does demxntia have a bad song?? dont think so <3

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...yea this whole melody is created w/ animal crossing sounds LMFAO i hope yall like it
prod. tag from my oreo yools and art by https://www.instagram.com/dattebasas/

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you're always there behind my eyelids
the way u dance along the rain
and all the memories that we created
resurfaced with the pain 
and you're still hidden within my heart, i
am not too sure what it is that i'm feelin 
but baby i been stuck in my head for awhile now,
maybe it's your love that i need for this healing

and a hearts a heavy burden 
so you can stand and watch the way im hurting 
from far away, bc im the one to blame, 
we will never be the same 
so if i could go back and do it all over again 
in a heartbeat i'd stop, girl you're more than a friend
can't pretend what i'm feeling is nearing it's end 
in my heart i am trapped, girl i can't make amends cuz...

you're always there behind my eyelids
the way u dance along the rain
and all the memories that we created
resurfaced with the pain 
and you're still hidden within my heart, i
am not too sure what it is that i'm feelin 
but baby i been stuck in my head for awhile now,
maybe it's your love that i need for this healing

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a hearts a heavy burden

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thank you for all the love yall given me from when i started earlier this year, here's one last song before 2017 ends. i love yall, and i got hella plans for next year <3 
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we both know i'm not the best at showing just how much i care 
but every word you've ever said, just know that i'm not unaware 

of all the little things you'd do, and everything that makes you cute 
cuz i'd give up the world in a heartbeat just to show that my love is true 

and i know it's been awhile, it's too late for me to say
that i still really love your smile, and i regret it everyday 

i lie awake, im stuck in bed,
thinkin of the words i never said 
i lie awake, can't leave my bed,
thinkin of the words i should've said to you
the words i should've said to you 
the words i should've said to you  

and i know it sounds cliche, i'm writing letters in my songs 
singing the same things over and over, like how i'm sorry i was wrong 

i know you hate when i apologize, and you hate that look inside my eyes 
you tell me it's alright, but i still hate it when you cry

i lie awake, im stuck in bed 
thinkin of the words i never said 
i lie awake, you're in my head 
thinkin of the words i should've said to you
words i should've said to you 
words i should've said to you  

and now i've gotchu you in my song, it's the least that i could do
anytime, just say the word; i'll do my best to make it up to you

cause there's nothing i wouldn't give to see you smile like you did
and there's nothing i wouldn't do, for one more chance to be with you

buy/listen

the words i should've said

and we're back on the same page
that we have been left on 
denying my feelings that 
i don't want to act upon
i hate when i'm numb but
it's worse when i feel 
the fact that i'm writing 
this song makes it real 

but um...

what've you been up to? 
are you fine like you told me? 
cuz i normally wouldn't care 
but i guess that's the old me 
when you tell me you're sad
and you've had a bad day
it's all that i'll think about
i'll feel the same way as you

do what you do
got me head over heels for you 
your laugh is my favorite song
it's played in my mind all the time 

(all the time) 

and i can't seem to
get it out of my head 
every night i lie
alone in my bed 
overthinking everything
till i'm dead, oh 

(and i'll watch as the sun 
rises from my room)

every night i lie
alone in my bed 
overthinking everything
till i'm dead, oh 

(and the only person that
i wanna talk to is...)

every night i lie
alone in my bed 
overthinking everything
till i'm dead, oh

goodnight

overthinking.

cop if ya want

yall went crazy for me this year, thank you so much. 
this is my last song of the year so i hope yall enjoy it as much as i did making it.

this was inspired by the song "somebody else" by the 1975 and @montydatta; i wrote this song abt the same person i wrote "the words i should've said" to around this time last year and now we're finally together <3

---

[verse I]

baby i admit it
i'm possessive
ion ever mean
to come off
aggressive
wit my emotions
i'm expressin
ion ever wanna
be too excessive
when i get jealous
or too invested
toss n turnin
in bed while 
i'm waiting
on ur message
i been thinkin
abt the way that
u smiled when
i sang in front of u

