i thought that i would be okay
all on my own
guess i was wrong
oh well what isn't there to like
except the long
eternal night
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head
(x2)

now i look crazy
and that's one thing i've been feelin' like lately
but i'm okay
at least i think so
nothing's for sure but at least i am here
so
i can't be that bad
at least i think so
i might be lying to myself when i say so
but take my word for it
that's all i ask for
i think i need to ask for some help more

but don't hit me up
even if i look like i need it
cause i don't need it
i'm better off alone
even if that's not what i say so
(oh)
i tend to do that
go back on my word like screw that
i don't think i need help now
and i think that's a lie
but i've made up my mind now

yeah i made up my mind now
(x3)
and i won't look behind now
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head

i thought that i would be okay
all on my own
guess i was wrong
oh well what isn't there to like
except the long
eternal night
don't play pretend i know what you're like
know all your quirks 
how you fantasize
but i guess it's all in my head
like how you said
it's all in my head
(x2)

guess i was wrong

induratize

spot of sunlight

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I need a spot of sunlight
To get a- away from life 
I need a spot of sunlight 
I know that I can't escape the pain it's alright
So I'll just light another flame on the side
So I can change and turn the verse 
I guess my confidence a curse
I hate myself again

Fried out of my mind get it over easy
True story I run see me on the TV
In a month I'll be out of the rut
Rust covered and lust filled
Calling your bluff

I think I know how to solve it
I found my head in a pulpit
A way to let go
I found a way to absolve it 
Now every time I look back
I'm seeing your ghost
And you're the talk of the town in my mind
When you look my way
You split my taste in the mood
And when I take it the conflict rise
I'll just fake my life 
Fore I lose my faith in the ruse

I need a spot of sunlight 
I know that I can't escape the pain it's alright
So I'll just light another flame on the side
So I can change and turn the verse 
I guess my confidence a curse
I hate myself again
Lost without a way to find your conscience
You been in the dark for quite a while so what's the option
Proving that the mark you made on me lead me to coffins
Hurdles and the tribulations got me feeling nauseous

You and I are out of luck we're at a standstill
Guess I'm a diamond in the rough whenever going gets to tough
Cause I just roll with the punches, throw a stone in a bucket
No my tone isn't fine but I just won't get to bluffing
I guess I'm a dope fiend and I'm waiting for nothing
I got no self esteem when I'm calling you lovely
You need a hotel somewhere else combing the cusp
It wasn't noble when you're fucking causing a ruckus

Cause if it's better than me 
I'll sever tether to breathe 
New sweater, trendsetter
Back on to the leash 
I need a spot of sunlight 
To get a- away from life 

I need a spot of sunlight 
I know that I can't escape the pain it's alright
So I'll just light another flame on the side
So I can change and turn the verse 
I guess my confidence a curse
I hate myself again
Lost without a way to find your conscience
You been in the dark for quite a while so what's the option
Proving that the mark you made on me lead me to coffins
Hurdles and the tribulations got me feeling nauseous

I think I know how to solve it
I found my head in a pulpit
A way to let go
I found a way to absolve it 
Now every time I look back
I'm seeing your ghost

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Lyrics:
Ooo, ooo
Oh just watch me fall apart
Oh just watch me
Ooh oh

I feel wrung out
Ive run outta energy
It was too loud
Gotta Take a step back
Embrace the fallout
Oh its probably my fault but I dont care
Anymore, mm

And i’m not tired I’m just out of it
Ive been spending most my time tryna get a grip
And I’m just worried that my parents gettin sick of it
How the fuck can I go on now?

I give up
Don’t try to fix me
My brains gone numb
You try to touch me but your kiss just kinda stung
I understand you but I feel so dumb
(I feel so fucking dumb)

So bite your tongue
I know you’ll miss me but i’m too far (gone)
Misunderstand me saying “you’re so fuckin tough!”
but I’ve already given up

I cut my teeth over my intentions I 
(Got) no sleep over my whole weekend cause you
Watch me fall apart at the seams
Is this a dream?

(What’s happening?)

(I cannot) hold myself too high
(Feel something) eating me from the insides
(Why do I?) always seem to play the bad guy
You make me the enemy just to cope in your mind

(Watchu say?)

And i’m not tired I’m just out of it
Ive been spending most my time tryna get a grip
And I’m just worried that my parents gettin sick of it
How the fuck can I go on now?

