i STILL come back to this, have to everytime❤️❤️❤️❤️

art by instagram.com/dattebasas <3

[chorus]
ur the shining bright light that i havent seen before 
the missing puzzle piece and everything im lookin for
always lightin up my day w a smile i adore 
a star up in the night glistening forevermore
ur the shining bright light that i havent felt before 
the one who keeps me warm and everything im searchin for
always lightin up my day w a smile i adore 
a star up in the night glistening forevermore

[verse 1]
i just wanna know what ur doin tonight 
bc if u aint got nothin planned then im thinkin i might
just swing by when u finish workin 9-5 
bc i can make tonight the best night of ur life 
or we can vibe, be sensual 
lock eyes i can make it unforgettable ay 
show me ur colors girl take off u mask
we can make this last 
ill make u coffee in the morning stay in bed til the noon 
bc idc about the rest we can fly to the moon
where not a single thing would matter side from me and u 
inside our own little world theres nothin we cant do

[chorus]

[verse 2]
everything that we dream of 
the light in the skies ik u love
to gaze up at the star shining above
together we'll sit and we'll think of 
all of the times that we spent hand in hand 
all of our jokes only we understand 
u be my baby and ill be ur man 
yeaaah

[chorus]

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forevermore

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this fr my fav song ive made so far bruh hope yall fw it <3
shoutouts @polearm (up next) for masterin it 
shoutouts @halberd-3000 i forgot what he did fr
---
always alone in my bedroom 
missed phone calls 
i should prolly hittem back soon
half finished songs
i should prolly get to those too 
but i been losing all my motivation
idk what i love anymore
idk what i love anymore

always alone in my bedroom 
missed phone calls 
i should prolly hittem back soon
half finished songs
i should prolly get to those too 
but i been losing all my motivation
idk what i love anymore

cuz all of the things that i used to do 
feels like a chore i forgot about 
and all of the things that i used to do 
don't feel the same when it's not with you

but im keepin it moving
a song every week 
till i live in a movie
and no longer speak
about all of the demons 
that i cannot hide
that don't seem to be leaving
the back of my mind

any time soon, anytime soon 
any time soon, anytime soon 

so im keepin it moving
forget all the rest
focus on all 
of the things i do best
got nothing to prove
i put that to the test
i live in the moment
to kill all the stress
that i feel in my chest now 
i feel on my chest now
i feel on my chest now

now i'm always alone in my bedroom 
missed phone calls 
i should prolly hittem back soon
half finished songs
i should prolly get to those too 
but i been losing all my motivation
idk what i love anymore

cuz all of the things that i used to do 
feels like a chore i forgot about 
and all of the things that i used to do 
don't feel the same when it's not with you

oh well whatever happens happens 
(i'm only 18 i don't wanna die yet)

idk what i love

buy/listen

hope you guys enjoy listening to this as much as @hatefulbeats and i enjoyed making this <3 

(on that day, the day the star fell, it was just like-
-it was just like a beautiful view, 
straight from a dream)

dancing beneath the starlight 
i was following ur lead 
just u and i within the limelight 
wherever that may be

getting lost in each other 
there’s nothing we can’t do 
doesn’t matter where we are 
as long as i am here with u

mesmerized inside ur eyes 
a feeling like a dream 
a far off memory 
i wanna line up the pieces 
for u and me

a feeling oh so distant
like the sound of my alarm 
and now i wonder why i’m cold
when i still have u in my arms

and we have a connection 
but i can only see ur face at night 
and i miss ur affection 
i remember when ur hand was holding mine

i followed u in the dark 
a death cab for cutie 
we’re worlds apart 
but it felt like u knew me

and i don’t think i ever caught your name 
and i don’t think ill ever be the same

and now im feeling so anxious 
a part of me is missing 
spent all my time in the night still wishing 
to see ur face again 
i don’t want to forget 
the time i loved a girl 
that id never...

(haven’t we met?
i thought so too
your name is..."

your name

demxntia & hateful - your name

much love to @kaiyko <3
art by both of us (flower pic by love-abia on tumblr)

[demxntia & kaiyko]
you're the flower that I saw that day
I miss the way you comfort me 
I lost my sense of feeling love
the day you walked away from me

[kaiyko]

The other day, I swear that I saw your face, 
hidden in the crowd like a ghost that just fades away
I promise I wanted to see you next spring time
But by the time you come around I wont be the same girl I am 
now you start to disappear, can't help myself but drown in fear
I'm counting all our days spent together 
and I wish good times could last forever and
this is all the time we have, and I know our goodbye is shattered
but you'll be in my heart till the end of forever because...

[demxntia & kaiyko]

you're the flower that I saw that day
I miss the way you comfort me 
I lost my sense of feeling love
the day you walked away from me

[demxntia]

waking up alone I feel like part of me is missing 
flipping through the photos of the memories we shared 
and I swear that I remember all the days we spent together 
but I ruin all the things that I hold close to me 
now I'm regretting every thing we never did I can't face it
the thought of you alone breaks my heart and I hate it 
but I hope that the sound of my voice is enough 
to reach the one that I'll always love

[demxntia & kaiyko]

you're the flower that I saw that day
I miss the way you comfort me 
I lost my sense of feeling love
the day you walked away from me

When the sun sets I'll try to remember 
the things you that you promised when we were together
I'll dry all your tears if it means that you'll stay
I'll find you again and again till this pain fades away

the day you walked away

spotify, apple, etc.

