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Colliding With The Universe

since you mfs want this on soundcloud so bad

You wanna have a night
Sober, fall to the floor, what's left
You think it's over, bleeding out through your chest
She needed closure
He just want feel her breast
To go on
Move on
So petrified, you're
Wrecked 'n' Bloody
Might sleep if lucky
Love, do you trust me
What matters if we're ugly

Hang tight
Wrong night
Eyes are mud
You're ice, I'm rusty
So right
You want me inside your head
Don't you care?
I swear, it's suffocating
Don't you dare stay there, I'm contemplating
Everything pierced by your teeth
Their lies, you need
My ties, I'll bleed out
Right now
Won't have the ink to write down

You wanna have a night
Sober, fall to the floor, what's left
You think it's over, bleeding out through your chest
She needed closure
He just want feel her breast
To go on
Move on
So petrified, you're
Wrecked 'n' Bloody
Might sleep if lucky
Love, do you trust me
What matters if we're ugly

Gotta taste for you, right?
Feel it on my tongue
Might gasp for air
Pressure on my lungs
Might've lost several times
I still think I've won
You'd feel better, drop the drama
All your scars, they burn like lava
Wrapped around, your demons haunt me
You have mine so they won't stop me

You wanna have a night
Sober, fall to the floor, what's left
You think it's over, bleeding out through your chest
She needed closure
He just want feel her breast
To go on
Move on
So petrified
You're wrecked
I'm bloody
Might sleep if lucky
Love, do you trust me
What matters if we're ugly

WRECKED N BLOODY

Spotify

you'll waste my time till it kills you  ♡‧₊˚໒꒰ྀི ๑ ´ ˘ ` ू ꒱ྀིა♡‧₊˚

prod/written/art by me

lyrics:
but you
youll waste my time till it kills you
and i cant really tell if you tried

call me from your hotel
say you hate him
but still wish him well

and everything's fine in the moment
closer and closer we're holding

and not knowing

that you
you'll waste my time till it kills you
and i 
cant really tell if you tried

cause im done with you
i don’t understand
why you would break everything that we had

you and me are hopeless x2

but you
you'll waste my time 
till it kills you
and i 
cant really tell if you tried

spotify

signal hill

all in good time

prod by ruevi & me
@ruevi

lyrics -
-ruevi-
(yeah i can't deny
didn't even try
i left you with some dust
cuz always wanna fight
now i see the mess
paid with some regrets
staring at the phone
in the silence of the night)

-grasior-
do you even care if im still there
single call away yet you just stare
stomping on the ground for what never meant
the birds are chirping this should be your punishment

you say that your a model 
picking up a bottle
drifting in the air up there

do you think about it
if you want to hide it
why is all so unfair

i dont want to wait for the dead air
talking like you know me waht a nightmare
tell me where do i belong
so i can play along

-ruevi-
keep it in your distance
i don't wanna listen to you
you are always pissed off
and there is nothing i can undo

spit in my face
(i won't be mad)
say what you want
(can't be that bad)
is it all that you have
cuz im sick of your traits
you make me wanna puke
everytime i hear your name

don't end it
its doing damage
don't let me fall now
its kinda messed up
but at the same time i don't want you around me
hang up everytime when you call me 

-ruevi & grasior-
you got me feeling sick in my bones
but nothing that i do makes me numb
i rather be with you than alone
count to three n then its fucking done

yeah i can't deny
didn't even try
i left you with some dust
cuz always wanna fight
now i see the mess
paid with some regrets
staring at the phone
in the silence of the night
(x2)

-grasior-
why'd you call me
step back 5 feet let me feel free
fresh air in my body but the same me
same mess but i cant just do the same thing
not the same thing no

noxium ft. ruevi

i tried to bury you, but you're a seed
i thought i'd sever you
but you're knotweed
growing under attractions
growing under the showground
growing under compression
spinning my head right the way around

im not tryna be dramatic?! im turning into static
im betting on a horse im not aware is made of plastic
bad habits cause myopia
im betting on a horse im not aware is made of plastic

get a fix and then get off the carousel
swearing up n down im not an addict
when im turning into static
i was blaming someone else
when i built my house right out of matchsticks

im not trying to be dramatic, im turning into static
im betting on a horse im not aware is made of plastic
and i swear im not an addict as im turning into static
im betting on a horse and im aware its made of plastic
bad habits cause myopia
its lalalalaloveless

im betting on a horse im well aware is made of plastic

betting on carousel horses [prod. yungspoiler + scro]

