just gave our orders, and resumed our silence
reverted to my default of hiding behind my shyness
tried to catch her eye but it was no use
felt like the last straw and i think we both knew

turns out it was about the new person i am
different gleam in my eyes, ever since i moved back
that i seem more indifferent to life's simple pleasures
even though i know what works for me, now i couldn't be safer?

oh no oh no
world is shifting in my eyes
oh no oh no
see shit in a different light
oh no oh no
i had so much more to say
oh well oh well
it's her word i have to take

we were sitting in a restaurant and she (different she)just ignored me all day and i was torn idk if it was overdramatic or if i genuinely did something like wtf is going on

perplexing discussion about my worldviews, morals and values

(prod. by favour)
 written by gloomed
lyrics -------------
i said something and i dont cry,

 i stare at the ceiling im lost in my mind, 

a tear shed but its something i confide, 

i dont want to lose you tonight you die,

 but im not fine, but im not fine
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i dont know the issue,

 something my mind i miss you, this love is extravagant, 

i dont want you mad and shit

, im just gonna wife this bitch,

 i dont want you mad and shit
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i said something and i dont cry,

 i stare at the ceiling im lost in my mind, 

a tear shed but its something i confide, 

i dont want to lose you tonight you die,

 but im not fine, but im not fine

Imnotfine

produced by ivy cloak

mixed by me

written by osoarin @osoarin

i can see everything happening at once (ivy cloak)

HIT THE BRUH (squirlbeats + kissure)

prod squirlbeats & kinsage second half prod me
goin thru a lot but everyone still my bruh

bruh (emotional) (squirlbeats & kinsage & joebruh)

ik that we were a match.
@rans0m
@prodkbl
@anem0s

MATCH feat ransom (kbl, anem0s)

song by [@conren]
produced by [@conren]
click SHOW MORE for lyrics

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you always laughed at me when i was at my worst
i should've told you but i was all out of words
i sit in silence and remember all this hurt
yeah and it hurts me
and if you think that i didn't care at all 
its cause i'm thinking i might just go end it after all 
shoot out all my brains all on the ceiling, paint the wall
listen to my screams of help cause i wont be here long
I'm gon' shoot my brains out
Let my body rot, just let it fall down
Leave behind the things I used to care about
Cause I don't really have nobody helping out
I'm selfish now

manipulative subject (p. conren)

I love this game 🌫

Lyrics -
I gotta stop
I cannot flop
I'm going crazy
I'm on the top
I get a bag
I get it fast
Wii sports resort, I'm flying past²

If you wanna talk, you get hit with a sword bitch
10 bull's eyes in a row, through a damn ditch
I been draining 3's, feel like pros, in the NBA
If you wanna bowl, getting strikes every day 
Real strange flow but I'm working on it
I'm going up, like that's ironic
People wanna tell me that I'd never make shit
But like every song so far is a hit
I got stacks, I got bands in my pocket
If he wanna talk, put his face in a locket
When I'm rapping feel like I can't fucking die bitch
No I'm not no fucking pussy, wanna fight bitch

(repeat hook)

I don't care about the numbers but they steady going up
Look like analogue clocks, got money stacking to the top
Bitches talking on my name, like I could ever give a fuck
No surprise, I keep walking not a word other than sup
Bitch
I cannot stop till my creative sense is satisfied
Slashing like regicide
Imma just keep making heat
and gaining respect, with hopes in before I die
I just been stuck at the bottom, I guess that it's part of the life
if you wan talk on my name, then you best know, I got-
Big guns, I-points on your head 📍📍📍
Big puns, like Sans, up next
Big pop, boy you no threat
Wii shop, I cop some threads
I just keep going cause I do not care
call me a pyro, how I got the flare
I just keep burning down like
I'm always on fire, bitch I'm a nightmare
(these lyrics are shit)

(repeat hook)

Wii Sports Resort🌊 (Shand)

Sup?

bullshit, bullshit
heard him talking shit he eat a bullet, bullet
bitch I'm coming back, there ain't no fooling, fooling
we gon break him down, he need a toolkit, toolkit
(Cut his body with a razor)
Got a red dot
Point it as his dome, now he gon shapeshift to a dead opp
I been me forever, yeah this nothing that you can stop
I keep going up, a fucking felon, I can't get caught
this bullet gonna login like a hotspot
Fuck that
I don't need a hoe, don't wanna talk bitch
Kicking down his door, we leaving blood up on the wall bitch
Standing in my sightline, you gon walk through pearly gates 
I got so much money, yeah i feel like bill gates

Red shell, red shell
We gon hunt you down
yeah you get exhaled, exhaled
Smoking on your pack, I sent a
Blue shell, blue shell
Turn you into dust, no evidence
Dead as hell, Who could tell?
(Ain't nobody miss you anyway)
I came back with the heat yeah you know me
People talking I could never let one hold me
You can't harm me, solar armor unholy
These terraspark boots, stomping on your dome piece
I feel like the moon lord, only coming out at night
Like a solar eclipse, he get swarmed, I take his life
Yeah I'm back on that bitcrush, I ain't ever switch up
Took me 6 months, now I'm coming back with big bucks
It's like I ain't ever left
Bitch we better than ever I gotta get it off my chest
and no, I don't wanna talk down, I just do my own thing
I don't need no beef just to get someone to noice me

Red Dot +Daikyu (Plxce)

this is hella diff from my normal stuff
cover art made by me
hope yall enjoy <3

jayne :
this aint what you want
like why you talk to me when you have +1
and why the fuck these mean girls just heaven sent
bitch i really thought that u were the one

so i pull up with a new bitch
margiela got me suited
and if her man wanna talk down on my name then we get to it
she said “jayne pls dont do it”
like baby you just stupid
im sick and tired of this love shit
i cant fix it im not cupid
im so tired of these hoes
you hit me up i ignore your calls
she said that she wanna talk to me more
but baby i cant get caught up with these whores

hit you up one time “are you alr”
now your texting my phone
baby its been all night
you said you gotta man tho
i said baby its alr

ima hit you up one time
i just crossed the line
now its like 3am
she hitting me up like “ur fine”

@xelsius :
I said baby I don’t think that we see eye2eye
I can’t trip over no ho’s until my money right
Funny guy, never been a dummy guy,
Walk into the function get it jumpin like a bunny, guy
I’m not fine, I’m pissed
Push it to the limit, high risk
Too dumb if I don’t send it
Hi, bih
No wait I’m trippin I mean, “Bye, bih”
Already on the road

mean girls / crossed a line w/ xel (p. takeluf)

One acoustic guitar strumming cords and another playing the melody.

Acoustic jizz

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