[bridge]

ion ever wanna change that
and ion ever wanna change u
oh girl ur perfect and
i jus wanna entertain u
are u lyin in bed?
have u fallin asleep yet?
are u thinkin of me?
cuz ur still in my head babe

[chorus]

ur runnin around 
inside of my mind
i'm missing the sound
of ur voice tonight
and i hope that u feel
the same way too because
nobody else can have you

[break]

yeah, oh
nobody
 
[verse II]

and i promised u
that i'll be by ur side
when u need me to i'll
always try to provide
cuz ur worth everything
in the world and more
now ur the reason i sing
honey i'm all yours, and

[bridge II]

i would never wanna change that
and i would never wanna change u
girl i'm not perfect
but i would never try to blame u
are u lyin in bed?
have u fallin asleep yet?
are u thinkin of me?
cuz ur still in my head babe

[chorus]

ur runnin around 
inside of my mind
i'm missing the sound
of ur voice tonight
and i hope that u feel
the same way too because
nobody else can have you

nobody else

turn out all the lights
baby it’s just you and me now
stay up every night 
we don’t ever need to sleep nah
you got me feelin right
where i need to be
baby lock eyes and
show me that you need me

i been thinkin bout you lately 
girl i know you want to
you can always slide by my place
you got my heart burning up babe
every single time that i lay
my eyes on your face

yeah i’m fallin for your body
and your mind too 
forget the past, 
we can leave it all behind you
i won’t let you feel alone again 
i won’t let you feel alone again, no

with your hand between my fingers 
i don’t ever wanna let go
yeah i’m mezmerized by your figure
never get tired of you at all, and

baby girl you should come through
we can do whatever you want to
just sit back and let me love you

turn out all the lights
baby it’s just you and me now
stay up every night 
we don’t ever need to sleep nah
you got me feelin right
where i need to be
baby lock eyes and
show me that you need me

put your body up against mine
couple hours we never look at the time
lay in bed as we watching the sun shine
through the curtains and passing the window blinds

yeah, and you’re so warm
in the middle of a winter night
so glad that i made you mine
i feel fine when you’re beside me

with your hand between my fingers 
i don’t ever wanna let go
yeah i’m mezmerized by your figure
never get tired of you at all, and

baby girl you should come through
we can do whatever you want to
just sit back and let me love you

turn out all the lights
baby it’s just you and me now
stay up every night 
we don’t ever need to sleep nah
you got me feelin right
where i need to be
baby lock eyes and
show me that you need me

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i won't let you feel alone again

guitar by me
everything else by @officialbiosphere

do i make it look easy?
the way that i deal with things
cuz i promise it ain’t as it seems
you’re not the only that’s hurting
girl ik that shit for certain
i spend half of my time
just missing you
the other half
i’m staring at my lock screen
and all i’ll see is the time
it’s haunting my mind
but baby you’re all that i need

the films that we watched
the songs that we sang
when you’re not around
it isn’t the same
it’s been getting harder
and harder to fake
can’t do a thing without
seeing ur face, i’m 
counting the days again
hopin it never ends
i promise i’m tryin my best
for you;
but it hasn’t been hurting less because

i been so lonely without you here
and i haven’t rest since you disappeared
i just hope you know that i always care
and i apologize it’s so unfair

and girl it ain’t easy
these feelings they eat me
it’s driving me crazy cuz
idk what i been doin lately
so tell me baby
what it is that i should do
yeah tell me baby
cuz i’m lost without you

the films that we watched
the songs that we sang
when you’re not around
it isn’t the same
it’s been getting harder
and harder to fake
can’t do a thing without
seeing ur face, i’m 
counting the days again
hopin it never ends
i promise i’m tryin my best
for you;
but it hasn’t been hurting less because

i been so lonely without you here
and i haven’t rest since you disappeared
i just hope you know that i always care
and i apologize i can’t be there

i been so lonely without you here
and i haven’t rest since you disappeared
i just hope you know that i always care
and i apologize i can’t be there

lonely without u [prod. biosphere]

another ceiling i don't recognize
another feeling and i'm petrified
i've been flying out just to stay inside
i never listen to my own advice, no

what the hell have i been doing?
makin up excuses, i don't wanna do this
so what the hell have i been doing?
i been stuck inside a room with
way too much to lose

