shit 4

mixtape lazy

SOYCEL CHUDJAK

summer incelcore mixtape

Newgen

FUCK THE WORLD

If i was honest id take to go back home
Everyones going to blackies after school
Theres nothing better than stepping on your feet
Don’t stay around those folks they wanna show you hell

Then i fell off my board
With my face on the shore
Tell my momma im torn
I aint surfin no more

When we younger we let the fire die
And Now weve learned to go out and hit the tides
So take your last breath one day it call comes down
Dont take the long way home they wanna show you hell

Then i fell off my board
With my face on the shore
Tell my momma im torn
I aint surfin no more

If i was honest id take to go back home
Everyones going to blackies after school
Theres nothing better than stepping on your feet
Don’t stay around those folks they wanna show you hell

Then i fell off my board
With my face on the shore
Tell my momma im torn
I aint surfin no more

Im gonna this summer 
Stay home and be a bummer(x4)

Blackies (Jaded Juice Riders Cover)

Crustsox - FPS (unreleased cover demo?)

full tape - https://ratrace90210.bandcamp.com/album/lost-in-the-jungle
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5gVulHFiuQnGYYd60grBlv/discography/all?pageUri=spotify:album:2YJfbMW1OwyS2JILcq4wL1

do you feel as good as i?

i never had a girlfriend
i never had a date
i never even kissed a girl
thats why im full of hate

im a truecel
my life is hell
im a truecel
gonna kill myself
im a truecel
im a truecel

all women are bitches
they are all the same
i dont even wanna try
To find love again

im a truecel
my life is hell
im a truecel
gonna kill myself
im a truecel
im a truecel

Truecel

figure it out 
sink or you'll drown
what's up is down
it's getting too loud
learn a new skill
buy a new meal 
novelty thrill 
chase down the hill

hide out 
allowed 
stay down 
hide out

Hide Out

9922_RWC - Belowground Reupload

eternal rest

i give up - Belowground reupload

A Ghost from the past

Belowground  - A Ghost from the past

idk


im gettin really tired of goin to bed
at 10 o clock
im gettin really fed up i think ive 
had enough

but you wont reply
i wanna see the sky
well go as fast as we can
i cant walk or sit or stand
but you wont reply
wanna see the sky
meaningless divide
youre lost but youre divine

my room is really messy
theres clothes all on the floor
you can find me among them
with one foot out the door

i dont wanna get up
do you have the time
i just dont wanna get up
do you have the time
cus my life is crazy but im too damn lazy everything just happens i dont get a saying
cus my life is shitty oh shes so damn pretty i dont deserve any of this at all
ill put these things to rest now
theyve lost their humanity
im demoted to low down
ill never see the true me
but you wont reply
i wanna see you die
your meaningless divine
but ill forget in time

im gettin really tired
sittin round and growin mold
im gettin really old now 
i cant be an adult

Womp Womp

here u go talking bout drugs again
and u claim that you cant make friends
ur claiming ur lifes in utter pain
ur complaining's driving me insane

i cant help but sympathise
ur futures so fucking bleak
ur so pathetic makes me wanna die
blaming everything on floride leaks 


dont wanna know
where im gonna go
all i know is that
i'll kill myself

i already know
my life is gone
and all i know is
how to be alone

im just like like you in honesty
my life is just a comedy
indulging in degeneracy
im just Gods cruel mockery

i wanna live someones life
i make passersby weirded out
im so pathetic i wanna die
blaming everything on autist mind

dont wanna know
where im gonna go
all i know is that
i'll kill myself
  
i already know
my life is gone
and all i know is
how to be alone

i'll kill myself x4
im all alone x3
forever more

How To Be Alone

coming second place in a one v one
logging off, i'm fucking done
you're all better than me
and i can't believe it goes on and on
nothing ever seems to go my way
still forever i'm forced to play
fucking failure

i feel like a loser without any future
cut open my head and rip out the tumour
you make me wanna fucking end it sooner
let me respawn like a first person shooter

this everlasting dread
engraved into my head
you don't get it, you never will get it
i'm so fucking dead
fuck this
you don't get it, you never will get it
i'm so fucking dead

death by screen time
another wasted life
keep your head in a vice

i feel like a loser without any future
cut open my head and rip out the tumour
you make me wanna fucking end it sooner
let me respawn like a first person shooter

how it feels to be a complete loser

art by: nostalgist 

lyrics:

throwing up everything I dreamed of one day

lying on a corner

all i have are two cigarettes in my pocket

the smell of beer rising from the back of my throat

a gun pointing at my head
goodbye

two cigarettes in my pocket

Slowbrain

Credit to @𓃬 for saving this song.

This was not on Penguinband's Soundcloud at the time he deleted it.

BigJB21 - Penguinband

hi lol

lyrics:
my lifes a game
and i wanna quit
everyone leaves
and it is no fun
youre the only one
thats left for me

and i think abt u
everynight
i go to sleep
hugging a pillow
tight
hoping it were you

its all gone
where did it go wrong
its all my fault
i ruined it all
the moments we shared
i think i cared too much
and its over

she left me on read
so i cried in bed
i smoke cigarettes
to collect my thoughts

you think you are so cool
for being such a dick
you ruined my fucking life
and i want you to pay
so why dont you get down on your knees
and pull my pants down
to fucking suck dick

its all gone
where did it go wrong
its all my fault
i ruined it all
the moments we shared
i think i cared too much
and its over
and its over
get down on your knees and fucking suck my dick

its all gone (x4)
Its so over (x2)
its all gone (2x)

its all gone

fbf cover song yea
 the lead guitar on this song is so mesmerizing that i had to cover it

lyrics:
I know I don't belong here
No one ever gets me
Nothing I'm holding onto
Detached from everything
Lost in sea of shit that's not real
Looking for something
To make me feel