Salvation

lyrics and vocals by shteppi
production by peril
additional production by shteppi

(verse 1:)
no matter what i do
i can’t keep my mind off you
i wonder, if she knew,
if she’d end up sayin “ew”
cuz i don’t know if you feel all this chemistry 
that both of us exude
i just don’t wanna turn into ur enemy 
if i tell you the truth

(chorus:)
i don’t want this to change 
but i want it to improve
lets walk through my backyard onto the roof
and make out to some tunes
we’ll catch ghosts
aliens too
we too caught up in school
lets go do something cool
smoke weed n chill

(verse 2:)
she smokin all my kief
but thats okay with me
she hoggin all my sheets
i guess thats how i’ll sleep tonight

(chorus:)
though her feelings might not change
i’ll still see her in my dreams
lets walk through my backyard onto the roof
and make out to some tunes
we’ll catch ghosts
aliens too
we too caught up in school
lets go do something cool
smoke weed n chill

shteppi - momo.

On fragility ..

~ Lyrics ~
Do you hate me
Do you like that
Is my god complex intriguing
Enough to be ignored

Do you hate me
Do you like that
Am I wasting your time
Have you wasted your time
Have you figured yourself out
Yet

I noticed you pulled back
When I went to kiss you
I realized I'm a lot
I could be better at giving space

Trust me. I understand
How a touch once enjoyed
Now brings shakes to your hands

A warmth in your belly
To shivers and goosebumps
And not in a fun way

You haven't looked at me once
Am I talking too much
Are you tired of me yet

A little attention slut
Am I touching too much
Are you tired of me yet

Do you hate me
Do you like that
Is my god complex intriguing
Enough to be ignored

Do you hate me
Do you like that
Am I wasting your time
Have you wasted your time
Have you figured yourself out
Yet

Heed

no hard feelings

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/3Fj6iEGKIWnVQqYVWb22n7?si=dWqnibIOQPy139sqrEME3Q

BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/fumes-w-atwood

dedicated to you

produced and composed by colliding with mars
drums & percussion by colliding with mars & @barnesblvd
lyrics by colliding with mars & @atwood
artwork by colliding with mars
mixed and mastered by @lilpolearm
additional vocal engineering by @leorinda

lyrics:
[Chorus: cwm & Atwood]
I don’t think she knows
When she hittin on my phone
I don’t think she
I don’t know
I don’t like

[Verse 1: cwm]
Would she die now
She getting by now
Is she sleeping with another guy now
Can’t stand the thought makes me wanna blast myself
I’d fall asleep
In your eyes

The fumes are in my head 
Can’t shake the scent while I lay in bed
Stare at my message you left on read
I slip into the same space again
I can’t even think cause you’re all in my head
I dream of us every now and then
Gotta drop it all just to take it in 
The stains that you left on my own skin

Please be mine
I know that flat-outright
Can’t take it all in stride
How many countless times
Wish you were here
And the chemicals 
Are never letting go
Because that’s all I know 

[Chorus]

[Verse 2: Atwood]

Footprints in the sand
Why you running through my head
Take the hourglass, scoop the ground up
I dont want this to end yet
I don't care bout you and him
I don't care bout what your friend said
Don't want hear bout this again
Don't want go on any binges
We been back and forth like a matador let's just cut the bullshit
I don't have no more things to battle for i never felt like you did
You been caught up in your hubris
You ain't stay true to yourself
You feel like somebody else
Now you hittin up my cell

[BRUTAL SOLO]

[Chorus]

Fumes (w/ Atwood)

dedicated to you

produced and composed by colliding with mars & bluknight
mixed and mastered by lil polearm
additional vocal engineering by leorinda
lyrics and artwork by colliding with mars

[Chorus]
I just want some time with you
See your face glow on my cell in the moonlight
I would do it all for you
Spent a whole comma by the beach in the summertime

x2

[Verse]
We write our names in the sand
And at that point I take your hand
Every kiss, begins with K
I feel my doubt just fade away
The water drops on your skin
Dance and reflect my affection

[Chorus] 

