Apathy is an emotion, one of which I have been feeling a lot of recently..
I find myself lost in grief, with the loss of many important lives in my life and the loss of many important friends and family. 
This year of betrayal and death has me wondering the question;
"How can I forgive what I know I can't forget?"

For too long I have been forgiving others to keep the peace, yet the peace never lasts long, so how much is my forgiveness really worth to those that are clearly taking advantage?
Not enough for me to find out the hard way again..
That's for sure.

Shoutout to THEULTRAVIOLETCROW for hopping on this one, make sure y'all go check him out too! He's got tons of amazing songs in his catalog fr fr! 
( You may find me there too )

Apathy [ft. THEULTRAVIOLETCROW]

Originally titled "Eden" upon making the beat.
This is the very first beat that I have made and have successfully finished a song with.
I have been dabbling with my own production recently so I may be taking some more time with my releases to ensure that everything is up to standard with my vision. 
Recently Ive found myself reuploading some songs with better quality as I was rushing releases to be out there instead of managing the quality efficiently.
Anyways;

"Eden" or "Stuck in Babylon" is supposed to be my attempt at communicating my feelings of complete disinterest for this world, a complete apathy and lack of motivation to do all the worldly expectations like, settle down and slave away. I do not understand nor will I continue to subscribe to a lifetime of slavery for Babylonian dictators that won't even let me own a fucking home while I am on this rock.
I had titled this "Eden" before writing the lyrics as the beat made me wanna talk about something deep and I highkey just threw the name "Eden" on it to remind me to talk some deep shi when I go to record..
Finished recording and mixing and I was like "Yk what I'd much rather be in Eden then stuck in this stupid Babylonian bullshit." Then I was like "Ohhh shi that may be a better name for this one."

Stuck in Babylon

BITCH

RESET.

REVELATION

OBITO FT. CONNEKDEAD ( PROD. THEULTRAVIOLETCROW)

Devil & Angel

SOCIETY//VIRUS

Crow

TWISTED MINDS

“If God is for you it doesn’t matter who isn’t.”
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