already loving it just from the first few seconds 

around this time last year this was on replay non stop so i had to come back

Thank you 🖤 im alive because of  music like this🎆

intro game too strong for yall smh
one of my fav songs i've made in awhile, hope yall enjoy it as much as i do <3 
prod. tag but yungster yools herself ofc 
melody from white album
---
[verse 1]
the tightness on my chest 
makes it hard for me breath
cuz you're the air thatd fill my lungs 
and all the things that i would need 
and i've grown to just accept that
it should be easier for me
locked up my heart 
and ur the one that wields the key but

[chorus]
ik ill never be the one
thats running around your mind
the coldness fills the air 
with thoughts of you and i 
but as long as you're still smiling
i won't care the reason why
but the coldness fills the air
with thoughts of you and i 

[verse 2]
i try to find a way
to escape what im feeling
but i stay in bed 
and just stare at the ceiling 
cuz if i fall asleep
you'll visit me in my dreams
inside a house that i can never leave
so i'll try to find a way 
to escape 
this sense of hopelessness i feel
this sense of loneliness 
is why i wish i couldn't feel

[chorus]

with thoughts of you and i (x4)

[chorus]

[chorus 2]
ik ill never be the one
thats running around your mind
and the coldness fills the air 
with thoughts of you and i 
but promise me you'll smile
cuz you look cuter when you do
although the coldness fills the air
i'll still think of you

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with thoughts of you and i

hope you guys enjoy listening to this as much as @hatefulbeats and i enjoyed making this <3 

(on that day, the day the star fell, it was just like-
-it was just like a beautiful view, 
straight from a dream)

dancing beneath the starlight 
i was following ur lead 
just u and i within the limelight 
wherever that may be

getting lost in each other 
there’s nothing we can’t do 
doesn’t matter where we are 
as long as i am here with u

mesmerized inside ur eyes 
a feeling like a dream 
a far off memory 
i wanna line up the pieces 
for u and me

a feeling oh so distant
like the sound of my alarm 
and now i wonder why i’m cold
when i still have u in my arms

and we have a connection 
but i can only see ur face at night 
and i miss ur affection 
i remember when ur hand was holding mine

i followed u in the dark 
a death cab for cutie 
we’re worlds apart 
but it felt like u knew me

and i don’t think i ever caught your name 
and i don’t think ill ever be the same

and now im feeling so anxious 
a part of me is missing 
spent all my time in the night still wishing 
to see ur face again 
i don’t want to forget 
the time i loved a girl 
that id never...

(haven’t we met?
i thought so too
your name is..."

your name

buy/listen

demxntia & hateful - your name

much love to @kaiyko <3
art by both of us (flower pic by love-abia on tumblr)

[demxntia & kaiyko]
you're the flower that I saw that day
I miss the way you comfort me 
I lost my sense of feeling love
the day you walked away from me

[kaiyko]

The other day, I swear that I saw your face, 
hidden in the crowd like a ghost that just fades away
I promise I wanted to see you next spring time
But by the time you come around I wont be the same girl I am 
now you start to disappear, can't help myself but drown in fear
I'm counting all our days spent together 
and I wish good times could last forever and
this is all the time we have, and I know our goodbye is shattered
but you'll be in my heart till the end of forever because...

[demxntia & kaiyko]

you're the flower that I saw that day
I miss the way you comfort me 
I lost my sense of feeling love
the day you walked away from me

[demxntia]

waking up alone I feel like part of me is missing 
flipping through the photos of the memories we shared 
and I swear that I remember all the days we spent together 
but I ruin all the things that I hold close to me 
now I'm regretting every thing we never did I can't face it
the thought of you alone breaks my heart and I hate it 
but I hope that the sound of my voice is enough 
to reach the one that I'll always love

[demxntia & kaiyko]

you're the flower that I saw that day
I miss the way you comfort me 
I lost my sense of feeling love
the day you walked away from me

When the sun sets I'll try to remember 
the things you that you promised when we were together
I'll dry all your tears if it means that you'll stay
I'll find you again and again till this pain fades away

the day you walked away

spotify, apple, etc.

the day you walked away w/ kaiyko

and we're back on the same page
that we have been left on 
denying my feelings that 
i don't want to act upon
i hate when i'm numb but
it's worse when i feel 
the fact that i'm writing 
this song makes it real 

but um...

what've you been up to? 
are you fine like you told me? 
cuz i normally wouldn't care 
but i guess that's the old me 
when you tell me you're sad
and you've had a bad day
it's all that i'll think about
i'll feel the same way as you

do what you do
got me head over heels for you 
your laugh is my favorite song
it's played in my mind all the time 

