I sometimes just listen to every song you have ever made 

Hits different when living in Ohio right now 🚬💀

This song helped me go through my first heartbreak in 2016 

threw away her necklace and lifes been better

Shit that sucks <3

4 DEEP

Lil Soda Boi - Take Me For Granted

[prod. HKFiftyOne] 

Speeding down the highway going fast
Honestly I think i want to crash
I guess that you and me weren’t made to last
Im dying young my heart beats fast
 
Im really fucking mad things went this way
Dont really understand the things I say
Hurt you  I dont deserve you
My heart might stop but ill never desert you
 
Maybe I could be someone someday
I could be the one you look to 
When you have something to say
 
I’m the night and you’re the day
With you my darkness starts to fade
And no one else could do the same
I write this song to call your name
 
Honest 
Im not honest 
I promise
To make no promise
 
Speeding down the highway going fast
Honestly I think i want to crash
I guess that you and me weren’t made to last
Im built to fall you’re built to stand
 
And I cant stand my state of mind
And loving me is a waste of time
So let me go and just waste mine
Now i can see that love is blind
 
Im really fucking mad this is how it is
But in the same vein i cant take this
I love you for the life you gave me
This is my last chance i need you to save me
 
I’m the night and you’re the day
With you my darkness starts to fade
And no one else could do the same
I write this song to call your name

im still wearing your necklace

aVOIDing Them (Prod. spawn)

@guccihighwaters

produced by @notmorgn

lyrics:

9TAILS:

ill be 20
next year
but i dress like im old
sitting down 
12 hours
i could swear im 
growing mold

kraft macaroni
cooking up
on the stove
i got no where else to be
but ill say i gotta go
everytime she tells me i should stay some more
ion see no drugs so fuck it gotta go

gotta go
gotta go
i gotta go

not a single hour lately i dont wanna roll
not a single meal i wouldnt finish with a smoke
never touch a bogie and i put that on my soul
but i light so many woods its like a bought a pack of smokes

like i bought a pack of newports
living life like its a crash course
living life like theres a second try
i know u will but i dont think ill die
so im giving everything a try
whered u get it and how much it cost
how much of it cause an overdose

i dont wanna die but ill get close
how much of it gonna numb my soul
intense emotion make me curl my toes
fuck love i feel it getting old

guccihighwaters:

ill be 20 next year but i feel like im dead
i look like im 12 and my hair is a mess
flip the stack just like a tech deck
i ain’t smokin gas but if i did it would be septic

im fuckin ballin’
they tryna intercept it
they just get crossed up
like an intersection
y’all my sons
like i broke the contraceptive
she lackin vitiman D 
so she swallowed my erection

must be my aesthetic
shawty gimme neck
but it feel like anesthetic
i can’t feel my chest shit
my heart beatin fast
think it’s cardiac arrest bitch

woah big words i think i need a dictionary 
words inducing images but this ain’t pictionary
write in the morning
record in the evening
day in the life
but i breathe for no reason
by the way girl i gotta go
i just get inspired from the feeling of your throat

plus its cold out i think i see some snow
hopefully it sticks so i can stay inside alone
but

BOTH:

how much of it gonna numb my soul
intense emotion make me curl my toes

9TAILS & guccihighwaters - gtg (prod. notmorgn)

tears in my angel wings

4 am (prod. pvt joker)

(lyrics)
i don't really wanna go out tonight
so this is just another lonely night 
alone in my room here i am ready to die
you text me "what's wrong?"
i say i'm okay, i am fine (2x)

6am i feel dead in the morning
6pm laying dead in my coffin
smoke so much gas that i'm coughing
i'm so cold i'm coughing
sippin' on this coffee 

life just isn't what i want it to be
i just wanna leave this place and go and follow my dreams
i just want real love but that won't happen to me
i swear only bad things happen to me...

i don't really wanna go out tonight
so this is just another lonely night 
alone in my room here i am ready to die
you text me "what's wrong?"
i say i'm okay, i am fine

lonely night

SPOTIFY

lonely night (prod 4evr)

Baby if you think about it
Life is just a cycle
My emotions spin around like vinyl's
Pressure in my brain
It's hard to smile
Swap me minds
And you won't last a mile
I think to much
It's over complicated
I hate myself and I wish I could change it
My life feels like a game
With snakes and mazes
I hope she thinks of me with my replacement

Life is just a cycle
I think I'm going psycho 

Life is just a cycle
I think I'm going psycho
I don't know how to hide it
My memories divided
If only I could get out my head
And see inside it

A whole new perspective
My soul was neglected
Bomb on my heart
Like was it her objective
Torn into pieces
My strengths turn to weakness
I don't say much
Cause these thoughts leave me speechless

If you think about it
Life is just a cycle
My emotions spin around like vinyls
Pressure in my brain
It's hard to smile
Swap me minds
And you won't last a mile

