she could do better 💤

dope art by www.instagram.com/dattebasas/ as per usual
and shoutout yools for the cute voice that plays before i start serenadin yall lmaooo 
ty both of yall for blessin my tracks

and uh

accurate lyrics for once:
---
take me back to the days of our adolescence 
skipping class everyday never learned my lesson
i was walking back home on these roads fulla holes 
with the wind passing by feeling cold 
yeah that was the night that we met at first
would we still talk in a few years? i wasn't sure 
it didn't mean much bc of how young we were 
now im biting my tongue at the thought of her 
i wish that my feelings were fake
but i felt pain when she said his name 
and ik that my feelings ain't fake
cuz i go insane, when i hear his name 
she sayin she fine but ik she's tired 
it's funny cuz ik that she ain't the greatest liar
she seems to glow brighter 
at times that i dim 
guess i cant beat conversations w/ him but

she could do better 
and i know it 
yeah 
ay if u listenin
just know 
that u can do better 
and u know it 
lemme ask u

so why u still fuckin w/ lames girl
u know hes not in ur lane girl
know i wont do u the same girl
seein u drives me insane girl
does he make u laugh in the same way? 
when he's on the phone aint it dull and grey? 
u havin more fun when u w/ me babe
do u feel content? or is it just okay?
tell me why u still fuckin w/ lames girl
u know he's not in ur lane girl
know i wont do u the same girl
seein u drives me insane girl
does he make u laugh in the same way? 
when he's on the phone aint it dull and grey? 
are u havin more fun when u w/ me babe?
do u feel content? or is it just okay?

don't settle for less when u know u the best
be true to urself is my only request 
i already know u not easily impressed
i aint mean to hurt feelins but i must express 
that he ain't worth ur time theres no need to be stressed 
i love everytime that u rockin ur dress u a blessin 
yeah i can do anything he can
and i can do everything he can't

u can do better and u know it babe 
u could do it better and u know it babe

one more time

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she knows

thank you for all the love yall given me from when i started earlier this year, here's one last song before 2017 ends. i love yall, and i got hella plans for next year <3 
---
we both know i'm not the best at showing just how much i care 
but every word you've ever said, just know that i'm not unaware 

of all the little things you'd do, and everything that makes you cute 
cuz i'd give up the world in a heartbeat just to show that my love is true 

and i know it's been awhile, it's too late for me to say
that i still really love your smile, and i regret it everyday 

i lie awake, im stuck in bed,
thinkin of the words i never said 
i lie awake, can't leave my bed,
thinkin of the words i should've said to you
the words i should've said to you 
the words i should've said to you  

and i know it sounds cliche, i'm writing letters in my songs 
singing the same things over and over, like how i'm sorry i was wrong 

i know you hate when i apologize, and you hate that look inside my eyes 
you tell me it's alright, but i still hate it when you cry

i lie awake, im stuck in bed 
thinkin of the words i never said 
i lie awake, you're in my head 
thinkin of the words i should've said to you
words i should've said to you 
words i should've said to you  

and now i've gotchu you in my song, it's the least that i could do
anytime, just say the word; i'll do my best to make it up to you

cause there's nothing i wouldn't give to see you smile like you did
and there's nothing i wouldn't do, for one more chance to be with you

buy/listen

the words i should've said

somethin different, hope yall dig it regardless <3

disappear from everyone
i hold so close to me 
fade away into the night 
and hope it takes away the pain
if i fall asleep forever
for better or for worse
at least i won't be awake
to feel the guilt and regret
i always knew

i can't even cry 
if i wanted to
and i'm sorry that i lie
when i talk to you

i don't remember 
the last time i smiled
and meant it
i can't remember
the last time 
i felt something real

disappear

and we're back on the same page
that we have been left on 
denying my feelings that 
i don't want to act upon
i hate when i'm numb but
it's worse when i feel 
the fact that i'm writing 
this song makes it real 

but um...

what've you been up to? 
are you fine like you told me? 
cuz i normally wouldn't care 
but i guess that's the old me 
when you tell me you're sad
and you've had a bad day
it's all that i'll think about
i'll feel the same way as you

do what you do
got me head over heels for you 
your laugh is my favorite song
it's played in my mind all the time 

(all the time) 

and i can't seem to
get it out of my head 
every night i lie
alone in my bed 
overthinking everything
till i'm dead, oh 

(and i'll watch as the sun 
rises from my room)

every night i lie
alone in my bed 
overthinking everything
till i'm dead, oh 

(and the only person that
i wanna talk to is...)

