induratize

spot of sunlight

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/corefish/sos   

I need a spot of sunlight
To get a- away from life 
I need a spot of sunlight 
I know that I can't escape the pain it's alright
So I'll just light another flame on the side
So I can change and turn the verse 
I guess my confidence a curse
I hate myself again

Fried out of my mind get it over easy
True story I run see me on the TV
In a month I'll be out of the rut
Rust covered and lust filled
Calling your bluff

I think I know how to solve it
I found my head in a pulpit
A way to let go
I found a way to absolve it 
Now every time I look back
I'm seeing your ghost
And you're the talk of the town in my mind
When you look my way
You split my taste in the mood
And when I take it the conflict rise
I'll just fake my life 
Fore I lose my faith in the ruse

I need a spot of sunlight 
I know that I can't escape the pain it's alright
So I'll just light another flame on the side
So I can change and turn the verse 
I guess my confidence a curse
I hate myself again
Lost without a way to find your conscience
You been in the dark for quite a while so what's the option
Proving that the mark you made on me lead me to coffins
Hurdles and the tribulations got me feeling nauseous

You and I are out of luck we're at a standstill
Guess I'm a diamond in the rough whenever going gets to tough
Cause I just roll with the punches, throw a stone in a bucket
No my tone isn't fine but I just won't get to bluffing
I guess I'm a dope fiend and I'm waiting for nothing
I got no self esteem when I'm calling you lovely
You need a hotel somewhere else combing the cusp
It wasn't noble when you're fucking causing a ruckus

Cause if it's better than me 
I'll sever tether to breathe 
New sweater, trendsetter
Back on to the leash 
I need a spot of sunlight 
To get a- away from life 

I need a spot of sunlight 
I know that I can't escape the pain it's alright
So I'll just light another flame on the side
So I can change and turn the verse 
I guess my confidence a curse
I hate myself again
Lost without a way to find your conscience
You been in the dark for quite a while so what's the option
Proving that the mark you made on me lead me to coffins
Hurdles and the tribulations got me feeling nauseous

I think I know how to solve it
I found my head in a pulpit
A way to let go
I found a way to absolve it 
Now every time I look back
I'm seeing your ghost

run song fun song

prod me 
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Been thinking bout what you told me, the whole week
My head is feeling lonely, I can't sleep
Cause you were my one and only
Brain seep through the cracks of the old me
When you told me. Run it back
Thinking about how you hold me
And you take all the time to console me
Always running round my mind while I lone weep
Always play it up to try and get control of me
What does atone even mean

Face up backpack on the tarmac
Paystub ripped up, my guitar lack
Laced up my shoes in all black
I lost my limbs in the attack
You took my tune and played a racket
Now the whole crowd is singing back
Can't thank you enough for my attraction
Going through growing pains
The way I feel cannot be overstated
Novocain, you gave me solace then you overstayed
Go wash my name up out your mouth
Oh god, I wish you meant it well
Go put my soul upon the shelf
So that you know I'll burn in hell

Been thinking bout what you told me, the whole week
My head is feeling lonely, I can't sleep
Cause you were my one and only
Brain seep through the cracks of the old me
When you told me. Run it back
Thinking about how you hold me
And you take all the time to console me
Always running round my mind while I lone weep
Always play it up to try and get control of me
What does atone even mean

Baby would you tell me what you wanted from the comments
Last chance to be grown
Take a little bit of Ritalin and chill with my Adonis
More in common, other side of the road
Never better time to cope
Body spent feeling hopeless
Wishing I could know what's what when I'm older
Lonely on the road, bucks up till I know shit
Gimme all the tone while I'm burning up a bush

(prod yoku n corefish) shoutout yoku

cover by alton @euclicide

>>>>>  https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/corefish/faster <<<<<<

animorphs headass

FASTER

prod. alisynn + vaeo
mix and master by KBL + anem0s

I love you more than anybody on this goddamn earth 
Know you got so many options 
I don’t wanna be that toxic, but could you come home tonight
Why do I feel this shake in my lungs
I’m exhausted
Gimmie that 15 minutes
How did I fuck on ur bitch
I did it

Bitch im the one
Why you never wanna make time for me
Stuck to my guns
All i ever wanted was honesty
Bite all on my face, baby
Don’t do me that way
You know I love you
No offense
I liked fucking you more as a friend
Out my body
Don’t care where it ends
This shit killing me slow and I love it
I been a petty bitch since you met me, you know i’m not above it
Yeah I got six days till I-
Six days till I say fuck it and vanish
I can’t make no time for that
Say you love me, I’m sorry i dipped off
I just fucked on your friend cuz you pissed me off
only been 3 days, had to cut you off
I got a whole lot of drugs in this room if i take all this shit you won’t see me again 

I can’t move slow
She a bad bitch, I know

I love you more than anybody on this goddamn earth 
Know you got so many options 
I don’t wanna be that toxic, but could you come home tonight
Why do I feel this shake in my lungs
I’m exhausted
Gimmie that 15 minutes
How did I fuck on ur bitch
I did it

love actually ft vaeo

self prod 
mastered by @anem0s
instrument mixing help from @gasmaskatl
@a1isynn pulled me out the vocal mixing gutter

track 2/2
april 5 https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oldcollin/hr-3 

say something else why dontcha
said what's your problem?
cause if you got one, please dont try to say it to me
i can't say it doesnt bother me
but in all honesty i'm handing out apologies, i'm not even sorry
you say it's all my fault and that you wont back down
say something else why dontcha
but look who's talking like they know so much
as if it doesn't make a difference at all
but if we stayed in touch
we'd have run into a wall
so is that enough for you

to reconsider at all 
if it's just to tell you that I'm sorry I'm not
cause if I hadn't have lost then I
wouldn't find out how much I'm really worth
but I can't say I'm not tired of always feeling hurt
you could say a million words
but it still won't get to me
lacking the empathy you need to feel a little more important dontcha
but there's no need for me to panic cause
I feel it more clearly than you