but it's worse at night
something's gotta give
i don't wanna die but
i don't wanna live
it gets worse at night
something's gotta give
i don't wanna die but
i don't wanna live

tryna be strong is my weakness
what's a life with no meaning?
help me get rid of this feeling
i'm not alive i'm just breathing

no, oh
don't go
no, oh
i'm alone

something's gotta give

all those nights
we fell 
asleep
feels so right
when you’re 
here with me

i don’t wanna wait 
for you anymore
this could be our secret
baby you’re my weakness
you don’t gotta think 
about the past anymore
i can be your present 
girl it ain’t no question

and i can take you 
anywhere you want
it doesn’t matter 
if it’s right or wrong
yeah i can give you 
anything you want
i’m the one you been 
waiting for all along

cozyboy
and i can take you anyway you want
help you fall asleep baby anyway you want
hop all on a plane fly you anywhere you want
fly you out to see me baby wont you come and see me

oh
you can take me anyway you want
hold me to your chest
until i fall apart
feel a way and kiss me in the motherfuckin dark
tell me that you need me baby
 tell me that you need me

i dont care what your friends do yea
cuz they aint nothing like you
aint nobody like you yea
and i know what you been through

you been stalling on the phone
girl i know
you're so indecisive
hurt a lot before feeling sore
sore

i'm the one you've been waiting for w/ cøzybøy

[demxntia]
girl your love take me higher
got me burning up; you the wood to my fire
fit the match
of all the things i desire
uh from your hair down to your attire
round two when i'm tired run it back like
girl you know i make u sing like a choir
i know you shy you don't gotta keep quiet
you know i love it can't deny it
layin next to you in the night baby so serene
when you're next to me
feelin so carefree
and what's in between
so serene
when you're next to me
feelin so carefree
and what's in between
won't you stay here
a little bit longer
with me tonight?
won't you stay up
a little bit longer
with me tonight

[dion dugas]

baby what you doing
moving?
talk a lot of shit what you proving
you’ve been looking out of town
got to choose then lose him what you want to say
let me get a second i’m texting I’m on the way
a quarter past five with 9 lives to pay
i should of took a flight to relight a way
seen you on a night to relive our days
maybe i’ve been thinking out a loud
wondering if i would of gone, yeah
would i be the one that was alone, lonuh
instead of you, i feel like i was wrong
broken, sulking, hoping sounds of your voice
in the dark kept me open
don’t say if you really do mind
i find that we always decline
one day we should really rewind
cause lately i feel crazy
without you

[demxntia + dion dugas]

won't you stay here
a little bit longer
with me tonight?
won't you stay up
a little bit longer
with me tonight

serene//rewind [feat. dion dugas]

i just wanna brighten up your day
i just wanna make ur clouds go away
help u see the sun on the other side
wipe away the rain drops from ur eyes

i can see the pain inside ur eyes
u can see the void inside of mine
baby can you tell me what’s on ur mind
happiness is hiding behind the lies

my intentions never show too well i know
i always feel i gotta fix it on my own
i try my best to end the vicious cycle
it’s not enough i’m in denial 

i just wanna brighten up your day
i just wanna make ur clouds go away
help u see the sun on the other side
wipe away the rain drops from ur eyes
i don’t ever mean to make u cry
i just wanna know how u feel inside
if im overthinking i apologize
wanna be the best for u and i

raindrops

you bring me up when i’m down
you make me smile when i frown
i’m not myself without you around, no

keep me in check when i’m lost
the sound of your voice is so soft
and i’m not myself when you are gone

and i don’t need no one but you
no one but you baby
and i can’t love anyone but you
anyone but you, 
there’s no one like you

you’d go above and beyond
when you feel like something is wrong
i know it’s hard when we try to be strong
but none of that matters

when you’re in my arms
and i’ll always keep you
inside of my heart
wherever i go
i can only hope
i’ll be in yours too

and i don’t need no one but you
no one but you baby
and i can’t love anyone but you
anyone but you, 
there’s no one like you

lonely without u [prod. biosphere]

demxntia 🌐🖤

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