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Next Time It's Too Late

Control Me (nothing even matters)

This is the first song from my upcoming EP "The Story of my Life" dropping in January 2023.

Løuis:
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/austin.x.louis/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/46DIJY3iVYrFysGl75e57G?si=t1GeT-weQp28C12p15s3aw
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/l%C3%B8uis/1509373997
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxzJylgiX9k1fc3VLnNJqUw

Lyrics:
I’m lonely
Please hide all the knives
I’m wondering
Am I doing this right
I don’t know how to live
I don’t know how to love
Anxiety kills 
I can’t sleep at night
It’s only
A piece of my life
I’m wondering
Does it end tonight
I can’t live with regret
I can’t live with my head 
Anxiety kills
I can’t sleep at night
When I cried
They told me to take my life
When I tried
They said that my head ain’t right
They have the nerve to ask why I’m becoming so distant
When I wouldn’t have been here if I took their advice 

I can’t admit that I need help
I have to keep it to myself
I’m dancing on the rooftop with the ghost from my past ‘cause I have nobody else
I can’t speak up ‘cause I’m a man
I don’t expect them to understand
They didn’t have the time for me but when I was there for them I held their hands

Can’t think straight 
Some of my friends were the first ones to call me crazy
Ease my pain
Guess they were right I was wrong took my gun off safety 
But I have Angels on my side that are fighting all the Demons trynahypnotize me
Can’t believe what I’m seeing
Could they live in my head so they can see the all the reasons 
Why they’d rather be dead than find out how far it deepens
I’m too old to cry
I’m too young to die
I’ll be right here till it’s over
I’m too cold to try
I’m too dead inside
I’ll talk with God when I’m sober

I can’t admit that I need help
I have to keep it to myself
I’m dancing on the rooftop with the ghost from my past ‘cause I have nobody else
I can’t speak up ‘cause I’m a man
I don’t expect them to understand
They didn’t have the time for me but when I was there for them I held their hands

Spotify/Apple Music

Am I Doing This Right

Løuis
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/austin.x.louis/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/46DIJY3iVYrFysGl75e57G?si=t1GeT-weQp28C12p15s3aw
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/l%C3%B8uis/1509373997
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxzJylgiX9k1fc3VLnNJqUw

lyrics:
you won’t call tonight
i hate the fact this happens every time
guess i’m not enough
cuz i was trying to give my heart but it’s been hard to trust
said i wouldn’t fall again as i was falling more in love with you
tried to cross the bridge but now that bridge is burning thanks to you 
damage left inside my head was caused from breathing in the fumes
having visions of you dancing with the devil i’m confused
want to get the best of me because your heart is so consumed

silence silence my voice is ringing your head
silence silence i hope you heard every word i said
silence
silence inside my head

baby you’re upset but I don’t understand
why you’re now sending me texts of naked photographs
i tried i tried quitting but you know I’m attached
denied denied feelings now you’re wanting a chance but
you didn’t care cuz i was only a test run
you started driving me away from your heart 
but i didn’t mind i was riding with you for life
tonight running lights crashed and now we’re burning alive 
burning alive alive alive i tired
but i can’t accept the way you lied to my face
you ruined my faith for the next one

silence silence my voice is ringing your head
silence silence i hope you heard every word i said
silence
silence inside my head

Silence

Fingers

Quitter

The Fall

Lately

Prod. Nik Trekov
Mixed/Mastered: Nik Trekov

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it's all a dream
a distant, memory
I fall asleep
and love you, endlessly


thanks noah for the production, mix and master

Kiremi - STARCHASER

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LIFE IN THE FAST LANE 
contact: onlyconner@gmail.com

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