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Prettyheartbreak - 2029

Release date: 18th June 2017
Prod. trill skeleton & convolk

Lyrics:
https://genius.com/Convolk-haha-im-not-sad-you-are-lyrics

haha im not sad you are

not goin

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i made this in the hospital they got pissed

[prod. Dee B] 

Weird but im cute
Baby you are too
Imma show her off like some new designer shoes

If she gimme shit then i put her on mute
Fuck a stupid love song im tryna get the juice

Ballin every day
Fuck the shit you say
Fuck your dumb opinions you wont say them to my face

Breaking all the records teachers said i wouldnt make
This aint even dinner i just gave you all a taste

Used to be a nerd used to be a fucking lame
Used to get bullied for my weird last name

Now im making racks put them all in the bank
Now im taking hoes from they mans like a game

Now they wanna talk said the past’s a mistake
Now they want my time “how much for a day”

I dont wanna talk so i dash do the race
Feeling like tay cuz im bout to catch a case

Its just another pop song
Call me taylor swift
Munchin on a poptart
Fuckin on your bitch

Everybody hates me
So i flipped a switch
Now im in the mainstream
Now they give a shit

Weird but im cute
Baby you are too
Imma show her off like some new designer shoes

If she gimme shit then i put her on mute
Fuck a stupid love song im tryna get the juice

Ballin every day
Fuck the shit you say
Fuck your dumb opinions you wont say them to my face

Breaking all the records teachers said i wouldnt make
This aint even dinner i just gave you all a taste

Polo sport my shirt
20 dollar jeans

You flexing that designer but it dont look clean
You acting like you hard but you cry when they mean
Say you got no friends then say you ball with the team

Ignore me til im up
Try your fucking luck
Imma blow up while i show you that you suck

My whole school hate me but i dont give a fuck
Im getting all this butt while im getting all these bucks

Weird but im cute
Baby you are too
Imma show her off like some new designer shoes

If she gimme shit then i put her on mute
Fuck a stupid love song im tryna get the juice

Ballin every day
Fuck the shit you say
Fuck your dumb opinions you wont say them to my face

Breaking all the records teachers said i wouldnt make
This aint even dinner i just gave you all a taste

drink-182

prod me, @aarne0 and coprod by @ccinos 
[prod. aarne & convolk]
see you at my show
Im too scared to play it
Have a crush on you but i dont know how to say it

Drinking on some xans cuz im feeling really anxious
You ignore me now so dont call me when im famous
X2

Never knew i would ever feel it again
One look in your eyes and im a kid again
Wanna talk to you but im the one that you dont see
Running after you like a mothafuckin track meet 

I been working hard drop a song every damn week
Fuck my whole school if I died theyd be laughing
Failing out of every single class that I’m taking
smile on my face they can’t tell that I’m faking 

Почему почему почему ты
Говоришь говоришь что я узкий
X2

no joke
Baby I’m broke 
no smoke
baby I’ll choke

Fell in love with you in the second that our eyes met 
now you’re front row at my show and I’m on next 

see you at my show
Im too scared to play it
Have a crush on you but i dont know how to say it

Drinking on some xans cuz im feeling really anxious
You ignore me now so dont call me when im famous
X2

I been working hard drop a song every damn week
Fuck my whole school if I died theyd be laughing
Failing out of every single class that I’m taking
smile on my face they can’t tell that I’m faking

front row

Life's fucking crazy
I think I'm fading
Always in the background
That's where I'm staying
She gunned my fucking heart down
And replaced it
I have nothing left now
Man I hate it

Even if you tried to
You couldn't save me
Always getting lied to
My life is wasting
I'm so fucking tired
My dreams are dead to me
I'm not gonna make it
The reaper next to me

Watching over every move
So much sleep I lose
Every night I contemplate
Like what the fuck to do
I don't wanna feel this way
I'm so stuck in place
All I ever knew was pain
And fucking rainy days
I can't get outside my brain
I'm smoking purple haze
Make the demons go away
And all my thoughts erase
Don't know why they fucking hate
It makes no sense to me
I just wanna help myself
Discover inner peace

To me I am the enemy
There's something wrong with me
The chemicals inside my brain
Are fucking hurting me
The memories keep coming back
It's like their haunting me
Lying to my fucking face
Just tell me honestly
You ain't got no loyalty
I hate this fucking town
Wish that I could burn it down
All these snakes around

Life's fucking crazy
I think I'm fading
Always in the background
That's where I'm staying
She gunned my fucking heart down
And replaced it
I have nothing left now
Man I hate it