I give up
Don’t try to fix me
My brains gone numb
You try to touch me but your kiss just kinda stung
I understand you but I feel so dumb
(I feel so fucking dumb)

So bite your tongue
I know you’ll miss me but i’m too far gone
Misunderstand me saying “you’re so fuckin tough!”
but I’ve already given up

Ooo, ooo
Oh just watch me fall apart
Oh just watch me
Ooh oh
Mm

i give up lmao

I got weight I can’t cut
You think i give a fuck?
check bigger every month
i bet these xans will keep me numb

i never did it for the money
i only do it for the drugs
i did a tour across the country for my health
and it just paid me for the month
 yeah

say they gonna slide on me?
then put that shit on god
motherfuckers pussy i see right through their façade
boy this outfit cost a k, i’m just wearing what i got
like my boys in french denim like marithe francois girbaud

Marithe Francois Girbaud

run song fun song

prod me 
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Been thinking bout what you told me, the whole week
My head is feeling lonely, I can't sleep
Cause you were my one and only
Brain seep through the cracks of the old me
When you told me. Run it back
Thinking about how you hold me
And you take all the time to console me
Always running round my mind while I lone weep
Always play it up to try and get control of me
What does atone even mean

Face up backpack on the tarmac
Paystub ripped up, my guitar lack
Laced up my shoes in all black
I lost my limbs in the attack
You took my tune and played a racket
Now the whole crowd is singing back
Can't thank you enough for my attraction
Going through growing pains
The way I feel cannot be overstated
Novocain, you gave me solace then you overstayed
Go wash my name up out your mouth
Oh god, I wish you meant it well
Go put my soul upon the shelf
So that you know I'll burn in hell

Been thinking bout what you told me, the whole week
My head is feeling lonely, I can't sleep
Cause you were my one and only
Brain seep through the cracks of the old me
When you told me. Run it back
Thinking about how you hold me
And you take all the time to console me
Always running round my mind while I lone weep
Always play it up to try and get control of me
What does atone even mean

Baby would you tell me what you wanted from the comments
Last chance to be grown
Take a little bit of Ritalin and chill with my Adonis
More in common, other side of the road
Never better time to cope
Body spent feeling hopeless
Wishing I could know what's what when I'm older
Lonely on the road, bucks up till I know shit
Gimme all the tone while I'm burning up a bush

coprod @31sentinel
guitar by @billsburyjoeboi


LYRICS:

Can you show a little bit of sympathy
Or something please?
I need it
I think I lost my aim, reeling, feeling defeated
I guess I'll write another song and delete it
Because it isn't all what's meant to be 
I just feel like it ain't me, staring at a screen
Falling from the mezzanine I hope it make me bleed

Batter up I'm bad enough to die
Saddled up and shattered I'm alive
Things don't change no matter how I try
Run away before I fade tonight

I need a therapy release to get blessed with peace, I plead
One shot and I'm down on my knees again
Can you show a little sympathy

Exhaustion runs through my lungs 
Selfishness, it's all for fun 
All humility is gone
So I'll find a way to be fine 
Wish you'd show a little more kindness 
Cause now your animosity's blinding 
Affection doesn't always need guidance 
With two sides, you'll always be biased 
Into me, the need is flowing
Sympathy, you never show it 
It's sad enough, commitment isn't mine
It's adding up, I'm bad enough to die

Batter up I'm bad enough to die
Saddled up and shattered I'm a lie
Things don't change no matter how I try
Run away before I fade tonight

Put another face on and my body in the back-seat
Hold it on my hip, so a buddy couldn't blast me 
Keep it under lid, till my sons get the best of me 
Hold my heart in a hearse like it's meant to be

And you just couldn't believe how
Couldn't believe how I got it back

And you just couldn't believe how I got it all back
I need a new life cause of overreactions, it's
All strife since the day that you left 
I said I wish I knew a way to get the cold off my breath

Batter up I'm bad enough to die
Saddled up and shattered I'm alive
Things don't change no matter how I try
Run away before I fade tonight

SYMPATHY

SYMPATHY (feat. Dylan Longworth)

guitars by @alkylartist

prod @31sentinel and corefish



I break bones from the stress
Body done felt inept
And my soul to the test
Flyin' right out the nest
The control isn't etched
We could put it to rest
If the toll wasn't stretched
You could show me the best

