i broke my phone and had to email instead of texting :)

email

Thanks Next Up for pushing me this far <3
shoutout kuris preset, goated mf

nightmares (p. JohnnyFriend)

Shambles

Sweet Home

Sunbeetle

allergy season

Lyrics: 
can't
look in the mirror without breaking down
I feel like my body was stitched together
from objects in the lost and found
I tried to love something maybe it might
make me feel much better
I opened up to where it hurts
and all the love just made it worse

so choked up could you please just kill me
I'm not free yet but I think I should be
I'm not so well but at least I'm breathing
I wish you well but I hope you're leaving

can't
find any confidence
silence my consciousness
my voice is too loud
I just want a moment of peace
a basis for the love I seek
I tried to love someone maybe they might
make me feel much better
I opened up to where it hurts
and all the love just made it worse

so choked up could you please just kill me
I'm not free yet but I think I should be
I'm not so well but at least I'm breathing
I wish you well but I hope you're leaving

Taciturn demo

This was a riff I wrote that blew up on tik tok a few days ago. The video was a staged edit of a Midwest emo intro over sounds of parents arguing. For everyone who was worried or sorry for me I'm doing good:) I haven't been in a household full of fighting in many years. I hope you all can find comfort and for anyone who's going through this rn. It gets a lot better:)

An alternate timeline

sounded

In Your Dreams

im giving up on love cuz i dont feel shit
i tried everything and im just getting tired of it
it's always too little or too much
im just wondering which part of my brain is making it tough

i get so tired of everyone
i just need my space just incase you tryna do me wrong
HOW COME
i can't fall in love just like
YOU CAN
I BEEN
chasing these people who offer nothin

im giving up on love cuz i dont feel shit
i tried everything and im just getting tired of it
it's always too little or too much
im just wondering which part of my brain is making it tough

i guess love is just too hard
maybe im afraid of showing them all my scars
making out in the back of my car
tryna find the reason i can't kickstart my heart
aye yuh and imma never figure all this shit out
i keep on thinkin about the memories my heads in the clouds
i got reasons that i keep all this shit to myself
i got reasons keeping distance lookin out for my health
guess it's my fault i got dropped off
cried in the back seat got no drop top

it's always too little or too much
i'm just wondering which part of my brain is making it
(feel shit)
just getting tired of it

An alternate timeline

Corduroy clown