Shadows We Chase

*lyrics*

Now im in my head ima let you down 
and you're the only one i care about
when im driving all alone back from your house
ima ghost on the wall but i dont make a sound
i feel it in my bones you're begging me 
to stay another night but this is killing me
leaving ash on the floor will you remember me
when you've moved on and I've moved to another city

all these fights set aside i still need you here
said youd be by my side im still waiting here
all this weed in my pipe burns into the air
it was lie after lie thought this was our year
smokey nights in july all my pants are seered
i still hear all your words whispered to my ears
all the love in my soul was replaced with fear
hands are wet from holding on i think my time is near

All these burns on my lips i cant help but show
always knew i had have these problems with letting go
my feet crunch on the ground as they touch the snow
always knew id have some problems with being alone

remember me ft. 9TAILS (prod. jewfy)

[prod. shoki]

another song from the album:
yeah i produced this whole thing but @yungshoki can have the cred ;) :)
sample inspired by @foreigngotem

Negative attention only thing ive ever known
They got this conception of me from the things i show
Never made a friend that i could truly call my own
Never made a song that you would like and so i dont

When i say im sad i fucking mean that i might kill myself
You make me so mad cant even feel myself
Calling out for help i need to heal myself
I dont fuck with you i need to shield myself


Still wear old clothes aint changed
Old hoes new hoes same thang
They used to hate me now they love me: fuckin lames
Im making moves you making copies what a shame

I only think im happy when she text me tryna fuck 
I only pick my phone up if it ringing from the plug
I dont want no friends i only wanna do my drugs
I dont got a benz im rolling round in something sus

I was all alone all by myself and they all stared
Im still screaming out for help and no one’s there
You hurt me then you say you wanna help you say you swear
But if theres anything ive learned its that no one cares

Aint nobody making tracks like me
Aint nobody glowing fast like me
Aint nobody from my past like me
Aint nobody hate my ass like me

I been working all day all night
Never asked for help so dont be asking me for mine
I been trying to come up this whole time
I been dreaming of this shit my whole life

Negative attention only thing ive ever known
They got this conception of me from the things i show
Never made a friend that i could truly call my own
Never made a song that you would like and so i dont

When i say im sad i fucking mean that i might kill myself
You make me so mad cant even feel myself
Calling out for help i need to heal myself
Hope you realize that this is how i felt yuh

wetwork

ＤＯＮ＇Ｔ　ＬＥＴ　ＧＯ

//私はコントロールを失う//

s/o to two of my favorite people 
@convolk
@hatefulbeats

lyrics
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guardin
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this is the last time you'll see me
believe me
or not
i don't really care
drove by in my van & she wasn't even there
i'm fallin' apart while you're playing with his hair
probably gonna fuck but do you even dare
a lot of people say i'm losing control
i think i know where i should go
fuck sleep i don't ever wanna let go
don't let go

convolk
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under the bed
the pillows and sheets
get out of my head
i wander the streets
it's easy to see
the blood that we bleed
i'm not meant for you
you're not meant for me

i guess this is it
we’ll cry til we’re sick
i'm hitting continue
and you’re hitting quit
i'll go one way
and you’ll go the other
this is the last time
we’ll speak to another

photos of you
i threw them away
but i cant throw away the memories
at least now we’re done pretending
after all the times we said things
ok

follow hateful

photos of you (feat. convolk)(prod. by hateful)

mixed & mastered by @lilsadeyes
produced by @avion666

icy lyrics:
all white dope
make your throat go numb
bitch its cold outside
you could never be the one
who could take my life
imma do that myself
i can feed off the weakness 
of you and your wealth
i got chain laced ones
gucci noose round my neck
i cant fuck with my demons
theyll bleed for a check
man i hate myself 
why the fuck should i breathe
all your words contradict
you mean nothing to me.

sadeyes lyrics:
see me out in the pouring rain
watch me end my life
watch me end my pain
i don't care if you hate me
no ones bullshit can phase me
lil shawdy i'm crazy
ain't no way you gon date me
fuck me up i'm dumb
i'm psycho, rip my heart apart
with your eyes closed
where my love go
where my trust go
she a fuck hoe
where my drugs go

Snow - (ft. sadeyes) prod. Avion

afterlife (ft. convolk)(prod. jody)

[Prod. Fish Narc]

I'm blowing up pronto
Bullet in his head the Sopranos
Clean cut Ket up in my nose
Kicked out of school now my mom knows

Take another hit yeah time to get it started 
I ain't talking shit no I'm just being honest
Take another trip yeah hope that it’s the farthest 
Feeling like a hit man looking like I’m garbage 

I can’t sleep or dream without you 
And when I sleep I dream about you 
And angel wings won’t help me fly 
A paradox a worthless life 

Look at all these people passing 
Car goes fast I hope we’re crashing 
Heart beats fast I hope were laughing 
Cause when I die it won’t be tragic 

Fuck love yeah I’m tryna be hated
Fuck drugs but I’m tryna get faded 
Fuck luck yeah I’m tryna be the greatest
Fuck trust now I’m never gonna say shit
x2

I'm blowing up pronto
Bullet in his head the Sopranos
Clean cut Ket up in my nose
Kicked out of school now my mom knows
x2

Pronto

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FaUc_yX7Vaw

this song is for the fans
for the OG listeners
for the people who enable me to exist
love u all so much

old convolk is back but i never left [prod. dee b]

this song got forcibly taken down two years ago... i hope you enjoy this much better version

1 want 2 jump [prod. yungcold]

ft. @emofruits
prod. @seantseant

MIDNIGHT, STREET LIGHTS

Lyrics:
Midnight
Street lights
Baby your the shadow in my life

Feels like
We died
It might just be a thought inside my mind

It feels like theres just something i cant find
Im goin to the city of stars tonight
I have ghosts that haunt me in the night
Speaking to me under the moonlight

World of darkness
Creatures and monsters 
Feeling so heartless
Everythings so hard now

I need to find a way outside this town
Before i drown 
Before i let you all down again 

Oh my friend 
Is this the end
Is this the end of everything ive ever known
Can you stay i dont want to be alone

Frvr X Emo Fruits - City of Stars [Prod. Sean T]

I see passion in disguise I still hate 2 say goodbye , im goin luv u til I d1e


(yea this off dome but its cool sleep on me)