it's better to burst and fade away. it's better to rust and turn to grey than it's when every day's the same.

Damn this guitar riff or whatever yall call it slaps

olanzapina y alegria

stream now: https://open.spotify.com/album/3eLCewsqsYGhM161BuYQem?si=HY0Wuu4lTMOqEPVwfVowuw

@linearwave @eliezerrip

idk // goodbye

idk w/ Linearwave & Samueliez

Fasetya - all the kids are depressed (Shalom Margaret Cover) - Lofi Remix

§tir Up The Pøt.m4a

intro game too strong for yall smh
one of my fav songs i've made in awhile, hope yall enjoy it as much as i do <3 
prod. tag but yungster yools herself ofc 
melody from white album
---
[verse 1]
the tightness on my chest 
makes it hard for me breath
cuz you're the air thatd fill my lungs 
and all the things that i would need 
and i've grown to just accept that
it should be easier for me
locked up my heart 
and ur the one that wields the key but

[chorus]
ik ill never be the one
thats running around your mind
the coldness fills the air 
with thoughts of you and i 
but as long as you're still smiling
i won't care the reason why
but the coldness fills the air
with thoughts of you and i 

[verse 2]
i try to find a way
to escape what im feeling
but i stay in bed 
and just stare at the ceiling 
cuz if i fall asleep
you'll visit me in my dreams
inside a house that i can never leave
so i'll try to find a way 
to escape 
this sense of hopelessness i feel
this sense of loneliness 
is why i wish i couldn't feel

[chorus]

with thoughts of you and i (x4)

[chorus]

[chorus 2]
ik ill never be the one
thats running around your mind
and the coldness fills the air 
with thoughts of you and i 
but promise me you'll smile
cuz you look cuter when you do
although the coldness fills the air
i'll still think of you

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with thoughts of you and i

somethin different, hope yall dig it regardless <3

disappear from everyone
i hold so close to me 
fade away into the night 
and hope it takes away the pain
if i fall asleep forever
for better or for worse
at least i won't be awake
to feel the guilt and regret
i always knew

i can't even cry 
if i wanted to
and i'm sorry that i lie
when i talk to you

i don't remember 
the last time i smiled
and meant it
i can't remember
the last time 
i felt something real

disappear

buy/listen

dog in a cage

[Prod. Fish Narc]

I'm blowing up pronto
Bullet in his head the Sopranos
Clean cut Ket up in my nose
Kicked out of school now my mom knows

Take another hit yeah time to get it started 
I ain't talking shit no I'm just being honest
Take another trip yeah hope that it’s the farthest 
Feeling like a hit man looking like I’m garbage 

I can’t sleep or dream without you 
And when I sleep I dream about you 
And angel wings won’t help me fly 
A paradox a worthless life 

Look at all these people passing 
Car goes fast I hope we’re crashing 
Heart beats fast I hope were laughing 
Cause when I die it won’t be tragic 

Fuck love yeah I’m tryna be hated
Fuck drugs but I’m tryna get faded 
Fuck luck yeah I’m tryna be the greatest
Fuck trust now I’m never gonna say shit
x2

I'm blowing up pronto
Bullet in his head the Sopranos
Clean cut Ket up in my nose
Kicked out of school now my mom knows
x2

Pronto

gone

Cat Scratch

Convolk - Gone

another ceiling i don't recognize
another feeling and i'm petrified
i've been flying out just to stay inside
i never listen to my own advice, no

what the hell have i been doing?
makin up excuses, i don't wanna do this
so what the hell have i been doing?
i been stuck inside a room with
way too much to lose

but it's worse at night
something's gotta give
i don't wanna die but
i don't wanna live
it gets worse at night
something's gotta give
i don't wanna die but
i don't wanna live

tryna be strong is my weakness
what's a life with no meaning?
help me get rid of this feeling
i'm not alive i'm just breathing

no, oh
don't go
no, oh
i'm alone

something's gotta give

Listen on Spotify:  https://open.spotify.com/track/17ozWxdiufZH8VLxsAKpo6?si=631HDv5BRTCnQgVar0DUMQ

Prod by: RDY Beats

Cover art by Feztiz: https://www.instagram.com/feztiz/

Lyrics: 
Life's been passing by
And so have you
We're running out of time
And patience too

If you say it one more time
Then I will too
But we're running out of love
And it hurts too

We're fading out from each other slowly

If you love me baby trust me 
Just this one more time
If you love me baby say it 
Put your lips on mine

If you love me baby trust me
It'll be alright
If you wanted you could hold me 
For another night

Been loosing myself for a while now
everything we are and were is fading too
And I've been wanting it for a while now
Was hoping you could save me in the way you do

so if you baby love me
say you do
but I know its me who cant let go 
you mess me up

If you love me baby trust me 
Just this one more time
If you love me baby say it
Put your lips on mine

If you love me baby trust me
It'll be alright
If you wanted you could hold me 
For another night

Trust Me

i always fall in love
with someone that i can’t have
i never asked for my heart
to be broken in half
i tried my best to stay away
you probably noticed, but
it’s not your fault i hate myself
hope you know this

life that i’m livings a lie
even if you asked
i probably couldn’t
tell you why
taken over by a void
i can’t even fucking cry
every time you ask about me
i’m just feeling tongue tied
it’s the same shit
over and over
ik were both growing
older and older
feeling our hearts
get colder and colder
wish i could feel
your head on my shoulders, but

timing was always an enemy
you were never just a friend to me, i
know what i’m saying doesn’t add up
to how i speak when you askin me wassup
yeah timing was always my enemy
and you were never just a friend to me, i
know what i’m saying doesn’t add up
to how i speak when you askin me wassup

it's not your fault

spotify, apple, etc.

released July 24th 2020- mastered by @henrymusicc

voicemail

pretty bby w/ SpaceMan Zack (prod. by HXRXKILLER)

I'm crying on top of a midi track, srry mom..

my songs: https://soundcloud.com/808_grim

gone

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