COLLIDING WITH MARS

butterfly boy (prod. eem triplin)

am i afraid? w/ aves

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https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/belak/slowly

written, recorded, and produced by me

Lyrics:

come here listen closely
time it moves slowly
when i spend it with you
so fall in my arms please
just want you to hold me'and never let go
x3

Everything

Slwoly

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Slowly

TRAVIS SCOTT - MADNESS (FEAT. FUTURE) [PROD 6SIXX] {SLOWED + REVERB + VISUALIZER}

Lyrics : 21 balloons for you. There's no need to change from when we were in school. Never focused, always thinking of a better thing to do. Constant motion never saying "no." In the moment.

The man's a paper myth and I guess we'll never know just why you had us fooled but never let us go.

Without a bang or a whimper. beyond the surface there's a world we're missing. Gone, proud and unwinding. Just know you never were alone.

Left without a guiding hand as a part of you to grow into your shoes. Gone without a word but stories told to family and your friends. He'll grow up to be a better man and he'll thank you.

The man's a paper myth and I guess we'll never know just why you had us fooled but never let us go.

Without a bang or a whimper. beyond the surface there's a world we're missing. Gone, proud and unwinding. Just know you never were alone.

It's so hard to say goodbye knowing that our hearts still beat hear echoing the sound of your life.

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/6mCDsp6lPkqEmzqunZAcmd?si=GHxG6-cSRzKDv7iE7cyyAg

BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/how-to-stop-feeling-inadequate

dedicated to you

produced and composed by colliding with mars 
mixed and mastered by lil polearm and colliding with mars 
additional vocal engineering by leorinda 
artwork and lyrics by colliding with mars

lyrics:
[hook 1] 
how to stop feeling inadequate: 
step one; reach out, and let me into your heart 

how to stop feeling inadequate: 
step two; break down, it’s okay when you fall apart 

[verse] 
well it’s bout time 
you treat talking to others like it’s a war crime 
if you need somebody well I’m coming round the curbside 
you’re always super kind 
but you’re barely getting by 
I can see it in your eyes 
when you say you wanna die 

think you’re not enough for others but it’s not true 
there are people that do love you and won’t blame you 
yeah you’re barely getting by 
but I need you in my life 
cause you’re everything to me 
and I tell you all the time 

[bridge] 
I wanna tell you something before it’s too late 
(oh, oh, oh) 
you are so loved 

[hook 2] 
how to stop feeling inadequate: 
step three’s easy; give yourself time to rest 

how to stop feeling inadequate: 
step four is a chore, but; tell yourself you are great 

[verse] 

[bridge] 

[hook 3]

how to stop feeling inadequate

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/7wPaF7s1HxSoT5cWrs0RAq?si=LFS52w0rR1u1t0gpA2MLtw

BANDCAMP: https://collidingwithmars.bandcamp.com/track/the-cutest-girl-in-hell-w-bluknight

dedicated to you

composed and produced by colliding with mars and bluknight 
mixed and mastered by lil polearm 
additional vocal engineering by leorinda 
lyrics by colliding with mars 

lyrics:
[Verse 1] 

If you’re gonna go and waste my time 
Go all the way 
Go all the way 
If you’re gonna go and waste your life 
Go all the way 
Go all the way 

You are not okay 
I feel your steadfast in your sway 
If I’m to take away the pain 
Would you still see the light of day? 
And you know 

[Pre-chorus] 
Diligence is best when served if 
With a cold fist and a gaze of death 

[Chorus] 
Feel you, hold you 
Be there for you 
Know you are more 
Than what 
They say you are 

Don’t go crying to yourself you’re the cutest girl in hell 
And hell is a state of mind 

[Verse 2] 
With your cigarette 
I feel your sense of self regret 
I know you stumble, but don’t fret 
I hope my gaze is less intense 
And I know 

[Pre-chorus] 

[Chorus]

the cutest girl in hell (w/ bluknight)

everything is ok 

written & performed by colliding with mars
produced by colliding with mars
mixed and mastered by polearm
additional vocal engineering by leorinda
cover art by colliding with mars


lyrics:

I’m gonna be a pop star 
So I can go make my mother proud of me
She never believed in the music industry
Every time I showed her one of my songs
She never really cared at all

[Chorus]
God damn
Just wanna see you in the crowd sometime
Because you’ve seen me break down one too many times tonight
And I know I haven’t been the greatest son
But I wanna prove that I’m the type
I’ll make it up to you