the day you walked away w/ kaiyko

thank you for 6K. glad to finally work with one of my best friends in the scene @ihateshinigami

i never asked 
for the cards 
i been dealt with
and i still
don't know
where my mind is
feel like
my happiness and i
have part ways
feel my eyes
growin heavy
on my pale face

and all i ever
wanna be is enough for you
but i never get close
no matter what i do, and
everybody is sayin
i should relax
but the stress is 
piling up as time elapse

and i swear it never gets better
i been sleepin less and less
this shit is lasting forever
but i try my fucking best
i got too much on my plate
i'm sorry i'm far away
i promise i don't mean to be
but this ain't easy to say

so don't go away from me
i just need a little bit more time
don't go away from sme
i just need a little bit more time

when it's said and done 
i hope that i'm enough
for the ones i love
but it's getting tough
so just bear with me
you're the one i need
i've been losing sight
got no room to breath


[shinigami]

w/ my eyes wide open
i see clearly now
stretch my hands
let fate fall into place

up and down i been falling
cold wind calling my name
i'm not the same as i once was

i'll take you away
to a world that is glistening
where everything's fine
have you even been listening?
i'm falling apart
you knew this from the start
lay your head in my arms
we'll never be apart

losing sight w/ shinigami

A new song to celebrate the upcoming holiday. <3
prod @l1lbiscuit
art by @ maepetals (insta)

lyrics:

See my girl in my head while I lay in my bed
When I'm up so late and I can't think straight
But my minds on overdrive, I see her in my mind

(oh hey, oh hi, oh hey, oh hi, hello)

And I tell her she's the one
Cause my baby so fun
Cause my babygirl fine
And she hotter than the sun
She prolly double a dime
Without a reason I rhyme
My speech impediment died
While looking into her eyes
I wonder if I'll survive
Loving her gets me high
I kiss and I wet her thighs
I never did realize
She tasty like apple pie
She the apple of my eye

Girl even with your clothes on
I can see your soul I'm
Addicted to your glow
I think we're compatible
Let me check my horoscope
Baby swear it's not a joke

See my girl in my head while I lay in my bed
When I'm up so late and I can't think straight
But my minds on overdrive, I see her in my mind

(god damn god damn, uh yuh, god damn god damn)

Won't you be my valentine, babygirl won't you be mine?
Cupid got me lookin' stupid, girls out here are really ruthless
(2x)

You could be my everything, I think that we could be a thing

See my girl in my head while I lay in my bed
When I'm up so late and I can't think straight
But my minds on overdrive, I see her in my mind

Valentine

Valentine [Prod. Lil Biscuit]

another ceiling i don't recognize
another feeling and i'm petrified
i've been flying out just to stay inside
i never listen to my own advice, no

what the hell have i been doing?
makin up excuses, i don't wanna do this
so what the hell have i been doing?
i been stuck inside a room with
way too much to lose

but it's worse at night
something's gotta give
i don't wanna die but
i don't wanna live
it gets worse at night
something's gotta give
i don't wanna die but
i don't wanna live

tryna be strong is my weakness
what's a life with no meaning?
help me get rid of this feeling
i'm not alive i'm just breathing

no, oh
don't go
no, oh
i'm alone

something's gotta give

OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO HERE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pbnrnTJpvB0

shoutouts 2 @kaiyko as always!!

let me have a minute to get
my head on straight
i really haven’t been myself
for almost 28 days and i think
what a bummer could November really be?
i think there’s something that my eyes can’t see
cuz lately i’ve been getting so upset
with almost everything 

i don’t wanna be a villain
in this story of mine (neither do you)
i don’t wanna be a perfect person
that’s just a lie
but you keep taking all the words that
keep falling out my mouth
i don’t think you see what my
problem is even all about

oh, what a lie 
that we live
it’s alright to be 
alone sometimes
what a life 
that we’re given
it’s alright to to be 
alone sometimes

efforts wasted
and so am i tonight
feelings faded
like everything in my life
different faces
i’d rather stay inside
been gone for ages
so why’d you stay tonight?

i don’t wanna miss you
i don’t wanna need you
i don’t wanna feel like
i’m nothing without you
i don’t wanna miss you
i don’t wanna need you
i just can’t pretend
that i’m perfect without you

oh, what a lie 
that we live
it’s alright to be 
alone sometimes
what a life 
that we’re given
it’s alright to to be 
alone sometimes

and i don’t wanna
live a life where
i’m feeling sorry
so baby take all
my mistakes
and blame it all on me
cuz i’m not you and
you’re not me
so we can just 
call this a tragedy
but then i’d be
lying once again

SPOTIFY

it's alright w/ kaiyko [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

i always fall in love
with someone that i can’t have
i never asked for my heart
to be broken in half
i tried my best to stay away
you probably noticed, but
it’s not your fault i hate myself
hope you know this

life that i’m livings a lie
even if you asked
i probably couldn’t
tell you why
taken over by a void
i can’t even fucking cry
every time you ask about me
i’m just feeling tongue tied
it’s the same shit
over and over
ik were both growing
older and older
feeling our hearts
get colder and colder
wish i could feel
your head on my shoulders, but

timing was always an enemy
you were never just a friend to me, i
know what i’m saying doesn’t add up
to how i speak when you askin me wassup
yeah timing was always my enemy
and you were never just a friend to me, i
know what i’m saying doesn’t add up
to how i speak when you askin me wassup

the day you walked away w/ kaiyko

demxntia 🌐🖤

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