(4cf)
so why I gotta find a way to get over just saying you're right
got you for closure growing older and freeing my mind
there's something heavy on your chest wanna put me in line
just cause i knew you watch your best i might give it the time
aw but it's alright baby you needed t hat
last shot when you was hurt you know it's a part of the fact
if i had just a little more time I might have something to speak for myself
and no I cant be no one else


https://twitter.com/oldcollin/status/1771246823102972362

reconsider (ft. 4cf)

#freakyvibes

#lyrics:

you think you're tied up now
why don't you wait a minute
try to cope with me but 
I done made you hit the limit
babe I know it's bright out 
but we've been busy sinning
cause when you're beautiful and hold me close

you could tell me that I got to see to believe it
everybody wanna be a freak till the knees bent
pull the rug underneath her feet till the weekend
touching teeth baby I deceive
I run around thinking I'm the shit but I'm a thief

breakdown stunted made me talk like I wanted to
late-town coming and I don't want me 
coming to terms with the shit on my back
when my brain isn't hurt I can fucking relax 
on god

melatonin don't work
had to fiend until my soul hurt
I could run across the whole earth
I been bleeding till my nose burst
I feel a little low-worse 
I feel a little more
oh I feel a little more

breakdowns made me someone I'm not
break a hole through the wall looking through what I sought for
late-town made me something I hate
and I'm always in the corner yelling

you could tell me that I got to see to believe it
everybody wanna be a freak till the knees bent
pull the rug underneath her feet till the weekend
touching teeth baby I deceive
I run around thinking I'm the shit, but I'm a seed to believe in
everybody wanna be a freak till the knees bent
pull the rug underneath her feet till the weekend
touching teeth baby I deceive
I run around talkin shit but baby I'm a FREAK

breakdown stunted made me talk like I wanted to
late-town coming and I don't want me 
coming to terms with the shit on my back
when my brain isn't hurt I can fucking relax 
on god

why don't you wait a minute
try to cope with me but 
I done made you hit the limit
babe I know it's bright out 
but we've been busy sinning
cause when you're beautiful and hold me close
you could tell me that I got to see

everybody wanna be a freak
baby I don't wanna be deceived
come into come into come into fact
come into come into come into please (freak)

FREAK

4cf - Meraki ft. riptony (gambitz)

(prod. blank)
guitar loop: rjpasin
lyrics: 
when i let you in
didnt know id lose my head again
step back see the whole world fall on me
its all my fault not who i wanna be
and i swear
you wanted something else
dont wanna talk about it
just be by myself
and its over now but i cant regret it
things that you said in my head
never left it rent free down in my head
been stuck for a while now
gave up my home and
i stayed home for a while
tried to cope
but it didnt work im all out of hope
when i let you in
didnt know id end up here again
the seasons change up
filled with karma
is my debt all paid up yet?
and have you taken enough?
ive been shaken up
ive been breaking down
its pulling me apart
and ive faken enough
i dont wanna bluff anymore its hard
but i see now
my smile was your touch
i lose breath with no lungs
and these warm summer months
been cold since you gone
woke up new epiphany
i see what you did to me
i was fucked up mentally
but all i needed was amenity oh
when i let you in
didnt know id lose my head again
step back see the whole world fall on me
its all my fault not who i wanna be 
and i swear
you have to find who you are
it's time to let go.
you fell out of reach
summers been passing time through the breeze and
in my head i plead
someone to save me don't wanna end up stuck in a daze
stare at a daw just to feel anything
bring all my hopes up, tearing em down
no one can hear me despite all the sounds
and i can't move on
you said be honest so ill just say it
i hate myself got no replacement
so im here, stuck between these ears
while avoiding every mirror
avoiding all my peers
and i've felt this way for years
and i see it so clearly
i was falling you ain't even talk to me
doesn't matter now
can't regret it now
or make it better now
don't regret it now.

mirrors

prod. blank & scro 

lyrics: love it when you say my name 
but i'm tired of all the same shit
so i'm with your friend right now
and she says my name so loud
i say i love her when i'm fuckin it
and she say she love me when 
im touchin' it 
and if im honest bae shes 
better than you
shawty too good
she been doing all of the things 
that you couldn't 
too bad so sad i'm with a new one
and she lovin' it 
she like when im rough with it
like when i pull her hair
and call her my fuckin bitch uh
i know she fuck with it
i'm the man
and she say it while she suckin it
oh man
addicted to her tan
take you back home and 
i'm meeting her again
and i know it's fucked up
but she got me fucked up
i'm just playing with your head
but she's so good leave me no regrets
love it when you say my name 
but i'm tired of all the same shit
so i'm with your friend right now
and she says my name so loud
i say i love her when i'm fuckin it
and she say she love me when 
im touchin' it 
and if im honest bae shes 
better than you
suffocating to temptation
i can't help but play this game
through my lies and blinded eyes
you see i go with no refrain
wasting time 
i know inside that it ain't right
but fuck it's nice 
i'll roll the dice and pay the price
to set my feelings aside. 