Quit your crying
Teach your son a lesson, quit your crying
I spent my whole life proving myself
To those who I’d never see again
Guess that’s something I get used to
But I’m moving on
Hindsight 20.20 when there’s something wrong

I just wanna be special to you

[Chorus]

Now when they all see me want a photo
How you even say that you’ve been so cold
I don’t wanna be here wanna go home
I just wanna go home
I don’t make as much as all my friends
When you say that wish that I was dead
I just wanna make my mom proud
But all she cares about is why I’m not the best now

I just wanna be special to you

[Chorus]

I’m gonna be a pop star so I can go make my mother proud

my mom doesn't believe in me

LISTEN ON SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/album/59CywC3libzFJgQYO33do5?si=Mdfv-LICRJi2IahZ0dof3g

music video: https://youtu.be/vwiZmfvRrXs

produced & composed by colliding with mars
lyrics & cover art by colliding with mars
mixed and mastered by polearm
additional vocal engineering by leorinda

lyrics:
[Verse]
I need you now all the time every time
Got my heart in a ziplock bag with all the notes that I sent you when I was deaf

The world could end but
I wouldn’t move a muscle
I’m at peace
When it’s just you (and you, and me, and you)
I don’t wanna leave your house this time
Parting ways feels like tearing my soul in half
I don’t wanna have to leave this time
But I guess that’s just the pain I entwine

[Pre-Chorus]
It’s so easy with you here
Could suspend all of my fear
Many miles above the earth
I can’t jump without your gaze again

[Chorus]
All I’m wanting is a single thing
I just want you in my arms when I fall asleep
All I’m wanting is a single thing
You could fill in the blanks with your eyes tonight
All I’m wanting is a single thing
I just want you in my arms when I fall asleep
All I’m wanting is a single thing
You could fill in the blanks with your heart tonight

[Verse]
Liplock
Falling way too fast and I can’t stop
Got your enamel pin over my heart
Guiding me as I violently crash through the floor

*kiss*

Liplock
Falling way too fast and I can’t stop
Got your enamel pin over my heart
Guiding me as I violently crash through the floor

[Pre-Chorus]
It’s so easy with you here
Could suspend all of my fear
Many miles above the earth
I can’t jump without your gaze again

[Chorus]
All I’m wanting is a single thing
I just want you in my arms when I fall asleep
All I’m wanting is a single thing
You could fill in the blanks with your eyes tonight
All I’m wanting is a single thing
I just want you in my arms when I fall asleep
All I’m wanting is a single thing
You could fill in the blanks with your heart tonight

LIPLOCK

LISTEN ON SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/album/59CywC3libzFJgQYO33do5?si=Mdfv-LICRJi2IahZ0dof3g

ALL TRACKS WRITTEN, RECORDED, PRODUCED, COMPOSED, AND PERFORMED BY COLLIDING WITH MARS EXCEPT TRACK 1 PRODUCED BY COLLIDING WITH MARS + OCOENIA AND TRACK 2 WRITTEN AND RECORDED BY COLLIDING WITH MARS, DEMXNTIA AND FATS’E

ORIGINAL ARTWORK BY ADRELIX AND COLLIDING WITH MARS

MIXED AND MASTERED BY POLEARM
ADDITIONAL VOCAL ENGINEERING BY LEORINDA

DEDICATED TO YOU

COLLIDING WITH MARS IS CHRISTIAN JAMES + GOLD

MENTAL BREAKDOWN IN SLOW MOTION

burnout

never ask me for anything ever again

please listen to this song on any major DSP that isn't soundcloud: https://orcd.co/cwm-tiger

written and produced by colliding with mars
lyrics and artwork by colliding with mars
mixed and mastered by polearm

lyrics:

TIGER

[Chorus]
I hope you get eaten by a tiger 
I wouldn’t care if you died in front of me
I hope you get eaten by a tiger
I wouldn’t care if you died in front of me

[Verse 1]
Spin your fable
Make me jealous
But in the end I’m copacetic
So enabled
So pathetic
You fit the bill for your aesthetic


You’re so / Flawless
You’re so / Modest
Shut up / Make me
Wanna / Vomit

Think you’re - perfect
But you - cannot
Even - look me
In my - eyes
Spineless - coward
Send your - lackey
When you - can’t apologize 

I am baffled
I am speechless
Unimportant
You’re a weakness
Insignificant 
Little demon
Get out my life
Can’t wait to say goodbye

[Chorus]
I hope you get eaten by a tiger (la la la) (la la la)
I wouldn’t care if you died in front of me
I hope you get eaten by a tiger
I wouldn’t care if you died in front of me

[Verse 2]
Oh so selfish, insincere
Grow up grow up
Grow up grow up
Quit hiding behind your ego
Grow up grow up
Grow up grow up

How the mighty fall
You’re so amiss
Haven’t seen you in a while
Whatcha really so afraid for?