[Verse]
I can feel the rush when I’m by you
In a field of lush right beside you
Wished this moment lasts forever 
Wished this moment lasts forever
I don’t need anyone
But you here in the sun
You make me feel like I am whole

[Chorus]

lush (w/ bluknight)

everything is ok 

written + performed by colliding with mars
produced by colliding with mars
mixed and mastered by polearm
additional vocal engineering by leorinda
artwork by colliding with mars

lyrics:

Do you ever think about ghosts
Cause I’ve been thinking about suicide a lot more than I used to
Would you feel the adrenaline
If you read that I died

I can’t take these photographs
Or find the strength to hold your hand
And I don’t want to lose a friend
But I can’t help but push you away

And you can find me by myself
Cause I don’t feel alive
I think I need an angel or some pesticide
I’m by myself
You don’t have to tell me twice
To get my act together or I can say goodbye 

ごめん話がしたい
Gomen hanashi ga shitai
(I want to talk, sorry)

And the crowd goes wild
When I make them worried sick
Tears streaming down her face
With her jaw dropped open
Phone falling onto the ground
Glass breaking glass breaking
Would you consider this
That I’m not coming back

I can’t take these photographs
Or find the strength to hold your hand
And I don’t want to lose a friend
But I can’t help but push you away

And you can find me by myself
Cause I don’t feel alive
I think I need an angel or some pesticide
I’m by myself
You don’t have to tell me twice
To get my act together or I can say goodbye

adrenaline

dedicated to you

written + performed by colliding with mars
produced by colliding with mars
mixed + mastered by polearm
additional vocal engineering by leorinda
cover art by colliding with mars + adrelix

lyrics:

I could never hurt you
So I’ll keep your name a secret
But I’m cursing under my breath
Cause I know I blew my chances
Not like it could ever work out
But the thought of it seems so nice
And I miss the times that we spent
Staring at the stars above my bed
The thoughts of you are fleeting
But all the same are swarming my head
I don’t want to be a burden
I just want you here in my bed

All the time we shared
All the time we shared

And even though you aren’t dying
I’ll carry a piece of you with me forever
But for now we’re just two lions in the rain
Waiting for the summer to close out

two lions in the rain

LISTEN ON SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/album/59CywC3libzFJgQYO33do5?si=Mdfv-LICRJi2IahZ0dof3g

music video: https://youtu.be/vwiZmfvRrXs

produced & composed by colliding with mars
lyrics & cover art by colliding with mars
mixed and mastered by polearm
additional vocal engineering by leorinda

lyrics:
[Verse]
I need you now all the time every time
Got my heart in a ziplock bag with all the notes that I sent you when I was deaf

The world could end but
I wouldn’t move a muscle
I’m at peace
When it’s just you (and you, and me, and you)
I don’t wanna leave your house this time
Parting ways feels like tearing my soul in half
I don’t wanna have to leave this time
But I guess that’s just the pain I entwine

[Pre-Chorus]
It’s so easy with you here
Could suspend all of my fear
Many miles above the earth
I can’t jump without your gaze again

[Chorus]
All I’m wanting is a single thing
I just want you in my arms when I fall asleep
All I’m wanting is a single thing
You could fill in the blanks with your eyes tonight
All I’m wanting is a single thing
I just want you in my arms when I fall asleep
All I’m wanting is a single thing
You could fill in the blanks with your heart tonight

[Verse]
Liplock
Falling way too fast and I can’t stop
Got your enamel pin over my heart
Guiding me as I violently crash through the floor

*kiss*

Liplock
Falling way too fast and I can’t stop
Got your enamel pin over my heart
Guiding me as I violently crash through the floor

[Pre-Chorus]
It’s so easy with you here
Could suspend all of my fear
Many miles above the earth
I can’t jump without your gaze again

[Chorus]
All I’m wanting is a single thing
I just want you in my arms when I fall asleep
All I’m wanting is a single thing
You could fill in the blanks with your eyes tonight
All I’m wanting is a single thing
I just want you in my arms when I fall asleep
All I’m wanting is a single thing
You could fill in the blanks with your heart tonight

LIPLOCK

Thinkingover(overthinking)bye

detail-oriented alt-pop | i’m also DAKOTA DOGMA

DISCORD: discord.gg/TBqT36x

Fumes (w/ Atwood)

Colliding With Mars

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