Parasocial Role (ksubi x jayy)

@deadbeatteen
@hatedyl
(ft. deadbeatteen)[prod. DYL]

you're cute but i'm dead

follow my bros @supachefm @guardinmusic <3
art by https://twitter.com/joeonexz
thank you all for any support, love u family

beatstars.com/tothegood - beats
spoti.fi/2Bpo07A
apple.co/2Ab3U3e
https://tothegood.bandcamp.com/track/tothegood-little-bit-of-psycho-feat-supachefm-guardin

lyrics:

supachefm

i keep fighting i keep hiding all the pressure
hide behind a mask to coincide with all the extras!
cut my ties
lye me on the stretcher
finding my own time always fighting for an extra bit

im heaven sent
goes up my nose now im hella bent
i show my ass cause my pants dont fit
i lost my shit never making sense

why try
when my heart is where my head is
blindsides
the emotions and the feelings
i find
never had a different angle
i tried

to break the cycle
and shake the surface
i told my parents why they never earned it
you need a little bit of psycho to be perfect
i spend my earnings
you never earned it
______________________________________________

guardin

and i think that i
have got one too many things inside my mind
i'm alone but you're here like all the time
all the memories we shared never die 
this room is a chamber of sin
swallowing terror my nightmares will win
i'm falling asleep with a bottle of gin
my heart beat is steady but my skin is thin
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the only way you can make me crazy is by doing something crazy yourself
[Silver Linings Playbook]

spotify

little bit of psycho (feat. supachefm & guardin)

@lilmoonlet <3

hello?

you call in the night why you tryin to fight me
i don't get the issue i'm sorry i'm trying
i just can't relate to your problems
how you expect me to solve them, i hope you don't think i'll resolve them

sometimes its just not that easy
(not that easy)
sometimes its just not that easy
(i wish that it could be)
your vices control you you're not seeing clearly
(i wish you could see what you're doing to me)
your vices control you you're not seeing clearly
(i need you to be, all that you can be, i'm sorry)

you call in the night why you tryin to fight me
i don't get the issue i'm sorry i'm trying
i just can't relate to your problems
how you expect me to solve them

i am only human, how do you expect me to react when you're abusive
i get that you're hurting but i'm not deserving of being your way out 
if i'm such a burden then why don't you leave
hoping you'll stay but its hard to foresee, if you will ever be happy with me
i can't keep doing this every week, i'm growing too weak, 
i think this relationship has reached its peak, i'm growing to weak
so sad its bleak

you call in the night why you tryin to fight me
i don't get the issue i'm sorry i'm trying
i just can't relate to your problems
how you expect me to solve them

problems w/ moonlet (prod.hkfiftyone)

art by emotionalbuu @emotionalbuu
twitter.com/emotionalbuu

Production and guitar is me on this one

You just wanna get up in my face
Give me space, throw your dignity away
When you chase, you take
So much away from me
You make it hard to sleep

I'm tired
Too tired to act like I like you
Anyway, who likes getting lied to
No hate, it's just that I tried to
Think of something to say
But nothing really comes to mind
Tryna focus on a paycheck
Hit me up that's fine
But I'm spinnin like a tape deck
Read between the lines
and the story starts to make sense
I don't have time, I don't really have time for you

All I got for you is resentment, I'm venting
All you want from me is attention, you're tempting
Yeah I'm condescending but you just keep investing
Thought that this was over but I guess it's never ending
Once upon a time we cared about each other
It makes me shutter
How much pain you made me suffer
Now I'm doin fine, I had time to recover
You said you hate me so don't ask around for my number
Cause I won't call you back

I'm tired
Too tired to act like I like you
Anyway, who likes getting lied to
No hate, it's just that I tried to
Think of something to say
But nothing really comes to mind
Tryna focus on a paycheck
Hit me up that's fine
But I'm spinnin like a tape deck
Read between the lines
and the story starts to make sense
I don't have time, I don't really have time for you

I won't call you back
I'd rather die than talk to you

I Don't Have Time for You

rewind ft. guccihighwaters

Shinigami x Lil Lotus - nightmare

soundcloud.com/convolk

convolk:
so i'm keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
don't let me down
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
don't let me down
leading me on
you're pissing me off
ain't called in a week
or maybe a month
now i'm losing track
now you're saving face
you're winning the game
i'm losing the race
but 
i'm keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
don't let me down
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
don't let me down
down 

shattered:
keeping my hopes up
i wanna throw up
she don't feel nothing
yeah she don't feel nothing 
i write songs
try to make you go away
but your so close
almost touching on your face
and i love you 
but you always lie to me
i can't trust you
i guess it's only up to me
leading me on
you're pissing me off
ain't called in a week
or maybe a month
now i'm losing track
now i'm losing sleep
i'm getting the bag
but still feeling sad
but i'm keeping my hopes up
maybe you'll show up
maybe you'll love me
and not wanna break me
i highly doubt that 
you tend to be rude
you never loved me
but that's just what i see 
i could write another line about the time you broke my heart
but 
inside of my head 
is where my problems tend to start
i got panic
i got sadness
i got all the things that hurt
and i've fallen for a girl
who would fuck me for a shirt
took my heart 
and you ripped and you burned it
your last love 
was a gift
should return it
should return it
should return it
should return it 
don't let me down
down 
down 
down

convolk:
so i'm keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
don't let me down
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
don't let me down
leading me on
you're pissing me off
ain't called in a week
or maybe a month
now i'm losing track
now you're saving face
you're winning the game
i'm losing the race
but 
i'm keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
don't let me down
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
keeping my hopes up
don't let me down
down

keeping my hopes up w/ convolk (prod. jakkyboi)

lyrics: 
we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

left my tears on the nightstand
eyes wide open
sirens in the distance
digital world left me
feeling fuckin distant
i came back feeling like im nonexistent

feel like my mind is changing
fading away from the high i was chasing
looking at the problems im evading
think ill die inside this room instead of forever decaying

we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

why is it so hard to kick these habits
why am i melodramatic
better off left in the past tense
ill make like a ghoul and vanish x2

we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

colling ave [prod 4evr + tax purposes]

something else

lyrics
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u didn’t care like i thought u did
say u think im doin good
well its the opposite
fall back
get me off of this
death callin
show me where the coffin is

feelin bad but i know
if i try than i can
make my dreams come tru
like a star in the night
when it shines so bright
with the sky
& i think of u

& i know that
things aren’t always what they seem
i wanna go back
but i can only seem to do it when i sleep

i don’t like this
the feeling inside it
eats me alive
all the time
i cant fight this
indecisive
i feel like im dyin
pacin’ & whinin’
the tides keep on risin

& one day ill make this right
& one day
ill make my dreams come to life