You’re full of it
Oh the feeling’s so divine
When you’re walking out my life (for good)

[Chorus]
I hope you get eaten by a tiger (la la la) (la la la)
I wouldn’t care if you died in front of me
I hope you get eaten by a tiger
I wouldn’t care if you died in front of me

TIGER

never ask me for anything ever again

please listen to this song on any major DSP and not soundcloud: https://orcd.co/shadowboxer

performed by colliding with mars & login
written and produced by colliding with mars & login
lyrics by colliding with mars & login
artwork by colliding with mars
mixed and mastered by polearm
video shot and edited by polearm

lyrics:

[chorus]
the tendon in my right hand won’t stop hurting
from the time i 
punched you in the face and you deserved it
don’t know what I’ll do when I get to you
but I know I won’t take another death threat

[verse 1]

when you speak to god
do you tell the truth
used to all your faults
must feel so brand new

[pre-chorus]
there’s patches in my eyesight
and I can’t see your face anymore
repair it in your own right
everything is falling to the floor

[chorus]
the tendon in my right hand won’t stop hurting
from the time i 
punched you in the face and you deserved it
don’t know what I’ll do when I get to you
but I know I won’t take another death threat

[verse 2]
keep a painful reminder 
taking damage to convert it
for her you’re not a fighter
I am so disappointed

I can’t see a future without you
I’m so detached right now and that’s my fault
you don’t look at me the way that you used to 
I would cry but my feelings are uninstalled

[pre-chorus]

[chorus]

SHADOWBOXER + LOGIN

never ask me for anything ever again

don't listen to this song on soundcloud: https://orcd.co/cwm-violence

written and performed by colliding with mars
produced and composed by colliding with mars
lyrics and artwork by colliding with mars
mixed and mastered by polearm

lyrics:
Call it women’s intuition
But I think that you’re an idiot
If I make a small incision
I don’t think there’ll be a difference

Take a shot, no really, take a shot
I don’t waver second thought
Put that feeling in a bottle
whenever I wanna speak
(in)stead of ten I count to three
you’re a god you’re a priest
but you ain’t done shit for me

You’re so big
You’re so scary
Your whole life is arbitrary 
All your praise? imaginary
Still alive? Unnecessary 
I can end that if you want
While you sit there in your box
If you die I’ll be alright
May in fact be satisfied

I can’t believe you’re always this lazy it’s so absurd
You’re everything I’d never want to be I’m reassured

x2

VIOLENCE

never ask me for anything again

listen to this song anywhere else but here: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/collidingwithmars1/twilight-princess

lyrics: 

[Chorus]
I scream into the void, but nobody ever listens
Maybe if I turn the volume down on my voice
It'll make a difference
I hope I fit in now 'cause I don't know what to prove
I hope I fit in now 'cause I don't know what to do
Do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do

[Verse 1]
I work until I drop and then I think that I deserve it
I'm under the impression that success would come so early
No matter what the consequence, I hate it and it's boring
Keep my feelings wrapped up so nobody starts to worry
I'm always so impatient that I'll run right in the ground
If my patience is a virtue, my morality is sound
Feel the cracking on depression at a place of my own head
If I'm not busy, overworking I'm distressed and seeing red

[Chorus 2]
'Cause I don't know want to do
I hope I fit in now 'cause I don't know what to prove

[verse 2]
I scream into the void, but nobody ever listens
Maybe if I turn the formant down on my voice
It'll make a difference
I'm always second choice
Halted at the line of scrimmage
Silently wishing that somebody sees through the noise
To help me close the distance

[Outro]
I hope I fit in now 'cause I don't know what to do
I hope I fit in now 'cause I don't know what to prove

THE BALLAD OF THE MAN IN 2ND PLACE

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produced by Yungspoiler

vocals, mix, & master by me

Lyrics:

I'm Over It

BEAUTIFUL CAGE

VERSION III artist | i’m also DAKOTA DOGMA

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