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ALLIGATOR (w oldcollin)

Lyrics:
I dream of a life
Where I see things twice
For how they are not
How they seem
I've lost my mind and
I don't know why
I can't think straight
Or believe these little means at a time
I was never one to hide behind
All of the blinking flashing lights
So I wanna know

Why do you still cross my mind
Why do you still cross my mind
Why do you still cross my mind
Why do you still cross my mind

As the weather gets colder
It's harder to breathe in the air
Or maybe I haven't tried hard enough
We live like we're older but
Never take risk
That could ruin our life
We're still smarter than them
By a mile
Talk bout' it
For a while
We won't break off
Just take breaks here and there
But I'll wait up for you
Let you catch up and
Hope you still need me
And that you'd never see
I live in fear
I believe you'll let me down
I barely believe in the signs I see
But I wanna know

Why do you still cross my mind
Why do you still cross my mind
Why do you still cross my mind
Why do you still cross my mind

And it's hard to believe
That you might never see
Where you went wrong
90 miles an hour
I've lost all my power
I sit on the sideline
I finally realized
Cause I think I know

Why you still cross my mind
Why you still cross my mind
Why you still cross my mind
Why you still cross my mind
Why you still cross my mind

all platforms

cross my mind

prod me, anem0s

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I hope you're staying strong
I hope you sing along to my songs still
Tell me that I'm in the wrong
I need my conscience
Wish you were still on my arm
I'm barely conscious
I'm running my way back home

Why is it getting dark
Think there's a hole in my heart
Feel like I've had enough
I'm sick of calling bluffs
Could never get enough
Still feelin outta touch
Still in your debt
Tryna' wash away the stains of lust

Wasted away all of my nine lives
Paces to greatness you cut those ties
Now the thoughts in my head are an enemy
Can't be placed in a bed or a reverie
Lost all the sauce now the bread's all dry
Rather be dead than you gut my hide again
What's really there anyway I guess

Cause when the sun comes up will you leave me in the dust
I got a ticket with your name, you were someone I could trust
You needed space, not a date, now you moving out of state
Through the elation and pain
I love you all the same
I think I'm going insane
I'm blowing my brain against the wall
Lost entertainment
When you estranged
Pick up my call
Flow like the rain
It's out of my reigns again
I felt the same ever since the day you left

You push a little more
I'll walk away a little less
My jaw is on the floor from duress
It made decisions a mess
And now I can't ignore
My obsession has got a little flesh
Foot into the door
You won't leave me here
You gon' wait a sec

Write all my rhymes from a basic place
Feel like a spineless waste of space and time again
This plight you win
It's alright you said
You're already hundred miles away

Wasting away
Cause you're stuck in my brain
And I can't get you out
Feet on the ground
But my head in the clouds
Lost in the sauce so the breads all dry

Cause when the sun comes up will you leave me in the dust
I got a ticket with your name, you were someone I could trust
You needed space, not a date, now you moving out of state
Through the elation and pain
I love you all the same
I think I'm going insane
I'm blowing my brain against the wall
Lost entertainment
When you estranged
Pick up my call
Flow like the rain
It's out of my reigns again
I felt the same ever since the day you left

Lost in the sauce so the bread's all dry

SOMEONE I COULD TRUST

prod. blanx

lyrics: 
step back i'll do all the talkin
if you gave me my respect 
then i'd let you all in no stallin
don't wanna face this world
pray for me darling 
the way i feel 
dont wanna reconcile on the 
past when he left my home
i just keep making these beats
cause i feel alone 
i don't wanna do this shit anymore.

isolate

Get back 
I don’t want nobody who could make me feel like that 
“Don’t Call”
In your contacts 
You left your prescriptions 
Now you’re coming over, a contradiction 
But really we not new to it 

Last time you was telling me I talk to much about it 
Now you’re telling me to say sum’n?
If it’s not a problem 
You gon make one 
Tryna start it over
Selling page one 

Not coming back
Funny as hell
Hoping you enjoy yourself 
Now you outside screaming 
I don’t need your help
Now you outside 
Hoping you not lost without it 

Baby I don’t wanna be your lover
You don’t really want no love 
Tryna work it out I doubt it 
You not showing out enough 
All we do is, screaming, shouting 
Baby have we danced enough?
You can see it all surrounding 
I just had to beat your punch 