(all the time) 

and i can't seem to
get it out of my head 
every night i lie
alone in my bed 
overthinking everything
till i'm dead, oh 

(and i'll watch as the sun 
rises from my room)

every night i lie
alone in my bed 
overthinking everything
till i'm dead, oh 

(and the only person that
i wanna talk to is...)

every night i lie
alone in my bed 
overthinking everything
till i'm dead, oh

goodnight

overthinking.

cop if ya want

yall went crazy for me this year, thank you so much. 
this is my last song of the year so i hope yall enjoy it as much as i did making it.

this was inspired by the song "somebody else" by the 1975 and @montydatta; i wrote this song abt the same person i wrote "the words i should've said" to around this time last year and now we're finally together <3

---

[verse I]

baby i admit it
i'm possessive
ion ever mean
to come off
aggressive
wit my emotions
i'm expressin
ion ever wanna
be too excessive
when i get jealous
or too invested
toss n turnin
in bed while 
i'm waiting
on ur message
i been thinkin
abt the way that
u smiled when
i sang in front of u

[bridge]

ion ever wanna change that
and ion ever wanna change u
oh girl ur perfect and
i jus wanna entertain u
are u lyin in bed?
have u fallin asleep yet?
are u thinkin of me?
cuz ur still in my head babe

[chorus]

ur runnin around 
inside of my mind
i'm missing the sound
of ur voice tonight
and i hope that u feel
the same way too because
nobody else can have you

[break]

yeah, oh
nobody
 
[verse II]

and i promised u
that i'll be by ur side
when u need me to i'll
always try to provide
cuz ur worth everything
in the world and more
now ur the reason i sing
honey i'm all yours, and

[bridge II]

i would never wanna change that
and i would never wanna change u
girl i'm not perfect
but i would never try to blame u
are u lyin in bed?
have u fallin asleep yet?
are u thinkin of me?
cuz ur still in my head babe

[chorus]

ur runnin around 
inside of my mind
i'm missing the sound
of ur voice tonight
and i hope that u feel
the same way too because
nobody else can have you

nobody else

A new song to celebrate the upcoming holiday. <3
prod @l1lbiscuit
art by @ maepetals (insta)

lyrics:

See my girl in my head while I lay in my bed
When I'm up so late and I can't think straight
But my minds on overdrive, I see her in my mind

(oh hey, oh hi, oh hey, oh hi, hello)

And I tell her she's the one
Cause my baby so fun
Cause my babygirl fine
And she hotter than the sun
She prolly double a dime
Without a reason I rhyme
My speech impediment died
While looking into her eyes
I wonder if I'll survive
Loving her gets me high
I kiss and I wet her thighs
I never did realize
She tasty like apple pie
She the apple of my eye

Girl even with your clothes on
I can see your soul I'm
Addicted to your glow
I think we're compatible
Let me check my horoscope
Baby swear it's not a joke

See my girl in my head while I lay in my bed
When I'm up so late and I can't think straight
But my minds on overdrive, I see her in my mind

(god damn god damn, uh yuh, god damn god damn)

Won't you be my valentine, babygirl won't you be mine?
Cupid got me lookin' stupid, girls out here are really ruthless
(2x)

You could be my everything, I think that we could be a thing

See my girl in my head while I lay in my bed
When I'm up so late and I can't think straight
But my minds on overdrive, I see her in my mind

Valentine

Valentine [Prod. Lil Biscuit]

another ceiling i don't recognize
another feeling and i'm petrified
i've been flying out just to stay inside
i never listen to my own advice, no

what the hell have i been doing?
makin up excuses, i don't wanna do this
so what the hell have i been doing?
i been stuck inside a room with
way too much to lose

but it's worse at night
something's gotta give
i don't wanna die but
i don't wanna live
it gets worse at night
something's gotta give
i don't wanna die but
i don't wanna live

tryna be strong is my weakness
what's a life with no meaning?
help me get rid of this feeling
i'm not alive i'm just breathing

no, oh
don't go
no, oh
i'm alone

something's gotta give

OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO HERE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pbnrnTJpvB0

shoutouts 2 @kaiyko as always!!