I'm walking through the space
Talking to the same vagrant
I could find a way
I could find a way to change it
Turn another tabletop
Learning entertainment
Now I'm on my way
Body burning from the pavement
Toetag, zip up that bag all around me
No track, look at that stab to arouse this heart
Trap taking in blood from a fountain
Keep looking inside, you won't get this far
Living in a basement, I cannot escape this fate

I'll fight the cost
Let it off
Put it on my tab
I wasn't lost
I just thought
That it was my bad
Moving on
Holding up
And I'm running through the same bad
Fun, moving on
But I'm running through the same bad luck

Walking through the space
Talking to the same vagrant
I could find a way
I could find a way to change it
Turn another tabletop
Learning entertainment
Now I'm on my way
Body burning from the pavement
Toetag, zip up that bag all around me
No track, look at that stab to arouse this heart
Trap taking in blood from a fountain
Keep looking inside, you won't get this far

I break bones from the stress
Body done felt inept
And my soul to the test
Flyin' right out the nest
The control isn't etched
We could put it to rest
If the toll wasn't stretched
You could show me the best, oh

I break bones from the stress
Body done felt inept
And my soul to the test
Flyin' right out the nest
The control isn't etched
We could put it to rest
If the toll wasn't stretched
You could show me the best

Toetag, zip up that bag all around me
No track, look at that stab to arouse this heart
Trap taking in blood from a fountain
Keep looking inside, you won't get this far
Toetag, zip up that bag all around me
No track, look at that stab to arouse this heart
Trap taking in blood from a fountain
Keep looking inside, you won't get this far

VAGRANT

(prod yoku n corefish) shoutout yoku

cover by alton @euclicide

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FASTER

not2sober

Lyrics :

Tell me things
I take care for your diamond rings
I let you know when I came back when angel sings
But I still refuse to be your king

And then I put them to the side
Bye, bye
Some old things don't last long
Pointin' up your finger to the sky
You decide with your choices to let them go

Cause, your so beautiful, it's miracle
The world's so cynical, it's difficult
To find somebody that will heal the cold
And travel the world around to feel the globe

Spinning roudabout
I just wanna be your only one for now
Callin' out my name when you scream and shout
I tell you everything, so I'ma let it out
Say it loud

Closed door, waiting for two months
Got a couple little things you could tell me
On vacation, you can move on
You can do anything you wished for by yourself

Run away baby, we escape from hell
It's a tragic story that I'll never tell
Lost all my powers, I won't cast a spell
You're doing so well
 
I know when they get close to ya
And I ain't following the things they tryna' speak to ya
And I don't trust any advice they tryna give it up
They gon' listen up when you shouted in the crowded room
They really want you mind
You don't pay any attention
Baby, don't listen to them
You're my hidden gem, only one I ever find
The diamond in the rough shining bright

But I'm still trying all my best just to be a better guy
You said "I'm okay" but I know that was a lie
Do you feel different when we fell into the sky
I don't side with them tonight
Deep down I hope that you will be alright
I hate it when you're gone
I've been tryna catch a flight
I can't be alone I need you in my life
They don't save me I cut them off baby

And then I put them to the side
Bye, bye
Some old things don't last long
Pointin' up your finger to the sky
You decide with your choices to let them go

Cause, your so beautiful, it's miracle
The world's so cynical, it's difficult
To find somebody that will heal the cold
And travel the world around to feel the globe

Spinning roudabout
I just wanna be your only one for now
Callin' out my name when you scream and shout
I tell you everything, so I'ma let it out
Say it loud

Forget the tour
They always say that less is more
You've been the best I been looking for
I'm bleeding out from the blood you pour
Put everything on to rest
Leave' em alone and my life starts to set
Those are the things that I did and regret
It doesn't matter since I won my bet

And then I put them to the side
Bye, bye
Some old things don't last long
Pointin' up your finger to the sky
You decide with your choices to let them go

Cause, your so beautiful, it's miracle
The world's so cynical, it's difficult
To find somebody that will heal the cold
And travel the world around to feel the globe

Spinning roudabout
I just wanna be your only one for now
Callin' out my name when you scream and shout
I tell you everything, so I'ma let it out
I say it loud

RUN

corefish