And you won't last a mile
Your dead if you're in my head
I'll make you suicidal
You couldn't love me
No matter if you tried to
If someone told you different
Then just know your being lied to

Fuck life fuck you
Driving fast hit the gas
Imma dust you
Shedding tears
As I'm switching to my fifth gear
I don't give a fuck about my ex I tell her stay clear

Tell her stay clear
Running for my life
Cause I know that the pain's near
I would rather die
Then ever fucking stay here
I can't take it
Everybody be the same here

If you think about it
Life is just a cycle
My emotions spin around like vinyl's
Pressure in my brain
It's hard to smile
Swap me minds
And you won't last a mile

spotify

life is just a cycle (prod. foreigngotem)

ＳＥＶＥＲ　ＡＬＬ　ＴＩＥＳ　ＷＩＴＨ　ＴＨＥ　ＬＯＶＥ
Ｉ　ＷＡＮＴ

//古いルーツ//

ＦＯＬＬＯＷ　ＤＥＣＫＷＩＮＥ
https://soundcloud.com/deckwine

lyrics
--------
it's just like you
to fall back to your old routes
nothing is true
fall in love with someone new
and their face
& their eyes
their hellos
& goodbyes
you're chasing a high
and it's making me cry
i'm sick of the lies
don't tell me you'd die for me
just to lie to me
baby why do i believe?

when you tell me that you love me
no joke i've been cravin' your company
last minute you switched you don't fuck with me
that's rough kinda sucks but luckily 
i don't need you as much as i thought
sever all ties with the love i want
sitting alone in this restaurant 
with a ghost of a girl you'll forever haunt

she's not around no more
vacancy screams from my bedroom door
i cannot take this shit anymore
writing these words till my fingers sore

it's just like you
to fall back to your old routes
nothing is true
fall in love with someone new
and their face
& their eyes
their hellos
& goodbyes
you're chasing a high
and it's making me cry
i'm sick of the lies
don't tell me you'd die for me
just to lie to me
baby why do i believe?

follow deckwine

old roots (prod. by deckwine)

DEATHWISH

i know its all my fault
i know its all my fault

I can hardly sleep with all this paranoia
Right now I’m not worth it
Let me prove it to ya
Stay around for long enough
I’ll sadly show ya
There’s a traitor in my mirror
And I don’t fucking know him

My brain places demons
In the darkest corners
I’ve been hearing echos
In this burning forest
The fire and the embers
Say they’re coming for us
I’m not ready for the dirt
But I’m still sinking lower

I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault
I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault

swear this shit gotta stop
but i like pain a lot
and you like that im fucked
you just wont admit it
i've been biting my tongue
goosebumps up on my arm
i'll just talk to this cup
and forget the issue

I can hardly sleep with this paranoia
Right now I’m not worth it
Let me prove it to ya
Stay around for long enough
I’ll sadly show ya
There’s a traitor in the mirror
And I don’t fucking know him

My brain places demons
In the darkest corners
I’ve been hearing echos
In this burning forest
The fire and the embers
Say they’re coming for us
I’m not ready for the dirt
But I’m still sinking lower

I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault
I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault

PPL THT I LUV THE MOST

vocals in order of appearance
93feetofsmoke
fats'e
cøzybøy

produced by jay vee
coproduced by fats'e & 93

@youngburial
@93feetofsmoke
@cozyboycries

bleed for no reason w/ 93feetofsmoke, fats'e, & cøzybøy

(prod. blade901)
soundcloud.com/blade_901

[lyrics]

ya i wake up at night again
breaking entitlement 
folding my hands to the back of my head
obvious tension, furious silence
cover in canvas in august.

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

you taught me how to not be there
while mommy always taught me not to stop and stare
these people i erase from my thoughts go where?
i'm sick of every lie that i cry with swear

it's been a long time, i'm feelin like shit
pick up the gun, now i'm wid it
i'm feelin fucked up, i wanna get buck
just lost my mind like i'm vision
blood splattered all in my kitchen
she wanna think that it's pretend 
not comin back for a minute
i'm gone but i'm still singin
 
she's so cold
hold me close and dont let me go
baby that's fine
you leave me alone all the time
oh yeah, please tell me was it worth it
too many fucking voices they're echoing
in my head
oh wait, now tell me where your hiding
left me with nothing when I was ten
but now i'm crying

i see you stand all alone
outside our house i watched you go
not enough to feel bad, just enough to let go
every thought in my head eats away at my soul
mom and dad are upset, I don't know what to do
i was just a young boy crying alone in my room

it beats me
telephone, letters, old frames 
on a night of december
call me i'll be up waiting
neck deep in a rut now i'm fadiing
wake up, time for make up same as always
i'm sorry i couldn't take it so let's break this
a cover for your lover, steadysuffer
a goner, got no father 
i'm just a loner

im still wearing your necklace

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