every night i lie
alone in my bed 
overthinking everything
till i'm dead, oh

goodnight

overthinking.

cop if ya want

visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vjj1MrPACMc

you'll say you're sorry
but you won't mean it
i'll say i'm sorry
but i won't change
as long as i'm still
breathing i will
always feel this pain
that won't go away

it doesn't matter how much i try
cuz i cannot find
peace in my life 
i'm in pieces tonight
and i'll say i'm alright
so you won't ask me 

maybe i just need to leave this place
there's nothing left for me here anyway
all my friends have gone their separate ways
now the picture is painted grey

i can't feel anything like i used to
my memories scattered can't tell who i am
there's a hole where my heart is supposed to be
and the mirror reflects my enemy

you'll say you're sorry
but you won't mean it
i'll say i'm sorry
but i won't change
as long as i'm still
breathing i will
always feel this pain
that won't go away

it doesn't matter how much i try
cuz i cannot find
peace in my life 
i'm in pieces tonight
and i'll say i'm alright
so you won't ask me

spotify, apple, etc.

i won't change

yall went crazy for me this year, thank you so much. 
this is my last song of the year so i hope yall enjoy it as much as i did making it.

this was inspired by the song "somebody else" by the 1975 and @montydatta; i wrote this song abt the same person i wrote "the words i should've said" to around this time last year and now we're finally together <3

---

[verse I]

baby i admit it
i'm possessive
ion ever mean
to come off
aggressive
wit my emotions
i'm expressin
ion ever wanna
be too excessive
when i get jealous
or too invested
toss n turnin
in bed while 
i'm waiting
on ur message
i been thinkin
abt the way that
u smiled when
i sang in front of u

[bridge]

ion ever wanna change that
and ion ever wanna change u
oh girl ur perfect and
i jus wanna entertain u
are u lyin in bed?
have u fallin asleep yet?
are u thinkin of me?
cuz ur still in my head babe

[chorus]

ur runnin around 
inside of my mind
i'm missing the sound
of ur voice tonight
and i hope that u feel
the same way too because
nobody else can have you

[break]

yeah, oh
nobody
 
[verse II]

and i promised u
that i'll be by ur side
when u need me to i'll
always try to provide
cuz ur worth everything
in the world and more
now ur the reason i sing
honey i'm all yours, and

[bridge II]

i would never wanna change that
and i would never wanna change u
girl i'm not perfect
but i would never try to blame u
are u lyin in bed?
have u fallin asleep yet?
are u thinkin of me?
cuz ur still in my head babe

[chorus]

ur runnin around 
inside of my mind
i'm missing the sound
of ur voice tonight
and i hope that u feel
the same way too because
nobody else can have you

nobody else

guitar by me
everything else by @officialbiosphere

do i make it look easy?
the way that i deal with things
cuz i promise it ain’t as it seems
you’re not the only that’s hurting
girl ik that shit for certain
i spend half of my time
just missing you
the other half
i’m staring at my lock screen
and all i’ll see is the time
it’s haunting my mind
but baby you’re all that i need

the films that we watched
the songs that we sang
when you’re not around
it isn’t the same
it’s been getting harder
and harder to fake
can’t do a thing without
seeing ur face, i’m 
counting the days again
hopin it never ends
i promise i’m tryin my best
for you;
but it hasn’t been hurting less because

i been so lonely without you here
and i haven’t rest since you disappeared
i just hope you know that i always care
and i apologize it’s so unfair

and girl it ain’t easy
these feelings they eat me
it’s driving me crazy cuz
idk what i been doin lately
so tell me baby
what it is that i should do
yeah tell me baby
cuz i’m lost without you

the films that we watched
the songs that we sang
when you’re not around
it isn’t the same
it’s been getting harder
and harder to fake
can’t do a thing without
seeing ur face, i’m 
counting the days again
hopin it never ends
i promise i’m tryin my best
for you;
but it hasn’t been hurting less because

i been so lonely without you here
and i haven’t rest since you disappeared
i just hope you know that i always care
and i apologize i can’t be there

i been so lonely without you here
and i haven’t rest since you disappeared
i just hope you know that i always care
and i apologize i can’t be there

lonely without u [prod. biosphere]

another ceiling i don't recognize
another feeling and i'm petrified
i've been flying out just to stay inside
i never listen to my own advice, no

what the hell have i been doing?
makin up excuses, i don't wanna do this
so what the hell have i been doing?
i been stuck inside a room with
way too much to lose

but it's worse at night
something's gotta give
i don't wanna die but
i don't wanna live
it gets worse at night
something's gotta give
i don't wanna die but
i don't wanna live

tryna be strong is my weakness
what's a life with no meaning?
help me get rid of this feeling
i'm not alive i'm just breathing

no, oh
don't go
no, oh
i'm alone

something's gotta give

OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO HERE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pbnrnTJpvB0

shoutouts 2 @kaiyko as always!!