Life's fucking crazy
I think I'm fading
Always in the background
That's where I'm staying
She gunned my fucking heart down
And replaced it
I have nothing left now
Man I hate it

spotify

fading (prod. cartier)

[prod. Dee B]

Hey im doing fine 
Thanks for writing to me
And ill do another line
If It helps forget you

So I feel blue
U do too
Got me spinning like a hula hoop
Toodle-oo

Think im brittney back in 99
No rules
Only happy when im high as hell
No doom

Burning all the messages you sent to me
Never realized how much you even meant to me
Wish i wasnt such a fuck up at everyhing
Rage and jealousy thats all i bleed

Moving on would be the best thingf
x2
Moving on from me is the best thing
Moving on woudl be the best thing
Hey im doing fine 
Thanks for writing to me
And ill do another line
If It helps forget you

 x2

Подожди моя я никогда тебя не вижу
Если ты моя я навсегда тебя и слышу 
И Если ты моя я навсегда твоя и буду
А если ты не мой тогда я здесь сижу и я жду

im doing fine, thanks

I know she don't love me
Would never trust me

I know she don't love me
Would never trust me
Had hopeless feelings
Since I was 14
Just wanna fade out
This world is plain now
This scene is played out
It's all the same now

I hope I wash away
Bring the rain down
I'm smoking everyday
It help my brain out
Cause it's a fucking mess
Lately I'm close to death
I think I need to rest
Cause I don't feel my best
Feel pain inside my chest
It's hard to catch a breath
So I just need a sec
To keep my life intact
Sometimes I feel so lost
And I don't have a map
Don't know where I'm at
Looking for a sign
Wish I could go back
To the better times
To the better days
And the better nights
When I was just a kid
Never questioned life
What was wrong or right
Never really cared

Still don't really care
I can take you there
Welcome to my world
There's sadness in the air
Depression everywhere
Don't feel like waking up
God I fucking suck
Feel so fucking stuck
Walking through the mud
I know I'm not enough
I just wanted love
But now I have no trust
I just got the drugs
And now my feelings numb
Please don't hit me up
Im higher than the sun
I know we had our fun
But that shit's over now
Left me here to die
Looking like a clown
Left me here to die
Bleeding on the ground
But I made it out
Yeah I made it out

I know she don't love me
Would never trust me
Had hopeless feelings
Since I was 14
Just wanna fade out
This world is plain now
This scene is played out
It's all the same now

trust me (prod. blackmayo)

(prod. blade901)
soundcloud.com/blade_901

[lyrics]

ya i wake up at night again
breaking entitlement 
folding my hands to the back of my head
obvious tension, furious silence
cover in canvas in august.

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

you taught me how to not be there
while mommy always taught me not to stop and stare
these people i erase from my thoughts go where?
i'm sick of every lie that i cry with swear

it's been a long time, i'm feelin like shit
pick up the gun, now i'm wid it
i'm feelin fucked up, i wanna get buck
just lost my mind like i'm vision
blood splattered all in my kitchen
she wanna think that it's pretend 
not comin back for a minute
i'm gone but i'm still singin
 
she's so cold
hold me close and dont let me go
baby that's fine
you leave me alone all the time
oh yeah, please tell me was it worth it
too many fucking voices they're echoing
in my head
oh wait, now tell me where your hiding
left me with nothing when I was ten
but now i'm crying

i see you stand all alone
outside our house i watched you go
not enough to feel bad, just enough to let go
every thought in my head eats away at my soul
mom and dad are upset, I don't know what to do
i was just a young boy crying alone in my room

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

don't enter pt. 3 (prod. blade901)

Going insane
Imma fiend
I can't fucking stop it
Always staring at my screen
I wanna drop it down

When i think about it all
I wanna end it
Always messy in my head
I'm feeling manic now

Always lonely and confused
I don't what the fuck to do
All my friends keep falling through
But now I know that's nothing new

Bitch I made it by myself
I don't need your fucking help
I'd be better off in hell
Always hiding my shell
Wishing I was someone else
Oh well oh well
I'm just playing with the cards
That I was dealt

Always gamble with my life
This game is do or die
So I roll the fucking dice
And you can't live it twice
So I'm up like every night
I wanna feel alive
But I know I'm not alright
I know I'm not alright

Going insane
Imma fiend
I can't fucking stop it
Always staring at my screen
I wanna drop it down

When I think about it all
I wanna end it
Always messy in my head
I'm feeling manic now

Always lonely and confused
I don't what the fuck to do
All my friends keep falling through
But now I know that's nothing new