I have many reasons
For why I do not care
Poison in my Cheetos
They're fuckin' up the fresh air
I have many reasons
For why I'm so fucked up
Tried to fit in with them
But I can't feel any love

I wish I could feel something
Something for anyone
I feel like I was raised by
The wolves and had no one
The world is sick and I'm checking out
Wish I could burn it burn it down

I have many reasons
For why I do not care
Poison in my Cheetos
They're fuckin' up the fresh air
I have many reasons
For why I'm so fucked up
Tried to fit in with them
But I can't feel any love
Yeah, yeah

burn it down (cover)

stole deadcouples tags lmao
prod me
i just wanna do whats right but then the thoughts come back at night
i cant keep consetrating on the wrong thing i know its disapointing
just wanna feel free be the best that i could be
find someone that wants to listen to my head and cry with me

if only i had someone to listen to my head

https://open.spotify.com/track/7jhDIpToo5SZhXfpFu3uKO?si=692c71ca0b3f4749

lyricss:
my life is like a video game trying har d to leave the stage
all whiule i am still collecting coins
trying hard to save the girl obstacltes im jumping hurdles
im gro in up to be a big girl

i BATTLE WITH THE EVIL WITCH TRAVEL FAR AND TRYT & SAVE
sorry but ur princess isnt here :(
sick of this i push the pause
lvl up & move along
hope the next sstage i will clearrr

im jus tryin to keep from dying

its jus a game that we play
looking for a better way to play it
life is for keeping score so
stop complaining and start chainging

today i went to thereapy and told her my embarrasing issues
that im haivng in my life
he told me i needa change life is not a video game </33
so stop playing n open up ur eyes

im jsu trying 2keep from dying

its jus a game that we play & for heavenssake
lookin for a bettwe way to play it 
life is for keeping score and forevr more
STOP COMPLAINGING AND START CHANGING !!!! (x2)

GAME OVER !!!!! *NIGHTCORE*

prod me


I don’t act delicate
As much as I wish I did
I want a gentlemen
That's genuine

I'm lacking so much estrogen
Blocky build and hairy skin
Such a contradicting specimen
God I wish I was feminine
Wish I was a lesbian

I hate my body
My head is throbbing
Illuminati
I wanna be a hottie

I wish I wasn’t 6 feet tall
I wish it didn’t look like I had balls
I wish I didn’t bleach my fucking hair
Cause now it falls out
Fuck me who cares
Fuck me who cares

I wish I wasn’t flat
And I arched my back
I wish I was a pretty cat
And not an ugly little rat
I wish I was born just an average girl
But now I get made fun of by what seems to be the world
I wanna be a girl
I wanna be a girl
I wanna be a girl
I wanna be a girl!

I hate my body
My head is throbbing
Illuminati
I wanna be a hottie
I hate my body
My head is fucking throbbing
Illuminati
I wanna be a hottie

i wanna be a girl cover

i think i'm nothing, i'm just sad
i rly don't wanna go to bed
i jst wanna go away
rly rly far away

cause i never expected it to be like this
ooo
cause i never expected it to be like this
oh god
i think i'm nothing
i think i'm nothing
i think i'm nothing

sometimes u dont know what to expect
sometimes u dont know what youll get
sometimes u dont know what to expext
woahhh
sometimes u dont dont know what youll get
and if it's a bullet in the head
i just wanna fuckin' die
die
just wanna die

cuz i think i'm nothing
u want me to be something
but i'm rly nothing
u want me to be something
i'm rly nothing
u want me to be something
i'm rly nothing
but you want me to be something
woahhh

i'm nothing

Danielson

Break you apart
By the string through my heart
You take a hit, crack your rib
Recall me back
So when you run away again
Just know i never left

It's never over
You only grow older

Conkers, crash and then burst
I lied that i’d felt worse
But i'd never felt before this
Patterns i still don't get
Lit a cigarette
Collapsed on my bedroom floor

When you said that we couldn’t be
Any thing, any more
While you bleed on your sleeve
Of where your heart rests assured
That i'm far enough away
To nеver hurt you again
Don't worry, this time it's true

It's nеver over
You only grow older

Conkers, crash and then burst
I lied that i'd felt worse
But i'd never felt before this
Patterns i still don't get
Lit a cigarette
Collapsed on my bedroom floor
I told you that i’m okay
How the fuck could i be okay?
I just didn’t want to upset you
Reasons i still don't get
Guess i can forget
Because you’ve forgotten too

Again! (crustsox cover)

BULLETHELL 2

I don't go out to see the sunlight
I spend my summer days locked inside

Ill never see the light ill never never see the light
I'm terminally online I am chronically online 
Ill never see the light x3

This is exactly where I'm suppose to be 
a loser behind a screen
Got nothing going for me
This is the most Ill ever be

I don't go out to see the sunlight
I spend my summer days locked inside

Ill never see the light ill never never see the light
I'm terminally online I am chronically online 
Ill never see the light x3

This is exactly where I'm suppose to be 
a loser behind a screen
Got nothing going for me
This is the most Ill ever be

Chronically Online

i slit my wrists in a walmart parking lot (feat heroinjunkiexoxo)

GIRLS GTFO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

from griefmode

i don’t want summer to finally break through
i don’t want summer to finally break through at night
my windows open wide
and soon the sun will rise
and shine upon my eyes

i don’t want summer to finally break through
i don’t want summer to finally break through at night
my eyes are open wide
paranoid whats outside
its something i won’t like

its heating up
im melting down
you see me when
you’re never around

i don't want summer to finally break through
i don't want summer to finally break through at night
my windows open wide
and you will take my eyes
show me what i won’t like

Danielson

Computer loser