spot of sunlight

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I need a spot of sunlight
To get a- away from life 
I need a spot of sunlight 
I know that I can't escape the pain it's alright
So I'll just light another flame on the side
So I can change and turn the verse 
I guess my confidence a curse
I hate myself again

Fried out of my mind get it over easy
True story I run see me on the TV
In a month I'll be out of the rut
Rust covered and lust filled
Calling your bluff

I think I know how to solve it
I found my head in a pulpit
A way to let go
I found a way to absolve it 
Now every time I look back
I'm seeing your ghost
And you're the talk of the town in my mind
When you look my way
You split my taste in the mood
And when I take it the conflict rise
I'll just fake my life 
Fore I lose my faith in the ruse

I need a spot of sunlight 
I know that I can't escape the pain it's alright
So I'll just light another flame on the side
So I can change and turn the verse 
I guess my confidence a curse
I hate myself again
Lost without a way to find your conscience
You been in the dark for quite a while so what's the option
Proving that the mark you made on me lead me to coffins
Hurdles and the tribulations got me feeling nauseous

You and I are out of luck we're at a standstill
Guess I'm a diamond in the rough whenever going gets to tough
Cause I just roll with the punches, throw a stone in a bucket
No my tone isn't fine but I just won't get to bluffing
I guess I'm a dope fiend and I'm waiting for nothing
I got no self esteem when I'm calling you lovely
You need a hotel somewhere else combing the cusp
It wasn't noble when you're fucking causing a ruckus

Cause if it's better than me 
I'll sever tether to breathe 
New sweater, trendsetter
Back on to the leash 
I need a spot of sunlight 
To get a- away from life 

I need a spot of sunlight 
I know that I can't escape the pain it's alright
So I'll just light another flame on the side
So I can change and turn the verse 
I guess my confidence a curse
I hate myself again
Lost without a way to find your conscience
You been in the dark for quite a while so what's the option
Proving that the mark you made on me lead me to coffins
Hurdles and the tribulations got me feeling nauseous

I think I know how to solve it
I found my head in a pulpit
A way to let go
I found a way to absolve it 
Now every time I look back
I'm seeing your ghost

coprod @31sentinel
guitar by @billsburyjoeboi


LYRICS:

Can you show a little bit of sympathy
Or something please?
I need it
I think I lost my aim, reeling, feeling defeated
I guess I'll write another song and delete it
Because it isn't all what's meant to be 
I just feel like it ain't me, staring at a screen
Falling from the mezzanine I hope it make me bleed

Batter up I'm bad enough to die
Saddled up and shattered I'm alive
Things don't change no matter how I try
Run away before I fade tonight

I need a therapy release to get blessed with peace, I plead
One shot and I'm down on my knees again
Can you show a little sympathy

Exhaustion runs through my lungs 
Selfishness, it's all for fun 
All humility is gone
So I'll find a way to be fine 
Wish you'd show a little more kindness 
Cause now your animosity's blinding 
Affection doesn't always need guidance 
With two sides, you'll always be biased 
Into me, the need is flowing
Sympathy, you never show it 
It's sad enough, commitment isn't mine
It's adding up, I'm bad enough to die

Batter up I'm bad enough to die
Saddled up and shattered I'm a lie
Things don't change no matter how I try
Run away before I fade tonight

Put another face on and my body in the back-seat
Hold it on my hip, so a buddy couldn't blast me 
Keep it under lid, till my sons get the best of me 
Hold my heart in a hearse like it's meant to be

And you just couldn't believe how
Couldn't believe how I got it back

And you just couldn't believe how I got it all back
I need a new life cause of overreactions, it's
All strife since the day that you left 
I said I wish I knew a way to get the cold off my breath

Batter up I'm bad enough to die
Saddled up and shattered I'm alive
Things don't change no matter how I try
Run away before I fade tonight

SYMPATHY

SYMPATHY (feat. Dylan Longworth)

prod @gf5 and corefish

I could be anything you want
if you want it back bad
Guess I'll see you in a month
when you fall on my lap
No concealing in the sun
Can you feel it when it's done?
I'll reveal it in a month
Guess it was all for myself to break

And now I'm constantly inside my mind
I'm trapped in a suit and tie
Feeling awfully objectified
They see me and scrutinize
They start to realize what the time spent meant to me
It's all in the crime of a mindset atrophy

