i guess every time you close your eyes
you see me standing right beside you
brush your hair from morning on
wipe your skin til your tears are gone
i guess everyone just fucking hates you
shattered words will end and break you
cry to me while you sing along
look at me while you get it wrong

say what you said i heard you
i known you for a long time so i cant hurt you
and i dont want you feeling like im not okay
i tried to leave but not again
looking at the ceiling of my room
im pondering im missing you
thinking of our conversations
i cant even think of things to do
you wanted me to stay but i dont wanna see it through
rather be by myself but everytime i close my eyes im seeing you

crayon - close your eyes w ankle

growing up is stupid i'll be 17 forever

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my #mic #broke so i #recorded this on my #iphone

your face is dimly light in my mind
the memories of you, they fade behind
brown hair drenched in red, had to hide with lies
you wear a smiling mask , but i see your eyes
theres nothing that i can do
everything is lost and im confused
you take all my words and they get misconstrued
i know things of you that you never knew

[on all platforms] evil wednesday

im not that guy

dusty window

bloom to death with cursedbyyuu

prod. Bowsa

[Verse]
You calm me down so good, I hope you dont get tired of me
I tried calling you this evening
Maybe you missed it or maybe you ignored it
How's therapy gon' help if you don't wanna get help
Find comfort in my sadness, my own biggest enemy
Maybe I like being alone or maybe it's just what im used to
I'm talking in a mirror man to man with you
This isn't a song, I'm just saying shit
Doesn't matter if I go outside or I stay inside
I feel the same fucking way all the damn time
And you don't know how the fuck it feels
You don't live my life, I dont give a shit about your advice man
If you were in my shoes, if you wore my face
Then maybe I'd listen to you
But you don't, but you don't
But you don't, but you don't
And you never will, and you never will
Not at all

bloom to death with cursedbyyuu

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