let me have a minute to get
my head on straight
i really haven’t been myself
for almost 28 days and i think
what a bummer could November really be?
i think there’s something that my eyes can’t see
cuz lately i’ve been getting so upset
with almost everything 

i don’t wanna be a villain
in this story of mine (neither do you)
i don’t wanna be a perfect person
that’s just a lie
but you keep taking all the words that
keep falling out my mouth
i don’t think you see what my
problem is even all about

oh, what a lie 
that we live
it’s alright to be 
alone sometimes
what a life 
that we’re given
it’s alright to to be 
alone sometimes

efforts wasted
and so am i tonight
feelings faded
like everything in my life
different faces
i’d rather stay inside
been gone for ages
so why’d you stay tonight?

i don’t wanna miss you
i don’t wanna need you
i don’t wanna feel like
i’m nothing without you
i don’t wanna miss you
i don’t wanna need you
i just can’t pretend
that i’m perfect without you

oh, what a lie 
that we live
it’s alright to be 
alone sometimes
what a life 
that we’re given
it’s alright to to be 
alone sometimes

and i don’t wanna
live a life where
i’m feeling sorry
so baby take all
my mistakes
and blame it all on me
cuz i’m not you and
you’re not me
so we can just 
call this a tragedy
but then i’d be
lying once again

SPOTIFY

it's alright w/ kaiyko [MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

all those nights
we fell 
asleep
feels so right
when you’re 
here with me

i don’t wanna wait 
for you anymore
this could be our secret
baby you’re my weakness
you don’t gotta think 
about the past anymore
i can be your present 
girl it ain’t no question

and i can take you 
anywhere you want
it doesn’t matter 
if it’s right or wrong
yeah i can give you 
anything you want
i’m the one you been 
waiting for all along

cozyboy
and i can take you anyway you want
help you fall asleep baby anyway you want
hop all on a plane fly you anywhere you want
fly you out to see me baby wont you come and see me

oh
you can take me anyway you want
hold me to your chest
until i fall apart
feel a way and kiss me in the motherfuckin dark
tell me that you need me baby
 tell me that you need me

i dont care what your friends do yea
cuz they aint nothing like you
aint nobody like you yea
and i know what you been through

you been stalling on the phone
girl i know
you're so indecisive
hurt a lot before feeling sore
sore

i'm the one you've been waiting for w/ cøzybøy

i know it’s unfair
we can never see each other
even if i’m not there
it doesn’t mean we’re not together

you’ve been thinking in extremes
and ik that you don’t mean it
we can work as a team
cuz baby i ain’t leaving

our problems aren’t permanent
i can save us from fallin
i’m determined
once the storm passes by
we’ll stop hurting
and be glad we together
i’m certain, it’ll be worth it

it’s not permanent
i will save us from fallin
girl i’m determined
once the storm passes by
we’ll stop hurting
and be glad we stuck together
i’m certain that it’ll be worth it

i’m not givin up on us
i’m not givin up on us
i’m not givin up on us
no i’m not givin up on us

i’m not giving up yet 
haven’t been in love like this 
since forever, since forever 

now i’m too invested in you
not what i expected, it’s true 
baby i’ll be your protection 
you can rest your head cause 
there’s nothing i wouldn’t do 

waiting for the sunrise 
when we make it through 
i’ll get lost in your eyes 
like i usually do 
deep inside i know 
that this is meant to be 
every moment leading 
up to when you’re here with me

our problems aren’t permanent
i can save us from fallin
i’m determined
once the storm passes by
we’ll stop hurting
and be glad we together
i’m certain, it’ll be worth it

it’s not permanent
i will save us from fallin
girl i’m determined
once the storm passes by
we’ll stop hurting
and be glad we stuck together
i’m certain that it’ll be worth it

so i’m not givin up on us
i’m not givin up on us
i’m not givin up on us
no i’m not givin up on us

nobody else

demxntia 🌐🖤

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