let me have a minute to get
my head on straight
i really haven’t been myself
for almost 28 days and i think
what a bummer could November really be?
i think there’s something that my eyes can’t see
cuz lately i’ve been getting so upset
with almost everything 

i don’t wanna be a villain
in this story of mine (neither do you)
i don’t wanna be a perfect person
that’s just a lie
but you keep taking all the words that
keep falling out my mouth
i don’t think you see what my
problem is even all about

oh, what a lie 
that we live
it’s alright to be 
alone sometimes
what a life 
that we’re given
it’s alright to to be 
alone sometimes

efforts wasted
and so am i tonight
feelings faded
like everything in my life
different faces
i’d rather stay inside
been gone for ages
so why’d you stay tonight?

i don’t wanna miss you
i don’t wanna need you
i don’t wanna feel like
i’m nothing without you
i don’t wanna miss you
i don’t wanna need you
i just can’t pretend
that i’m perfect without you

oh, what a lie 
that we live
it’s alright to be 
alone sometimes
what a life 
that we’re given
it’s alright to to be 
alone sometimes

and i don’t wanna
live a life where
i’m feeling sorry
so baby take all
my mistakes
and blame it all on me
cuz i’m not you and
you’re not me
so we can just 
call this a tragedy
but then i’d be
lying once again

SPOTIFY

it's alright w/ kaiyko [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

i always fall in love
with someone that i can’t have
i never asked for my heart
to be broken in half
i tried my best to stay away
you probably noticed, but
it’s not your fault i hate myself
hope you know this

life that i’m livings a lie
even if you asked
i probably couldn’t
tell you why
taken over by a void
i can’t even fucking cry
every time you ask about me
i’m just feeling tongue tied
it’s the same shit
over and over
ik were both growing
older and older
feeling our hearts
get colder and colder
wish i could feel
your head on my shoulders, but

timing was always an enemy
you were never just a friend to me, i
know what i’m saying doesn’t add up
to how i speak when you askin me wassup
yeah timing was always my enemy
and you were never just a friend to me, i
know what i’m saying doesn’t add up
to how i speak when you askin me wassup

it's not your fault

i know it’s unfair
we can never see each other
even if i’m not there
it doesn’t mean we’re not together

you’ve been thinking in extremes
and ik that you don’t mean it
we can work as a team
cuz baby i ain’t leaving

our problems aren’t permanent
i can save us from fallin
i’m determined
once the storm passes by
we’ll stop hurting
and be glad we together
i’m certain, it’ll be worth it

it’s not permanent
i will save us from fallin
girl i’m determined
once the storm passes by
we’ll stop hurting
and be glad we stuck together
i’m certain that it’ll be worth it

i’m not givin up on us
i’m not givin up on us
i’m not givin up on us
no i’m not givin up on us

i’m not giving up yet 
haven’t been in love like this 
since forever, since forever 

now i’m too invested in you
not what i expected, it’s true 
baby i’ll be your protection 
you can rest your head cause 
there’s nothing i wouldn’t do 

waiting for the sunrise 
when we make it through 
i’ll get lost in your eyes 
like i usually do 
deep inside i know 
that this is meant to be 
every moment leading 
up to when you’re here with me

our problems aren’t permanent
i can save us from fallin
i’m determined
once the storm passes by
we’ll stop hurting
and be glad we together
i’m certain, it’ll be worth it

it’s not permanent
i will save us from fallin
girl i’m determined
once the storm passes by
we’ll stop hurting
and be glad we stuck together
i’m certain that it’ll be worth it

so i’m not givin up on us
i’m not givin up on us
i’m not givin up on us
no i’m not givin up on us

i'm not giving up on us

i'm not giving up on us w/ marc indigo

i knew the day was coming 
but i didn’t know how close
everything to nothing
now you turned into a ghost 
haunting every single moment
it’s been hard to focus 
scared to fall in love
cuz i don’t wanna let you go, nah

i don’t know if i will ever
get to see you again, you again
i don’t know if i will ever
be the same but i’ll pretend, yes i’ll pretend
as long as it makes you happy
everything’s okay, okay but
i don’t know if i will ever
get to see you again, you again

[dion]
Tell me you’ve been alright
I’ve been looking all night
bae you acting up tight
I’m not standing up right
Staring at the time
Like it’s trying to runaway
I try all the time
But I’m never gonna change
U-turns By the street lights
You turning all I see 
I’ve been so content you see
Got nothing left to me
I’m broken by my tendencies 
So we see
The thing that I’ve become
Suddenly
You leave before we’re done

[demxntia + dion]

i don’t know if i will ever
get to see you again, you again
i don’t know if i will ever
be the same but i’ll pretend, yes i’ll pretend
as long as it makes you happy
everything’s okay, okay but
i don’t know if i will ever
get to see you again, you again

something's gotta give

demxntia 🌐🖤

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