I guess I couldn't solve all the riddles that you shared when you're next to me
Dissolve in the middle of the woods, it wasn't meant to be
Sulk by the phone while I waited
I need a little more in my lungs when I take it cause

I could be anything you want
if you want it back bad
Guess I'll see you in a month
when you fall on my lap
No concealing in the sun
Can you feel it when it's done?
I'll reveal it in a month
Guess it was all for myself to break

It's off count
Run it down
Feelings stop
I feel it out
I cannot
Forfeit it now
Pissed off
I'm feeling loud
It's off count
Run it down
Feelings stop
I feel it out
I cannot
Forfeit it now
Blast off
I feel it now
Pack it up

I think it was all of me that left without myself from my suspension
Thinking my heart harbor thieves forever
I can't run from every sentence
Clogging my arteries, you know my heart can't take all the attempts
But I need to reassess us

I could be anything you want
if you want it back bad
Guess I'll see you in a month
when you fall on my lap
No concealing in the sun
Can you feel it when it's done?
I'll reveal it in a month
Guess it was all for myself to break

Toss it up with my incompetence
When I'm in the eye of the storm I am the opposite
Somewhere where it's safe and it's warm
Where we can grow a bit
But I lost my faith in the world that was full of shit
I want it back
But slowing the tension now might be just what I need
Below interventions now I'm fiending for release

I could be anything you want
if you want it back bad
Guess I'll see you in a month
when you fall on my lap
No concealing in the sun
Can you feel it when it's done?
I'll reveal it in a month
Guess it was all for myself to break

It's off count
Run it down
Feelings stop
I feel it out
I cannot
Forfeit it now
Pissed off
I'm feeling loud
It's off count
Run it down
Feelings stop
I feel it out
I cannot
Forfeit it now
Blast off
I feel it now
Pack it up

BLASTOFF

(prod yoku n corefish) shoutout yoku

cover by alton @euclicide

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animorphs headass

FASTER

Lyrics :

Tell me things
I take care for your diamond rings
I let you know when I came back when angel sings
But I still refuse to be your king

And then I put them to the side
Bye, bye
Some old things don't last long
Pointin' up your finger to the sky
You decide with your choices to let them go

Cause, your so beautiful, it's miracle
The world's so cynical, it's difficult
To find somebody that will heal the cold
And travel the world around to feel the globe

Spinning roudabout
I just wanna be your only one for now
Callin' out my name when you scream and shout
I tell you everything, so I'ma let it out
Say it loud

Closed door, waiting for two months
Got a couple little things you could tell me
On vacation, you can move on
You can do anything you wished for by yourself

Run away baby, we escape from hell
It's a tragic story that I'll never tell
Lost all my powers, I won't cast a spell
You're doing so well
 
I know when they get close to ya
And I ain't following the things they tryna' speak to ya
And I don't trust any advice they tryna give it up
They gon' listen up when you shouted in the crowded room
They really want you mind
You don't pay any attention
Baby, don't listen to them
You're my hidden gem, only one I ever find
The diamond in the rough shining bright

But I'm still trying all my best just to be a better guy
You said "I'm okay" but I know that was a lie
Do you feel different when we fell into the sky
I don't side with them tonight
Deep down I hope that you will be alright
I hate it when you're gone
I've been tryna catch a flight
I can't be alone I need you in my life
They don't save me I cut them off baby

And then I put them to the side
Bye, bye
Some old things don't last long
Pointin' up your finger to the sky
You decide with your choices to let them go

Cause, your so beautiful, it's miracle
The world's so cynical, it's difficult
To find somebody that will heal the cold
And travel the world around to feel the globe

Spinning roudabout
I just wanna be your only one for now
Callin' out my name when you scream and shout
I tell you everything, so I'ma let it out
Say it loud

Forget the tour
They always say that less is more
You've been the best I been looking for
I'm bleeding out from the blood you pour
Put everything on to rest
Leave' em alone and my life starts to set
Those are the things that I did and regret
It doesn't matter since I won my bet

And then I put them to the side
Bye, bye
Some old things don't last long
Pointin' up your finger to the sky
You decide with your choices to let them go

