These all bring feelings.

nice sound effects

Original song : fly away - Jang Yoon Ju

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in your arms.

Download <3

you're so cute

Yoh, it's been a while, here's a new short ep.

You guys can download it for free on bandcamp: 
https://luvbird.bandcamp.com/album/homesick-beats-ep

Or stream it on youtube:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XH7cLtmCm2I

You can also find me on spotify, I haven't uploaded everything on it yet though!
https://open.spotify.com/artist/2vmQ4q3IQKzvHaHTJAh3Ph

Thank you! (:

homesick beats ep

zzzzzz.........i miss you 

art by: https://twitter.com/daisukerichard

arranged by: me  

piano played out live


original: Akira Kosemura - Resonance

plain plaid purple morning

dont smile at me

lovely

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bandcamp: https://i-b-r.bandcamp.com/track/bullet-train-fantasy-w-luvbird

patreon: https://www.patreon.com/ibrbeats

Ho boy I've been wanting to do this collab for a while. So glad we got this  done, me and luvbird worked really hard on this. Hope you like it! I wonder if you can guess what things were my idea and what things were his :)

As always, all art by me

Title is inspired by riding the shinkansen from tokyo to osaka

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bullet train fantasy (w/ luvbird)

LYRICS:

I miss finding a sort of solace in the rain
 I miss crying Im so exhausted of the pain
I miss silence its something talking in my brain 
an inner monologue that up and takes my oxygen away
I miss being happy at church 
The preacher lied to me
Since I was 9 I’ve had existential anxiety
I miss Lincoln logs and see saws and hide and seek
They told me grow up be a man I never really tried to be

I miss when back in school my adjective was gifted
 Now that I’m in college I feel average and conflicted 
I don’t think I have it in me to be actively persistent 
I’m busy convincing myself I’m an actual musician 
I miss when other rappers showed me what they make
 They think I rode in on their wave but I’m just floating in their wake
 I dip my toes in just to show them I can hold my own and take 
a couple notes and ask some questions but I never show restraint 
I miss my girl I miss my friends I miss my foes 
I miss my life I miss the highs amidst the lows
 I miss the times when I felt like I had a home
 I miss when crowds of people didn’t make me feel alone
 I never sleep till I’m collapsing from exhaustion
 I was following my dreams with hella passion but I lost it
 Now this music just a coping mechanism do it often 
Got to throw myself in something more productive than a coffin

fuck it I don't care no more I've given up on subtlety
cause If I don't say it out loud they scream it under me
Yeah I said what I said so let it fucking be
Its like God said drown then never let me up to breathe
So look, I'm fucking manic depressive
I have my good days and bad weeks 
That lack any spectrum
Getting offended takes some effort so I'm passive aggressive
And I ain't sad I'm indifferent I watch my life from a distance  
I put the par in pariah
 I put the sigh in messiah 
People praise my old music back when I was a liar
 I put my life on the line and I wanna take it all back
 Wish I could think how I act but its acting and fuck I’m tired

manic depressive

depressive (prod. depression sweater)

is this really life?

produced/written by me
mastered by biskwiq 
art by skirt

lyrics:
when you're standing at your window in your bathrobe
like you do
like you do

talking to your mother on your cell phone
turning blue
you can't move

she says, "ayla, are you eating like you're supposed to?
tell the truth
i know you"

you wonder if she knows about the old youth
that you knew
what's the use?

i wonder if there's more out there
nothing really feels quite right these days
ayla, if you hear my voice
promise me you'll stay awake
i wonder if there's more out there
nothing really feels quite right these days
ayla, if you hear my voice
promise me you'll stay away

when you're staring at the ceiling in your bedroom
every night
flickering lights

from the broken bulbs in street lamps that surround you
paint you white
seconds at a time

you face the wall you used to put your back to
scatter lines
pass the time

you feel as though you're trapped inside a vacuum
can't be right
is this really life?

i wonder if there's more out there
nothing really feels quite right these days
ayla, if you hear my voice
promise me you'll stay awake
i wonder if there's more out there
nothing really feels quite right these days
ayla, if you hear my voice
promise me you'll stay away

spotify/apple music <3

ayla

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https://soradotwav.fanlink.to/sditd

hey! long time no see. i was pretty busy the last few weeks so there were no songs uploaded but here i am with a new cover!! i love this song and i hope u guys like this cover uwu

slow dancing in the dark.

powfu
https://soundcloud.com/powfu
8rokeboy
https://soundcloud.com/8rokeboy
art
https://www.pinterest.com/pin/542472717595046174/

feel that again feat. Powfu (Prod. 8ROKEBOY)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/7wPaF7s1HxSoT5cWrs0RAq?si=LFS52w0rR1u1t0gpA2MLtw

BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/the-cutest-girl-in-hell-w-bluknight

dedicated to you

composed and produced by colliding with mars and bluknight 
mixed and mastered by lil polearm 
additional vocal engineering by leorinda 
lyrics by colliding with mars 

lyrics:
[Verse 1] 

If you’re gonna go and waste my time 
Go all the way 
Go all the way 
If you’re gonna go and waste your life 
Go all the way 
Go all the way 

You are not okay 
I feel your steadfast in your sway 
If I’m to take away the pain 
Would you still see the light of day? 
And you know 

[Pre-chorus] 
Diligence is best when served if 
With a cold fist and a gaze of death 

[Chorus] 
Feel you, hold you 
Be there for you 
Know you are more 
Than what 
They say you are 

Don’t go crying to yourself you’re the cutest girl in hell 
And hell is a state of mind 

[Verse 2] 
With your cigarette 
I feel your sense of self regret 
I know you stumble, but don’t fret 
I hope my gaze is less intense 
And I know 

[Pre-chorus] 

[Chorus]

the cutest girl in hell (w/ bluknight)

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the cutest girl in hell (w/ bluknight)

Colliding With Mars