Who that, who you taking me (for)
Bad line, whatchu say to me 
Long nights, she won’t wait for me
Sweet talker, you savory
I can’t keep fighting myself 
I see you crying as well

and I could sit around 
But I’m better than you told me
It ain’t a problem being lonely 
I tow the line with myself 
And cut the ties with you 
I ain’t walking back to this hell 

I was lying whichu 
Told me I’m a bastard
That’s how you felt 
You say you hate getting mad and baby
We couldn’t tell 
You telling me I’m the problem really
You shouldn’t yell
Preeing ya hands at the table baby
That’s show and tell

Who that, who you taking me (for)
Bad line, whatchu say to me 
Long nights, she won’t wait for me
Sweet talker, you savory
I can’t keep fighting myself 
I see you crying as well

savory (KBL)

coprod @31sentinel
guitar by @billsburyjoeboi


LYRICS:

Can you show a little bit of sympathy
Or something please?
I need it
I think I lost my aim, reeling, feeling defeated
I guess I'll write another song and delete it
Because it isn't all what's meant to be 
I just feel like it ain't me, staring at a screen
Falling from the mezzanine I hope it make me bleed

Batter up I'm bad enough to die
Saddled up and shattered I'm alive
Things don't change no matter how I try
Run away before I fade tonight

I need a therapy release to get blessed with peace, I plead
One shot and I'm down on my knees again
Can you show a little sympathy

Exhaustion runs through my lungs 
Selfishness, it's all for fun 
All humility is gone
So I'll find a way to be fine 
Wish you'd show a little more kindness 
Cause now your animosity's blinding 
Affection doesn't always need guidance 
With two sides, you'll always be biased 
Into me, the need is flowing
Sympathy, you never show it 
It's sad enough, commitment isn't mine
It's adding up, I'm bad enough to die

Batter up I'm bad enough to die
Saddled up and shattered I'm a lie
Things don't change no matter how I try
Run away before I fade tonight

Put another face on and my body in the back-seat
Hold it on my hip, so a buddy couldn't blast me 
Keep it under lid, till my sons get the best of me 
Hold my heart in a hearse like it's meant to be

And you just couldn't believe how
Couldn't believe how I got it back

And you just couldn't believe how I got it all back
I need a new life cause of overreactions, it's
All strife since the day that you left 
I said I wish I knew a way to get the cold off my breath

Batter up I'm bad enough to die
Saddled up and shattered I'm alive
Things don't change no matter how I try
Run away before I fade tonight

SYMPATHY

SYMPATHY (feat. Dylan Longworth)

PROD 31 Sentinel and wishlane. Thank you Kitz I hope you guys enjoy the song.

Peripheral *Kitz

(prod. blank)
guitar loop: rjpasin
lyrics: 
when i let you in
didnt know id lose my head again
step back see the whole world fall on me
its all my fault not who i wanna be
and i swear
you wanted something else
dont wanna talk about it
just be by myself
and its over now but i cant regret it
things that you said in my head
never left it rent free down in my head
been stuck for a while now
gave up my home and
i stayed home for a while
tried to cope
but it didnt work im all out of hope
when i let you in
didnt know id end up here again
the seasons change up
filled with karma
is my debt all paid up yet?
and have you taken enough?
ive been shaken up
ive been breaking down
its pulling me apart
and ive faken enough
i dont wanna bluff anymore its hard
but i see now
my smile was your touch
i lose breath with no lungs
and these warm summer months
been cold since you gone
woke up new epiphany
i see what you did to me
i was fucked up mentally
but all i needed was amenity oh
when i let you in
didnt know id lose my head again
step back see the whole world fall on me
its all my fault not who i wanna be 
and i swear
you have to find who you are
it's time to let go.
you fell out of reach
summers been passing time through the breeze and
in my head i plead
someone to save me don't wanna end up stuck in a daze
stare at a daw just to feel anything
bring all my hopes up, tearing em down
no one can hear me despite all the sounds
and i can't move on
you said be honest so ill just say it
i hate myself got no replacement
so im here, stuck between these ears
while avoiding every mirror
avoiding all my peers
and i've felt this way for years
and i see it so clearly
i was falling you ain't even talk to me
doesn't matter now
can't regret it now
or make it better now
don't regret it now.