Cause, your so beautiful, it's miracle
The world's so cynical, it's difficult
To find somebody that will heal the cold
And travel the world around to feel the globe

Spinning roudabout
I just wanna be your only one for now
Callin' out my name when you scream and shout
I tell you everything, so I'ma let it out
I say it loud

Bad Apple

cannibal

big shout to cedar man @cedarredd-mgmt

lyrics:

baby don't waste my time 

cuz im about to change my life

we only get one try  

you said you only gonna stay one night 

quite familiar no

i can't even close my eyes

train crashin out and

you've been wastin all your time 

but it's instrumental 

such a silly little life

when you think about it 



but baby when it's 


lights out

i swear you only wanna see me when it's lights out 

baby this ain't no make 

belive me til i found out 

i couldn't stomach what you mean

when it's lights out 

lights out 

no 

when it's lights out 

i think it's pretty clear to see

another lie now

baby i'm begging on my knees 

when it's lights out 

lights out no

*cedar*

i know im the right guy

for you

baby i could make the time fly

with you 

ill be the life line 

and we can do it all again another night 

it's past the point

but in a vacuum 

i really thought i had it

wouldn't put it past you

she hit the matador 

and know i'm that fool

but baby all im askin for is that you



 don't

waste my time 

cuz i can change your life

baby you know we only get one try 

you know you could always stay the night 

quite familiar no

i can't even close my eyes

train crashin out and

you've been wastin all your time 

but it's instrumental 

such a silly little life

when you think about it 



but baby when it's 


lights out

i swear you only wanna see me when it's lights out 

baby this ain't no make 

belive me til i found out 

i couldn't stomach what you mean

when it's lights out 

lights out 

no 

when it's lights out 

i think it's pretty clear to see

another lie now

baby i'm begging on my knees 

when it's lights out 

lights out no

lights out w/ cedar redd

prod. blank & scro

lyrics: too afraid to let inside
from a gaze you caught my eye
from the seams you know i'm trying to give in
t-too afraid afraid
to let 
to let through a g-gaze
t-too afraid afraid
to let 
to let through a g-gaze
lay my head down to rest
but i can't sleep 
cause the words that you said 
still haunt my dreams
and i've been holding onto something
time don't have the time for anymore
and my heads been to war 
watched him shape into yours
thought i found my cure
but you said and you swore that you wanted no more
than to be mine for good, just a lie that you wore
and it wears me down just to know i'm crazy
you were my comfort inside of the pain
and you were my cover when it was raining
never recovered and i
waste time in your eyes i gave in
and i realized got no time to reminisce
cause sometime i'll be fine just sit tight
leave me alone until i feel right
too afraid to let inside 
wanna save myself this time
through the seams you know i'm trying 
to let you in. 
(blank) 
too afraid to let inside
too afraid
and you know i'm trying
watch the seasons change
blood running cold and i start to feel deranged
thought i found the gold 
i just found another space 
that i can lay holed in and let my body age
no one else knows but 
i've been so fucked up
tryna find another reason to say that i'm done 
pick apart all my decisions to see i got none
never winning always telling myself that i'm gone.

covert

prod. blank & scro 

lyrics: love it when you say my name 
but i'm tired of all the same shit
so i'm with your friend right now
and she says my name so loud
i say i love her when i'm fuckin it
and she say she love me when 
im touchin' it 
and if im honest bae shes 
better than you
shawty too good
she been doing all of the things 
that you couldn't 
too bad so sad i'm with a new one
and she lovin' it 
she like when im rough with it
like when i pull her hair
and call her my fuckin bitch uh
i know she fuck with it
i'm the man
and she say it while she suckin it
oh man
addicted to her tan
take you back home and 
i'm meeting her again
and i know it's fucked up
but she got me fucked up
i'm just playing with your head
but she's so good leave me no regrets
love it when you say my name 
but i'm tired of all the same shit
so i'm with your friend right now
and she says my name so loud
i say i love her when i'm fuckin it
and she say she love me when 
im touchin' it 
and if im honest bae shes 
better than you
suffocating to temptation
i can't help but play this game
through my lies and blinded eyes
you see i go with no refrain
wasting time 
i know inside that it ain't right
but fuck it's nice 
i'll roll the dice and pay the price
to set my feelings aside. 
