Chorus] 
Feel you, hold you 
Be there for you 
Know you are more 
Than what 
They say you are 

Don’t go crying to yourself you’re the cutest girl in hell 
And hell is a state of mind 

[Verse 2] 
With your cigarette 
I feel your sense of self regret 
I know you stumble, but don’t fret 
I hope my gaze is less intense 
And I know 

[Pre-chorus] 

[Chorus]

the cutest girl in hell (w/ bluknight)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/2DZZm1GwYuRegXCGchopVg?si=MP1Ppb_tRmisFU0CH5_-7Q

BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/apothecary

dedicated to you

produced and composed by colliding with mars 
mixed and mastered by lil polearm 
additional vocal engineering by leorinda 
lyrics by colliding with mars 
artwork by colliding with mars
additional vocals by ocoenia

lyrics:
[Chorus] 
La la la 
Throw me to the wayside 
In the morning there’s a cease fire 
Inertia, can’t fight it 
My own head, and silence 

[Verse 1] 
For the past 3 years 
I’ve been trapped in here 
And there’s angel tears 
Dripping down my windshield 
At my worst 
When you set me free 
You had shown me love 
Apothecary heal me 

And the way she walks around is so cold 
And the way you glow 
Baby girl don’t let me go 
And the way she holds me when it’s over 
Hold your composure 
Baby I won’t let you fold 

[Prechorus] 

OOOOOOOOOOOOH 

[Chorus] 

[Verse 2] 
And I know 
When I see your face 
When I feel your glow 
I will be okay 
But I need you most 
In the seas of night 
When there’s just a ghost 
Laying at my side 
And the way she walks around is so cold 
And the way you glow 
Baby girl don’t let me go 

[Bridge] 

OOOOOOOOOOOOOH 

[Chorus]

apothecary

dedicated to you

produced and composed by colliding with mars & bluknight
mixed and mastered by lil polearm
additional vocal engineering by leorinda
lyrics and artwork by colliding with mars

[Chorus]
I just want some time with you
See your face glow on my cell in the moonlight
I would do it all for you
Spent a whole comma by the beach in the summertime

x2

[Verse]
We write our names in the sand
And at that point I take your hand
Every kiss, begins with K
I feel my doubt just fade away
The water drops on your skin
Dance and reflect my affection

[Chorus] 

[Verse]
I can feel the rush when I’m by you
In a field of lush right beside you
Wished this moment lasts forever 
Wished this moment lasts forever
I don’t need anyone
But you here in the sun
You make me feel like I am whole

[Chorus]

lush (w/ bluknight)

dedicated to you

written + performed by colliding with mars
produced by colliding with mars
mixed + mastered by polearm
additional vocal engineering by leorinda
cover art by colliding with mars + adrelix

lyrics:

I could never hurt you
So I’ll keep your name a secret
But I’m cursing under my breath
Cause I know I blew my chances
Not like it could ever work out
But the thought of it seems so nice
And I miss the times that we spent
Staring at the stars above my bed
The thoughts of you are fleeting
But all the same are swarming my head
I don’t want to be a burden
I just want you here in my bed

All the time we shared
All the time we shared

And even though you aren’t dying
I’ll carry a piece of you with me forever
But for now we’re just two lions in the rain
Waiting for the summer to close out

two lions in the rain

look before you leap

written & performed by colliding with mars
produced by colliding with mars
mixed & mastered by ty lorenzo
cover art by colliding with mars & max schramp

lyrics:

[Chorus]
Do you ever think about me
I always feel like I’m forgotten
Am I lingering in your thoughts
Is there no more space allotted

Do you ever think about me
Is this feeling disregarded
A mistake for even calling
Nother lapse in my own judgement

[Verse 1]
Wasting time I’m stagnant
Pacing!
My room million circles
Racing!
Thoughts like vultures
Hunting
Ravens
How could I ask for more?

My life’s 
been a series of unfortunate events
That highlights
Everybody else as nowhere near as discontent I
Pray that
I can balance and compose myself again
Do I wanna know?

[Pre-Chorus]
Do you ever—

[Chorus]

[Verse 2]
I just wanna know
Am I fluttering in your head
Clogging up your feed
Am I part of your existence
Do you think of me
Am I getting too persistent

Do you remember me?
I am a burden
You crashed your car into the lake
Without a purpose
I am the weight holding you down
You don’t deserve it
I am the weight holding you down
You don’t deserve it

[Pre-Chorus]

[Chorus]

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apothecary

COLLIDING WITH MARS

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